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Topic: 1st days of June
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Lemingtyne
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posted June 18, 2005 05:11 PM
 
I've been in a depression for quite some time, isolated from people my own age since I left college, just existing, not feeling anything, not caring about anything.
Suddenly, the last couple of days of May and especially the first few days of June I started to feel things again, and it was ambivalent - though that doesn't seem like a strong enough word. Suddenly I realized how lonely & out of touch I am & I just had to do something about it! I met these 2 guys on the internet & then in person (1 on the 1st, 1 on the 3rd) and was very casual about fooling around w/ them. I've always been careful, even a prude, at least in my attitudes if not in all my actions, so this was VERY out of character for me! I guess I just needed attention really badly! But I don't have any regrets, in fact I'm glad I did it. Can someone tell me if there are transits in my chart or something that indicate this crazy behavior? Is it over? My indifference about the whole thing scares me - what's next?! Thanks!
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Lemingtyne
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posted June 18, 2005 09:28 PM
P.S. Can anyone tell me, when looking at effects of transits on what's happening in your life, should you look at the natal or progressed chart? I have never quite figured out the appropriate use for progressed charts. Thanks!
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wilsontc
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posted June 18, 2005 11:24 PM
Lemingtyne,You have an unaspected (strong energy) Venus (relationships) in your chart. People with an unaspected planet have no way to "connect in" with that planetary energy in their chart. As a result, the people frequently "overdo" in that planetary energy, trying to "connect it in" through using the energy frequently. However, although they are using the energy VERY frequently they have nothing to FEEL the energy with. Eventually, it comes down to having faith that the energy is THERE and accepting that, without the need to FEEL that it is there. As a result of having an unaspected planet in a chart, that planet is VERY sensitive to aspects made by transiting (planets in the sky) planets. In your case you have (and continue to have) transiting (planet in the sky) Uranus (impulse) squaring (energy needs to be combined with) Venus (relationships), leading to the impulsive relationships you describe. While this experience may have gone well, maybe it is better (and safer!) to simply have faith that you DO have relationships with others, instead of insisting on PROVING that you have relationships with others. As I mentioned, the Venus (relationships) energy is very strong, there is no need to push it to the extreme! Urging caution in relationships, Tim IP: Logged |
Lemingtyne
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posted June 20, 2005 01:56 AM
Thank you, Tim!
That was very helpful information!
I would have guessed Mars (action, danger, sex) played a major role, but Uranus squaring my Venus makes a lot of sense, especially the way you explained it!
It's interesting: I looked up what other transiting planets were aspecting my Venus around June 1, right in the thick of this.
Long term, Jupiter & Chiron are sextile my Venus.
Short-term, the Sun was opposite my Venus May 18 - June 8, Mercury was opposite my Venus May 27 - June 5, and finally, from the evening of May 31 until late at night June 1, the Moon was trine my Venus. June 1 was the day I agreed to meet both of these men, though with one of them I didn't actually meet him until a couple of days later when the Moon had moved on. I think the poor planet was overloaded!!IP: Logged | |
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