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posted September 08, 2005 10:24 PM           Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
Hi all, I know a lot of people usually post things about their life on this forum, usually about love. But, I have some other issues.

Now, I am facing some odd issues in my life, and wondering if someone can give some insight to them

Ok, it all started when I, in the spring semester went abroad (to London) for a semester. I got to travel to a lot of places, and I met people who I otherwise would never connect with (in other words, people who I'd probably never put up with if I'd been at home) But I did meet some cool people as well.

I came home at the end of May...and it was like everything was, I had not spoken to some people for a while, although I kept in contact with many through e-mail and postcards. But I came home and everyone was very open. Then all of a sudden, I didn't want to do things I normally did.

I stopped going to church b/c I was bored by the entire thing, and started to question my sincerity. Church was not only a place where religion was involved, but also where I sang in the choir with people I knew half of my life and or since I was 16 years old! Nonetheless I kept in touch, I but I felt distanced, as if I no longer have a place there. And I didn't neccessarily WANT to be there.....

All summer, I basically just worked and chatted with some people, hung out a bit.

Our annual summer retreat orchestrated by my church comes up, and I for the first time in years, do not evern consider going...

I get back to school this week, and everything is foreign to me almost, and people who I thought were really cool seem in sincere and distant to me. I find myself restless and bored by my life. Everyone and everything is just no longer satisfying to me. School, which used to be my "thing" just seems redundant is silly.

I am searching for graduate schools at this time as well. And I am looking for a positive place to move and be happy (I think this school and possibly the city I am from is not necessarily a positive place.)

I don't know what I am expecting from posting this, I just felt I should? Weird, probably....

I don't know much about transits, but here are some of the things that have been going on for me (or will be in Oct.)according to Astro:

Jupiter square Sun, 18 Sep 2005 - 27 Sep 2005
Jupiter trine Ascendant, 5 Oct 2005 - 15 Oct 2005
Jupiter sextile Jupiter, 16 Oct 2005 - 25 Oct 2005
Jupiter conjunction Mars, 28 Oct 2005 - 6 Nov 2005
Jupiter conjunction Pluto, 31 Oct 2005 - 9 Nov 2005
Pluto conjunction Descendant, 19 Jan 2006 - 17 Nov 2007

These are all stretching into Oct, does anyone know a place where I can get transits for this month only?

Well, if anyone reads this, thanks for reading.

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posted September 08, 2005 11:38 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for whiterabbit     Edit/Delete Message   Reply w/Quote
hi geminirising26,
though I doubt that you had some huge transformation during your semester in London, it often takes getting away from a place and then returning to realize that we had "left" it a long time ago. Perhaps you had been changing all along and only now that you see your surroundings and old circumstances with fresh eyes you realize this.
Going away for grad school sounds like a mighty good idea to me. If you feel the place you are is not good for you any longer- then it isn't. Time to keep moving. Good luck,
"fly on, sailor" as my crazy grandma used to say.

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