posted September 16, 2005 06:31 PM
Hi Mama Mia!I do. I have Neptune in the 12th. Conjunct with the Moon and Ascendant. My Moon is very powerful in my chart, which also empowers Neptune. And yes, I dream fully awake… I simply switch off and fly away… Then my nervous and always alert Virgo Sun relaxes, I’m too far away to worry.
I need to do it to keep my inner equilibrium… The world outside is just to crude, too rough… So I fly away… And my expresion transfixes… “As if I was in my happy little world” I have been told before…
When life sucks, I live in my fantasy world, imaging that I’m someone else, living somewhere else. I build imaginary lives for my heroines and I come back to be them, depending on my situation, depending the role I feel like playing. And while I’m doing that, I’m happy… Neptune is evasion, is dreams… That’s what I do, I day-dream to evade…
I have an amazing capability of having powerful dreams that feel life-like, as recalls… And often I can control them. I get drained after long periods of dreamless nights. Once I had a weird experience, what I believe was Astral travel, I had similar ones before but I never was aware until then… And I got so frightened that never happened again.
I’m quite psychic. I sense things… As if I could feel the unseen energy currents connecting events and living things… And when I lose touch with that, I feel half dead.