posted January 19, 2006 05:52 PM            

Yet- it feels like something is missing.. not a task, maybe an experience.. I am only *17*... I don't feel left behind... the life I'm living is a dream compared to the life I can be living in say.. I dunno... Africa.

Does anyone else feel like this? Or has gone through this: nothing is wrong, everything is fine, but you yourself is not at peace. Something inside is not wrong, but changing... or wants to change... or can't change...

posted January 19, 2006 06:45 PM              

Well, let me ask you this. Have any of your friends recently started something that you wanted to try? You could be finishing up where others are starting. That always makes me feel left behind or as if I am doing the grind.

Also it's the new year and many people are starting new jobs, new goals. It's good for you to have one-pick a realistic goal for yourself, visit a new city for example.

posted January 20, 2006 12:40 AM              

Whatever house the Moon is in indicates change. With Moon focused in your 1rst house (being) you have a tendency to want to "be" different people from time to time. This can create a vague feeling of disatisfaction with the way you are..simply because that is the way you are.

Explaining the basics,

Tim