posted February 02, 2006 02:13 PM
Amaranthus -I like your questions cuz I think you have sensed a pattern with your Aquarius/Scorpio influences.
Sometimes, a little maze will appear, and you go through it. Maybe even an Antiscion "time portal", like I was hinting about in the thread about the similarities between Aquarius & Scorpio.
First of all, I DO see where you are sensing "tensions". I wouldn't be too quick to come all the way down on "possessiveness" - I think you need to focus yourself away from that. Air & Water do not mix per say, as in their Elements. However, Air does come into contact with Water & vice versa, sometimes producing fog, steam, rain or snow. Ever heard of the term, "blowing hot air"? As if it creates a wall of steam in order to deflect, or to put up a hazy wall.
So you've got 4 forms to work with so far. Your Sun, Saturn & Pluto are in Scorpio in the 8th House, which is Scorpio's natural House. Think of all the free energy you can produce. I know you can because your imagination can be out of this world, you have a Jupiter in Aquarius in the 12th House.
Your Asc is also in Aquarius. The only thing Aspecting your Asc is your Saturn which is Squaring it in Scorpio.
You say you weren't feeling so lonely lately, but you struggled earlier. Maybe this intense string of Transiting Planets all in the Sign of Aquarius help lighten things up for you. It's supposed to be a good time to find new ways to use your talents. Find new creative outlets.
Plus, Venus is just about Direct, which will help you cuz your Natal Venus is Trine your Ascendant.
But then that pesky Moon in Cancer in the 6th House. I have Moon in Cancer in the 3rd House. Both Houses are Ruled by Mercury. The 6th is even MORE analytical than the 3rd. And your Moon is Trine your Mercury, so you are probably really into self-analysis, especially when it comes to anything which gives you a reaction.
You have Mercury Sextile Mars, so you may act on them, it is also Sextile Jupiter, which gives you a good outlet for positive action as long as you are learning your lessons in a timely fashion.
You have other Aspects to your Moon, and many are positive rather than creating more tension. But you DO have a very intense Pluto theme in your Chart, and I would recommend you read anything and everything you can about Scorpio/Pluto/the 8th House.
... just off the top of my hat ...
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