posted February 14, 2006 10:47 AM            

1) Virgo Sun/Aqua Moon ex-bf gets mad at me because I'm "overly" emotional. He's known me for several years now, so he knows how important my emotions are to me- that's besides the point however. I wasn't even getting mad. I just told him he was being rude to me. And his mom. That's like a double.. TRIPLE! whammy. And he started getting rude about being rude. WTF? I'm pretty sure I wasn't being overly emotional because I wasn't even really mad.. until he started insulting me.

2) My good (Scorpio Sun/Libra Moon) friend likes our other good (Leo/Libra) friend. She already has a boyfriend (Gemini), but she was talking to Scorpio and being nice. Then my ex-friend* started talking to her about the whole situation, and now she's totally not hanging out with our group of friends. Scorpio thinks that it's his fault. I have a feeling that my Gemini/Leo ex-friend* told her not to talk to him at all, which is stupid because we're all grown up- I think we can handle our feelings and at least be civil. All he wants is to be friends. It's such a stupid situation, and I can't believe that Leo would just STOP talking to us, like we don't exist. Especially Scorpio, they WERE best friends, in a band together, hung out all the time. WTF.

2) That ex-friend I mentioned before. Jesus. I hate her. I've never said that I hated someone unless I really do (kind of like how I don't say sorry unless I want to), but I HATE HER. A LOT. Maybe it's the Moon square Moon, or whatever, but I don't like her. I know her intentions, and she's just one of those people who give Geminis a BAD name. (I love you guys still , I really don't like her, however).

We use to be really good friends, except by Junior year she started gossiping. ALOT. She would gossip most of the time, but now she's telling people VERY personal things that she shouldn't even have know. The only reason she knows is because she'll torture you until you tell her. And when you finally tell her, it'll spread faster through her doing than would you have posted it on the internet.

I hate her because she told some people about how I was going through depression and went to the hospital under suicidal watch back in October. Luckily, she ended up telling my two good guy friends who told her to shut the f*ck up and put her in her place before she'd tell anyone else.

And I wasn't the one who told her.
My ex-Virgo (yes the one mentioned before) told her.
B**stard.

3) My ex-friend's boyfriend (Libra Sun/Moon). She's totally changed him. He always defends her no matter what she does (she can murder puppies, and he'd find a way to defend her) and he ditches us ALL THE TIME to hang out with her. I'm not even kidding, ALL THE TIME.

At the beginning of the school year, he moves to Arizona, but came back to graduate with us- like it should be. However, now that he's back, it feels like he's not even alive! At least when he was in Arizona, I could IM him on AIM. All he does is hang out with Gemini b**ch and then go to sleep. He lives with my Sag Sun/Aqua Moon friend now because he left his parents after he turned 18. Because he's 18, they let him, but I'm pretty sure they're damn ****** that he not only moved but doesn't contact them at all now.

He lives with my very, very good Sag Sun/Aqua Moon/Cap ASC friend (gosh, i mention him too much), but he doesn't even talk to him. He just comes "home", sleeps, eats their food (Sag's parents know him like a son, even if he doesn't talk to them either), and doesn't pay them. He's FREELOADING. I think he should move out, even if he doesn't have money.

He wont get a job because "no one is hiring". I can even get a job if I had the time to, and I'm under 18. He can get a job. I just don't think he wants to lose time with his girlfriend.

HOWEVER, he bought her a white gold ring with a 1/4 carat princess diamond with four diamonds on each side of it that equals to another 1/4 carat altogether. White gold. 1/2 carat. WTF.

WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF WTF.

I need a few words of wisdom. PLEASE.

posted February 14, 2006 07:27 PM            

I've learned this year that Senior year is overrated. I'm not having fun, I'm not enjoying the company of my friends, I'm not experiencing anything but angst.

Sorry if I sound cynical, but I thought this year was going to be great. It isn't. I was sitting in bed late at night and was almost in tears thinking about how much of a waste this year is because people can't get a long.

There is an inbalance in The Force, and I can feel it....

MP

posted February 14, 2006 11:18 PM            

sun square vertex

i've noticed that around this time of the year i'm always getting sick, my current bf and I start fighting (always around valentine's day too, :-(), etc.

transit ends on the 16th

on the 18, the sun, my moon, and mychiron create a grand trine. also, my moon conj moon. does anyone have insight into this?

yeah, throughout the first three weeks or more- pratically all of- march, my transits are:

moon square my sun
venus square my pluto
mercury square mercury
n.node square sun
sun square saturn
moon oppose mercury

most of the time, its a combination of three of the above. sometimes four.