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Topic: Isolated and feeling alone
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Inner depths unregistered
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posted June 08, 2006 06:32 PM
I'm not sure what transits I'm going through, but the past few months I have felt isolated and alone. I'm trying to get out of the house more and have a life for myself, but it's hard to do when one is a single mom with a special needs child. I've joined a few groups and now I think I forgot how to make friends. The friends that I have are too busy with their own lives and their children to spend time. On the creative self expression front I have started singing karaoke and taking drop-in ballroom dance classes. I have started to keep a notebook with me wherever I go to write down thoughts - which turn into poems. Not sure if it is Transitting Neptune squaring my Natal Saturn in the 12th...Neptune is also squaring my progressed Sun in Taurus... Any thoughts? Thanx Inner IP: Logged |
victoriasgirl1 unregistered
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posted June 08, 2006 08:53 PM
Kudos to your for your strength and bravery. I too know what it's like to be alone & isolated, being a fellow single mom. (It probably has alot to do with your planetary placements. As for that, you'll need a more astrologically enlightened soul to help.) But in any case, keep on keepin' on. This too shall pass...sending hugs, ~vicIP: Logged |
NOVA unregistered
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posted June 08, 2006 09:14 PM
hang in there girl! phases do come and go. I have a special needs child/adult(now) as well and they are our best teachers... you're not alone even though it seems like it sometimes.. you've got friends here!IP: Logged |
lovegoblin Knowflake Posts: 27 From: neverland Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 08, 2006 09:21 PM
sending you lots of love and hugs! hang in there-it will get better from here!IP: Logged |
DayDreamer unregistered
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posted June 08, 2006 09:41 PM
Know that you're not alone. Saturn in the 12th, aspecting Neptune can mean you can materialize/make real your dreams and spiritual matters. Use it to your advantage.
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Inner depths unregistered
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posted June 08, 2006 10:46 PM
Thank you all for your support, it deeply touches my soul to know that others are here for me. I'm trying to work on opening up more and becoming more extravert. Have a wonderful evening folks If there are some curious ppl here...I'll post my chart data..... Sun Aries 13°15'06 11 direct Moon Cancer 24°50'58 02/3 direct Moon is technically near the end of house 2 and is interpreted in house 3. Mercury Taurus 01°40'56 12 direct Venus Pisces 06°03'13 10 direct Mars Capricorn 13°14'49 08 direct Jupiter Sagittarius 06°15'38 06 retrograde Saturn Taurus 20°31'02 12 direct Uranus Libra 11°27'27 05 retrograde Neptune Sagittarius 02°50'55 06 retrograde Pluto Virgo 27°57'57 05 retrograde True Node Aquarius 22°24'42 10 direct House positions (Placidus) Ascendant Gemini 19°54'56 2nd House Cancer 07°54'13 3rd House Cancer 24°51'03 Imum Coeli Leo 14°46'51 5th House Virgo 13°10'48 6th House Libra 28°29'28 Descendant Sagittarius 19°54'56 8th House Capricorn 07°54'13 9th House Capricorn 24°51'03 Medium Coeli Aquarius 14°46'51 11th House Pisces 13°10'48 12th House Aries 28°29'28 Major aspects Sun Square Mars 0°00 Sun Trine Jupiter 6°59 Sun Opposition Uranus 1°48 Sun Sextile Ascendant 6°40 Moon Square Mercury 6°50 Moon Sextile Saturn 4°20 Moon Trine Neptune 8°00 Moon Sextile Pluto 3°07 Mercury Sextile Venus 4°22 Mercury Quincunx Neptune 1°10 Venus Square Jupiter 0°12 Venus Square Neptune 3°12 Mars Square Uranus 1°47 Jupiter Sextile Uranus 5°12 Jupiter Conjunction Neptune 3°25 Neptune Sextile Pluto 4°53
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daydream32 unregistered
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posted June 08, 2006 11:01 PM
I have an older brother with special needs.....makes me feel different at times. Hope things go well for you ------------------ sun/mercury in taurus, moon in leo, scorpio rising, venus/mars in pisces IP: Logged |
Full-fifthhouse-loulou unregistered
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posted June 09, 2006 06:09 AM
Your post really touched me Inner. You are a special person if God sent you a 'special needs' child to look after. He must have known you'd be good at it. I sympathise with the lonely single mum feelings. I was a single mum to my son for the first seven years of his life. It's hard isn't it? But you'll reap the rewards in pride as he (she?) grows older, I promise. I have cancer moon like you, we're supposed to be natural mothers. But very sensitive. With your gemini ascendant I bet you're a joy to have around and you'll be able to inspire your child no end. Good luck!------------------ SCORPIO SUN 5TH HOUSE ASCENDANT CANCER CANCER MOON 12TH HOUSE IP: Logged |
NOVA unregistered
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posted June 09, 2006 10:46 PM
inner... just checking in to see if you are feeling better... much love...IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Newflake Posts: 8 From: ON Canada Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 09, 2006 10:49 PM
yes, much love. IP: Logged |
BlueTopaz124 Knowflake Posts: 207 From: Portland, OR, USA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted June 09, 2006 11:07 PM
sending love from me too IP: Logged |
Inner depths unregistered
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posted June 10, 2006 01:37 AM
You knowflakes are sooooo awesome. It still means a lot to me that ppl are there for me. It gives me comfort in seeeing this.Feeling a bit better today. I went to dance class and learned the meringue - it's such a simple dance and so fun. Tonight has a touch of culture to it cause they had professional dancer do a show for the class. What a spectacular show it was and I felt so moved. (The only times I felt sad were there was no dance partner on a few occasions that left me teary eyed..until this one guy came and asked me to dance.. It felt great getting out of my shell and showing my vulnerablity instead of repressing it.... I hope everybody has had a wonderful friday night Thanx soooooooo much...........from the bottom of my sensitive heart ID IP: Logged |
NOVA unregistered
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posted June 10, 2006 09:11 AM
Dear InnerDepthsYou are amazing! Very smart to go dancing even when you were feeling down and alone. That is an awesome act of courage.... no wonder it felt good. Taking positive action like that blows the cobwebs away... you will probably see many challenges lift and see them in a new light... way to go! IP: Logged |
astro junkie unregistered
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posted June 15, 2006 10:40 PM
Welcome NOVAIP: Logged |
Inner depths unregistered
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posted June 16, 2006 01:25 PM
Well this week I had no time to worry about being lonely cause I've been sick all week with a very sore throat and now sinus congestion....ugh.....This weekend I have my daughter all weekend - so my time will be well taken - usually her father has her BUT he is out of town for a funeral till sunday.ID IP: Logged |