posted July 23, 2006 01:46 PM            

All my life, I've had issues with being "too pushy". I've always been a hot-head (especially when a baby and a child), always been extremely independent, and always looking for some kind of conflict to test my "strength" in.

For most of my life, I'd thought it had been part of all the Plutonian influence in my chart. I'm sure that adds a pretty sharp overtone to it, however, I'm glad I realize now. I see how it's all connected.

People always found me a little odd, (okay, extremely odd) - that's probably the Aquarius...mainly because of the simple things I do (Mars). I never really noticed why...but they just asumed I was the weirdest person ever...(and still do). I unintentionally shock people when I'm just myself...so I spent a lot of time trying not to be (Libra Asc- fitting in...)

I've always had a fascination with weapons, artillery, war, fighting, and anything that goes along with that. Since I was 12, I've always wanted a gun license...I wanted to collect them and showcase them in my home. My parents found this as signs of being a "trouble child" however, they realized (too late) that I'm anything but...

I've also realized that even though my taste in men has been towards the refined, educated, doctor type who takes me out to fancy social parties and dresses exquisitely well...I've always attracted either exteremly aggressive type men, like "men's men" with really closeminded traditional views of women, or passive-aggressive types who I tend to boss around until they can't take it and turn into the extreme agressive types...(only worse because it's been suppressed)..

I also have had this thing where women and other female friends of mine are frequently hurt/defensive against me... They've called me brash, and rude, (often when I don't notice I'm doing anything at all...I'm thinking I'm being quite friendly)..however, they don't tend to gravitate towards me much. It's always been guys who I've considered my best friends. I relate to them much better than I do with women (also have a heavily afflicted Moon singleton).

Health wise, I've just found out that I have far too much testosterone in my blood...and it causes me to have hormonal problems and issues. I've heard that obviously Mars rules testosterone and Aquarius rules blood... Because of this, I develop larger muscle mass (according to the doctor) which could be why I appear so "strong" to others. I've been told that though I look/dress/act quite feminine and girly at times, my stature is strong..a little too strong, I've been told..

These are just some issues I've noticed/dealt with and that have come to light with realizing just how important Mars is in my horoscope...what about the other women here?
Any other heavily Mars or Plutonian dominated women? How does it affect you?

posted July 23, 2006 03:39 PM              

i love that placement;so much..i also some odd bhaviours may be scorpio sun conj uranus..i love digital technology...

posted July 23, 2006 08:07 PM              

I was TOTALLY nodding to everything alanabelle was saying. for one thing i def get along better with guys than i do with girls. Im not too much of a hot head but I can be in relationships and my relationships are often very tumultuous (love relationships). Also I am very argumentative to the piont of being confrontational and extremely aggressive verbally (mars in gemini?). I am also always challenging myself. My fascination is not with guns like alanabelle but politics, power, and money--fields full of men and predominantly male. I did my bachelors in business as well, another heavily male dominated field... People also first find me pleasant and funny and attractive but later think I am offensive or appear too strong in my opinons, which also happen to be weird (like totally offbeat religions opinions, or feminist views, or political perspective).

Like alanabelle Ive been with too many aggressive alpha male type men who are very chivalric but also chauvinistic. Very romantic dashing and greatlovemakers and fighters (boxer, kung fu player etc) but it falls apart too fast becoz my gem stellium wants some intellectual companion.

I also have health issues so far as hormones go and am going to get tested in two weeks for hormone imbalances. Strange...hmm.

posted July 23, 2006 08:57 PM            

I know what you mean with politics, power, money etc. I actually was going to get into politics because unfortunately, I don't do very well with authority (actually, I'm horrible with authority, just ask my Cappy Mom and Taurus father...). I think that has something to do with Mars also... but especially 4th house Mars (AQUA) opposite 10th house Moon (LEO) will do that.

...I'm also a Marketing major with a minor in Communications/PR...every field I've wanted to enter has been based on the 3 extremes for me...power, money and prestite.. but what's odd is that even tho I realize I identify strongly with will that one would consider traditional of men, I would flip if anyone told me it was a "mans" field... I heard a Mars singleton/prominent Mars can be somewhat of a pioneer in whatever they decide to take as "life's work". No matter what I've wanted to do (from politics, to nuclear astrophysics, to marketing)...I've always wanted to be the first "woman" to really pave the way in this day and age...

What seems to be the most apparent thing however, is an overwhelming desire to be free in every aspect of my life. And it's almost like a constant struggle to ensure absolute freedom, usually only evident when I'm in a relationship because then I feel "caged in".

My Mars is square my Sun, Pluto, and Venus. It's opposite my Moon and MC, conjunct my IC. So it may be a little harder to handle I would presume....

posted July 23, 2006 09:40 PM            

• Mars in Gemini 10th
• Moon square Mars
• Mars opposing Jupiter