posted September 17, 2006 04:45 AM
Hi-
I admit I haven't been here for a few months, so I feel like I'm dropping in just to ask about myself and it seems selfish. The reason I'm posting this is 'cause I read this on Astrodienst and its kinda bothered me. Not to sound like a whiny Pisces (besides, we aren't all whiny! ; ) ), but *really* the past 3-4 years have really felt like what's described below!
I know there is no "smooth sailing" however I really do feel I've done a great deal to learn from what was put on my plate. Is there any other way of interpreting Pluto opposite Saturn?
OK, end of whining ; ).
~ Zelda
"Pluto opposition Saturn: The truth works
End of December 2006 until mid October 2008: During this time you will experience changing circumstances and situations that may force you to surrender many things - material goods, relationships, principles - that you have previously held on to. You will probably resist these "losses," which is how you will experience them, with great tenacity and stubbornness. You will need great discipline under this influence, because you may not have any resources to waste, and you may be forced to do as much as possible with very little.
Feelings are often suppressed under this influence, as if facing the reality of your present conditions does not permit you the luxury of indulging in emotions. However, this is more apparent than real. You may confuse hardheartedness with hardheadedness and suppress feelings for what you consider to be "practical" reasons. Even if your situation becomes very difficult, you should still keep your heart open to others, or you will bear the scars of this period for the rest of your life as a loss of humanity.
You may feel that you have to work very hard and that nothing ever comes of it. That is true in that the kind of overt success that everyone can clearly recognize is not likely to come now. Your life is in a state of change, and your circumstances are stable enough to bring anything to the kind of culmination that constitutes success. But you are laying a framework for future success. Your inner structure as a human being is changing, and it is the profound insecurity of such a transformation that is making you hold on to the past so furiously with such a sense of effort. When this period is over, your life course may be considerably changed. The only reason you aren't getting anywhere now is that there isn't anywhere for you to go in that direction. Remember, the truth works! If it doesn't work for you, it isn't true for you! This may be the most important lesson that you can learn at this time."
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"To see, to hear, means nothing. To recognize (or not to recognize) means everything. Between what I do recognize and what I do not recognize there stands myself."
-Andre Breton
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Pisces sun, Taurus moon, Leo ascendant