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Topic: Oh, I'm in so much trouble... again..
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Fluke
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From: Norway
Registered: Oct 2009
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posted November 04, 2006 03:09 PM
  
It has happened AGAIN, I think I'm madly in love with someone I for so many reasons can't have...
That seems to be the pattern about my crushes, the more unavailable, the more intererested I get, and I can't seem to get out of it, even though I'm aware of it and try not to get attracted to those people..
This time it is my boss at work, who in addition to being my boss lives with a woman (10 years his senior!!) who is also the mother of his son. And there's been this strange attraction between us since we first met in the beginning of march this year.
He just felt so familiar to me, not like I knew all about him, cause I certainly don't, but he just felt.. right, good, like all was well now that I was in his company, and it tears me apart every time we have just parted or ended a phonecall..
We haven't talked about it, but I can tell that he also feels *something* about me, along the same lines.
Being the optimist that I am I live with this foolish hope that somehow he will leave his woman and recommend me to another department so we can be together, but I would really like to find something between our horoscopes that would either kill that hope or let it live on. Help me, someone..? I'm not that good at interpreting this..Me: 23 May 1983 08:01 Drammen, Norway Him: 22 March 1977 Birth time unknown Moss, Norway IP: Logged |
william
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posted November 04, 2006 04:35 PM
flake,
i think you answered your own questions.
you are attrected to the unavaible ones.
you have a sun/mars conjunction opposed to a uranus/jupiter conjunction.this is the aspects that attracts you to the unavailble.
this makes you a very hyper,radical person.the jup/uranus can give high intelligence but can also make you inconsistant and extravagant.
the composite chart has a venus square jupiter so there is a mutual enjoyment og the time spent together but other that that there are really any "romantic" aspects.there is a venus/mercury midpoint opposed to uranus.this gives a "magic" quality to your social interactions with him,your time together can be very entracing but the uranus quality bodes against a relationship.your conversations are lively with him but that is it.there is a strong"psychic" connection with him,i see how you can feel his presence and vice versa,as your aura seem to be almost innertwined but i still can't see a realtionship.he is a very attractive man but ,a child etc. come off it.
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Fluke
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From: Norway
Registered: Oct 2009
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posted November 04, 2006 04:46 PM
Thank you William, I've seen all these aspects, but not known what to make of them. Good to know there is sort of a reason why I always fall for the ones I can't get. I'm getting really tired of it, because it hurts like a mother*****, heh heh.. Now I'll just have to wait for the next bad crush to get over this one... *sigh*IP: Logged |
sue g
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posted November 04, 2006 04:47 PM
We can have attractions a many if we look....lots of soul mates out there for us.Not good to look at the one who is in a long term partnership with a child..... How would you feel if you were his woman? Look away girl and pray for another.....  IP: Logged |
teaologist
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posted November 04, 2006 05:05 PM
quote:
you have a sun/mars conjunction opposed to a uranus/jupiter conjunction.this is the aspects that attracts you to the unavailble.
What about Venus opp. Jupiter/Uranus conjunction (in the 5th)? Same effect? quote:
We can have attractions a many if we look....lots of soul mates out there for us.
Shweet.. IP: Logged |
william
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posted November 04, 2006 06:31 PM
yeah i think that also works.
the cusp of gemini/cancer also can work in this way,i.e. drawn to relationships that can't work for one reason or another,or being attracted to someone who is already involved
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william
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posted November 04, 2006 07:10 PM
hey fluke,
looking at you chart,i don't see why you haven't had a lot of guys after you the last couple month.are you real picky? also you have so much energy,try looking for a atletic type guy who could keep up with you.
also your psychic energy is very strong so you might try to meet some one into "new age"
things.your chart indicates that your astral enrgies are very strong.hang with "psychics" or kindred types.or call you one the guys who have tried to hit on you the last couple of months
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Fluke
Newflake Posts: 0
From: Norway
Registered: Oct 2009
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posted November 05, 2006 05:41 AM
Sue G: yes, I have thought about his woman, and that is why I never even would dream about making a real pass at him, and if he ever made a pass at me while still with her I would lose all respect for him. I'm not totally inconsiderate..  William: I really like the way you portray me, makes me sound absolutely fantastic, heh heh. I work as a security guard, so I work mostly with men, and you're right about guys being after me, actually I think most of my colleagues to some degree are a little bit in love with me, heh heh. But unfortunately none of them really does it for me.. And since my crushes tend to be so totally all-consuming I don't even consider others while I'm stuck on someone. There's probably a reason for that as well..
Sorry for rambling, I'm at work with nothing to do until closing time... IP: Logged |
sue g
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posted November 05, 2006 05:54 AM
I am sure you are not totally inconsiderate....please accept my apology if I came across thinking that...sorry....  Did you ever hear the song Jolene by Dolly Parton. I never liked country music and yet I loved that song. Didnt find out until a couple o weeks ago that its a true story. Jolene was a red headed woman who tried to steal her husband. She didnt get him in the end cos Dolly fought her like a "wildcat" (her own words). She said in the video I saw "women can be like that". I aint been an angel in my life, but fortunately I managed to avoid getting involved with a man with a wife/partner. My best friend went off with my first husband and even though I had met some other man, it really stung me..... Sending luck and love to you  Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Im begging of you please dont take my man
Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Please dont take him just because you can
Your beauty is beyond compare
With flaming locks of auburn hair
With ivory skin and eyes of emerald green
Your smile is like a breath of spring
Your voice is soft like summer rain
And I cannot compete with you, jolene He talks about you in his sleep
Theres nothing I can do to keep
From crying when he calls your name, jolene And I can easily understand
How you could easily take my man
But you dont know what he means to me, jolene Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Im begging of you please dont take my man
Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Please dont take him just because you can You could have your choice of men
But I could never love again
Hes the only one for me, jolene I had to have this talk with you
My happiness depends on you
And whatever you decide to do, jolene Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Im begging of you please dont take my man
Jolene, jolene, jolene, jolene
Please dont take him even though you can
Jolene, jolene IP: Logged |
sue g
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posted November 05, 2006 06:02 AM
And Fluke,,,,hope you dont mind but I drew a fairy card for you..it was"Problem Resolved...!! An issue thats been bothering you is being healed behind the scenes. The solution is creative, ingenious, and is a joyous surprise for you" Hope this helps and good luck in finding your love!!  IP: Logged |
Fluke
Newflake Posts: 0
From: Norway
Registered: Oct 2009
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posted November 05, 2006 07:01 AM
Thank you so much Sue I've never really heard of fairy cards, but it sounds beautiful, heh heh. I do dabble in tarot though, I bought a deck and a book some years ago, and I respect them deeply. I thought maybe I would lay them out and sort of "play" with them from time to time, but they have shown to be so accurate that after the first time I didn't touch them again until they told me to (and they actually do "tell me" when to get them out!)
They sort of "speak" to me when they have something to tell me, and they tell me exactly when to stop shuffling, what cards to pick etc. At first they really scared me, but it gradually evolved in to a healthy respect, heh heh.
And it is really weird actually that I'm this interested in things like these, up until just a few years ago I percieved myself to be one of the most realistic, logical persons I knew about, and to some degree I still do, cause I can be really "technical" about things (I don't know how to explain what I mean, really, heh heh) and yet I have this strong belief in the things you only know in your gut, sort of.. God, I'm confusing even myself right now, heh heh. Excuse me, I'm Norwegian.. 
Anyway, I'm still writing way to much, as I don't have anything else to do right now.. IP: Logged | |
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