posted January 15, 2007 10:41 AM            

During my regular day-to-day life, I'm bubbly, friendly, and extremely non-confrontational. However, my subconscious dreams can be a completely different story. Anytime I'm in a relationship with someone and it ends badly - where I feel I've been "wronged" in some way, I have frightening, disturbing, violent dreams. The dreams revolve around that particular person. Sometimes I'm taking revenge on them directly, and sometimes indirectly. These dreams bother me. I NEVER think like that consciously, and I always wake up scared to death that I might have actually committed the act in the dream. They are VERY violent, and EXTREMELY gory...don't want to say much else about them other than that.

Since they revolve around vengeance, I'm wondering if there is plutonian connection??? Does anyone else experience anything like this? It really bothers me, and I just wonder if there's anything I can do to combat them...although I guess you can't really control your dreams.

Anyway, here are my stats if anyone cares to check it out for me...

born on 2 Jan 1979 local time 6:43 pm
in Pontiac, MI (US) U.T. 23:43
83w17, 42n38 sid. time 00:57:55

Sun Capricorn 11°59'33 in house 6 direct
Moon Pisces 10°01'47 in house 8 direct
Mercury Sagittarius 21°44'05 in house 5 direct
Venus Scorpio 26°07'34 in house 5 direct
Mars Capricorn 16°14'14 in house 6 direct
Jupiter Leo 6°46'38 in house 1 retrograde
Saturn Virgo 13°51'43 end of house 2 retrograde
Uranus Scorpio 19°47'11 in house 4 direct
Neptune Sagittarius 18°54'10 in house 5 direct
Pluto Libra 19°07'07 in house 4 direct
True Node Virgo 19°57'02 in house 3 retrograde

House positions
Ascendant Leo 1°35'48
2nd House Leo 21°13'34
3rd House Virgo 15°06'27
Imum Coeli Libra 15°43'07
5th House Scorpio 22°51'13
6th House Capricorn 0°08'52
Descendant Aquarius 1°35'48
8th House Aquarius 21°13'34
9th House Pisces 15°06'27
Medium Coeli Aries 15°43'07
11th House Taurus 22°51'13
12th House Cancer 0°08'52

Sextile Moon 1°58
Sun Conjunction Mars 4°15
Sun Trine Saturn 1°52
Sun Sextile Uranus 7°48
Sun Square Pluto 7°08
Moon Sextile Mars 6°12
Moon Opposition Saturn 3°50
Mercury Conjunction Neptune 2°50
Mercury Sextile Pluto 2°37
Venus Trine Ascendant 5°28
Mars Trine Saturn 2°23
Mars Sextile Uranus 3°33
Mars Square Pluto 2°53
Jupiter Conjunction Ascendant 5°11
Saturn Sextile Uranus 5°55
Saturn Square Neptune 5°02
Neptune Sextile Pluto 0°13

posted January 15, 2007 11:33 AM              

I would have expected a link with the 12th house (dreams are a 12th house issue).
For me, cancer is intercepted in 12th house.
(I let signs begin at 00°30').
In my opinion that means a very busy mind (gemini) subconsciously with the softer feelings (cancer) suppressed.
Mercury (ruler of gemini) is in sagittarius, so Jupiter influences Mercury.
Jupiter likes to do everything big.
In this sence it could also mean you make yourself this kind of dreams so you could be more aware of your feelings (intercepted cancer).
Ruler of cancer, the pisces Moon, can be found in 08th. This doesn't stimulate the inner rest. Pisces is a very sensitive sign.

It doesn't matter if you play violent games on the computer or you smoke a lot of weed, your dreams always deal with what you think subconsciously.
You should bring your high intensive energy more outward/conscious in your activities, hobbies, work, .... especially because you have MC in aries. Anything that's human justified can be suited (sports, romance, painting works, music, violent games at the computer ... as other examples).
Do not smoke weed however. This makes you lose yourself in your unconsciousness.
You're a capricorn, so maybe you were too hesitant in the past to show highly energetic behaviour.

Mars is in capricorn. This can be a very good position if well used.
Sometimes Saturn (ruler of capricorn) is too much interfering in the expression of Mars.

posted January 15, 2007 02:39 PM              

I'm sorry I have no straight answer . I'm no expert, but I would just imagine it to be your Moon in 8th? I can't really explain it. The first thing that comes to my mind whenever I see tight associations between the water planets/houses/signs (with greater emphasis on Moon, of course) is murkiness... or something inexplicable (and possibly terrifying) that may linger below the surface.

posted January 15, 2007 02:52 PM            

I read your earlier post, and it seems our problems are definitely similar, although mine usually deals with "me" acting out the crime violently against someone who's hurt me. I only have the violent dreams when a relationship ends with someone that I feel has wronged or deceived me - and the violence is always against them.

On the flip side, I have recurring dreams where I've killed someone (although I never "see" myself doing it), and the entire dream is about me trying to hide the body and avoid getting caught. They always seem so real, that I wake up frantic and relieved that I didn't actually do it. My Pisces ex said he had the same dream all the time. Before that I had never met anyone else that had that dream...

It must be a Neptune/Pluto thing. Moon Pisces in the 8th...guess it can't get much worse than that. I just wish I could control it, because these dreams freak me out!!!