posted January 22, 2007 12:09 PM            

On approximately December 15th and 16th of 2010, Pluto, the North Node & Mercury are going to be conjunct my IC, Pluto being exact... I have a feeling this is going to be a big day/month. Not sure what to expect! Big changes, transformation in the home is the no brainer... but um... anything more specific?

posted January 22, 2007 12:44 PM              

Yes I remember it well that was the year I cracked and had my first major depressive episode

posted January 22, 2007 07:37 PM              

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There is an activation of your subconscious energies now that can result in a number of possible consequences. You certainly will encounter many events and situations that bring old, buried memories to the surface. A great deal of nostalgia, love, and perhaps anger or jealousy, are activated now.

+Home and family come under intense scrutiny and pressure as you find yourself digging into everything that is most personal and private about yourself. A time to get down to basics and strip away all that is nonessential. Not much of a social time.

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posted January 23, 2007 04:00 AM              

Mid January 2007 until mid November 2008: This is a time of great change in your personal and family life and a time of great inner psychological change. The effects of this influence can vary greatly, but it is always a very important one.

On the psychological level, you may encounter certain psychological effects from your past - your childhood and early home life, your relationship with your parents, your hometown or even something from the more distant past of your family or heredity. Psychologists know that the experiences of early life have a strong conditioning affect upon adult behavior, and it is essential to understand the psychological mechanisms created by this experience in order to free yourself from neurotic problems that arise in adulthood. During this period you can gain such understanding, because the forces within you are much more powerful and near the surface, where they can be observed in action.

On a less profound level, this influence can signify that your personal life will go through great changes as certain things pass away and new things come into existence. Obviously this happens all the time, but the changes are much more dramatic now. There may be great changes within your family, such as divorce, a major change of residence or the need for major repairs on a building, to name a few of the changes signified by this influence. The main point is that at some level your personal and domestic life needs to be overhauled so that it can be reconstructed along new lines. Often you need to be liberated from the past, not only at the psychological level but in your everyday practical life as well. This is the time to build a new order in your personal life. However, people often attempt to resist such change, with unpleasant results. The energies merely build up to such a point that they are released through a dramatic or unfortunate incident, such as the breakup of a marriage, sudden damage to property or the like. And resisting the energies of change is a waste of an opportunity to totally regenerate your life from its very roots.
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My personal view:
Although i am a person wno loves change, i am really angry about this transit. I deserve something better. I have absolutely no possibilities to change something, how i want it to change. The past is dead, but there is absolutely no future. No future! I can't even plan a month ahead. I live for one day.
The psychological change within me happened last year, when i had Pluto Square Sun and Chiron Square Pluto. So i am almost done with it. It is much better now, but the price is extremely high. I wish, it happened not so drastically.
I could write much much more, maybe later...

posted January 24, 2007 01:28 AM            

I would just stay optimistic, Pluto is very powerful, and I think either way, that power can be harnessed for positive and negative outcomes.

The universe works in mysterious ways, and although you may not see an opportunity for positive change, it may come in a way that you least expect it.

posted January 24, 2007 04:23 AM              

So to make a long story short, I was less than a year old when it happened to me...

posted January 24, 2007 02:26 PM            

It is all how you look at it and apply the lessons to your life.

When Pluto finally left the conjunction with my Venus I divorced my ex-hubby and I went on to break up with a bf that could not give me what I needed (Pluto transformation- Venus love, it causes a NEED to settle only for the best but not selfishly so).

Then Pluto started its move towards my IC / Sun in Sag. I had just gotten over a severe experience being in the middle of a cosmic sandwich with Pluto / Saturn in Gemini and my Sun and Venus in the middle (Saturn kicks my butt each time). I was prepared for Pluto..

Suffice it to say, I left my psycho ex and I lost my job, signed a 6 month lease and had no idea what I was going to do. Talk about endings.... people I thought were my friends that promised to help me with wrongful termination by a crazy manager turned their backs on me because they were afraid of repercussions. BUT... with all that was ending... NEW friends emerged to help me. My landlords offered me a place (even though it does have many cracks and broken parts) that was high in the hill and secure. My ex didn't want to let me go, but with the location of my house and the fact that my landlords lived in the house below me- I was safe. My new friends offered their help in moving, keeping the ex away from me and even going so far as providing me a kick a$$ letter of rec from one of the movers and shakers in this town.

I signed the lease, moved in and the next day the psycho boss told me she didn't like me and since probation only had days before ending I was out of a job. At the time it had been my dream job hunting biological outbreaks in our county as well as writing emergency response plans etc... I was CRUSHED....

But I knew something would come of it. My friends asked how I was managing and I said "As long as it all happens at once, I can deal with it". I knew about the Pluto transit and pretty much just held my arms out to the Universe and said "do with me what you want, I won't fight it"

Dating wasn't much better. I had plenty of dates with handsome guys, but there was always some weirdo flaw. One was manic depressant, one was dumb as a box of rocks and as it turned out one was a married liar. LOL.. none of them lasted long because with the new Pluto power I wasn't about to put up with anything. I wasn't too happy though when the wifey found out (which meant that "I" found out about wifey not being ex-wifey or separated wifey) and she started blowing up my cell phone, home phone and even go so far as to use her connections to get my physical address.

I told Mr. Married Weirdo "Please contain her, tell her not to bother me or I will tell her everything because you are on my sh1t list". I cut all ties with him and then had to deal with my ex-calling me.

It took 6 months... I told the ex never to contact me again as he was trying so hard to get back together (which actually lasted almost a year of his using insane methods to get my attention- even going so far as him sending his credit card bills to my house).

I became a member of a charitable organization / lodge and met yet another group of wonderful people. Actually, it was through the lodge that I met my husband.

As the conjunction neared and grew tight... things began to change and BOY did they change. It was like I reversed the Country Song and got my man back, my dog back and my tractor back LOL......

Through the organization I met my new boss. Her husband is a member and found out I was looking for work and he put me in contact with her (in fact many of the members were trying to help me as well as my community friends). Within two weeks I got the job and right before that, I met my husband. I was on my way to the lodge when I had told the ex to leave me alone.. period done the end!!! I arrived to help set up for a Drug Awareness BBQ and one of my friends said I should come to the potluck Superbowl game. I hemmed and hawed... but a few days later there I was... and there was Bear...

I love my job and I have been incredibly successful. I love my Husband for being everything the ex wasn't and being more than I ever could have hoped for. I love my lodge friends for being so supportive and doing so much for our community. I love my neighborhood friends that worked so hard to keep me safe from the psycho ex. I love that I am moving into a beautiful house in Germany with my husband.

As that was happening the horrible director that allowed the crazy boss to fire me was forced to retire. The crazy boss was forced to resign last week. The psycho ex was transferred to Texas but not before they found out he lied about his credits and they decided to force him to get them AND work full time or they would demote him.

Everything that was taken away, pushed out of my life, ripped apart (including my heart) was not only given back, but transformed into something so beautiful and meaningful that words cannot explain it.

If we allow Pluto to do the magical transformation it is known for, all the breaks, tears and owies become renewed and turn into blessings. Even though I could have struck out in caused court cases, caused problems for the ex with his chain of command etc... I did nothing but keep on the straight and narrow path. I knew that the transformations were for me and I had to apply the lessons to life. I also used my example to help my friends and to show them that karma comes around, for good or bad and we all get a taste of it.