posted February 10, 2007 08:07 AM
Honestly I wonder about myself sometimes. Is there something in my chart that would stop me from expressing myself emotionally with those closest to me?My children I can do it with, not overly effusive on a daily basis though (I do tell them truly at least twice a day I love them).
My family? No way! We were brought up to keep up the pretence that all was well, stiff upper lip kinda rubbish. To this day if my mother, sister and I argue we don't apologise or talk it over we just walk away and come back when we've cooled off like nothing happened.
The reason I'm annoyed with myself at the moment is I have finally entered into the 'hey we're really keen on each other' phase with my pisce boy, he is going above and beyond anything I had ever realistically hoped for from him. He is hurt by my reaction to him and thinks I'm rejecting him but I'm not its his way about it that is bugging me.
But this is not Dr Phil, I feel I have emotional blockages in my chart if anyone could explain and help I will be eternally grateful.
Birth data
22nd feb 1978 4.10pm melbourne australia