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GrlyGirl20 Knowflake Posts: 319 From: USA Registered: Apr 2009	posted February 13, 2007 01:03 PM Hey I was wanting to know if any of you have maybe said or did some things after being hurt that you know was below the belt...but you said it because you knew it would hurt the other person. The sag guy I had been dealing with and I had a knock down drag out "discussion" last night that ended with me saying some rather cruel things. The strange part of it was I knew he was pulling away and I was being obsessive but for some reason I just couldn't stop...it was so compulsive...even now. Part of me feels justified that he hurt me, and I wanted him to feel like he made me feel (small)...and the other part (the rational side) is like that was childish and wrong of me. And the thing is I still want him to pay. What about my chart makes me this way? I don't know how I could be so cruel, and vengenful. Help am I crazy or what? And why am I so extreme with everything...I knew rationally I was too in deep and it was only a hookup relationship but the other side of me felt it wasn't enough and that he was a wimp for not wanting emotions and not coming back with something, and for compromising. What's wrong with me? IP: Logged
MysticMelody Moderator Posts: 1066 From: Registered: Apr 2009	posted February 13, 2007 01:34 PM When we met, light was shed Thoughts free flow You said you've got something Deep inside of you A wind chime voice sound Sway of your hips round rings true It goes deep inside of you These secret garden beams Changed my life, so it seems A fall breeze blows outside I don't break stride, my thoughts are warm And they go deep inside of you Oh yeah And I never felt alone, alright Oh oh, till I met you Friends say I've changed I don't listen 'cuz I live to be Deep inside of you Slide of her dress Shouts in darkness, I'm so alive I'm deep inside of you You said, "boy make girl feel good" But still, deep inside Still I've never felt alone Till I met you I'm alright on my own And then I met you And I'd know what to do If I just knew what's coming I would change myself if I could I'd walk with my people if I could find them And I'd say that I'm sorry to you I'm sorry to you And I don't want to call you But then I want to call you 'Cuz I don't want to crush you But I feel like crushing you, and it's true I took for granted you were with me I breathe by your looks and you look right through me But we were broke and didn't know We were broke and didn't know We were broke and didn't know We were broke and didn't know Something's gone, you withdraw And I'm not strong like before I was deep inside of you I can go nowhere I burn candles and stare At a ghost deep inside of you And some great need in me Starts to bleed I've lost myself, there's nothing left It's all gone Deep inside of you Deep inside of you Deep inside of you ~Third Eye Blind You aren't crazy. It's Universal b.s. This is your challenge, to keep growing and do better next time. You have to take the time to get to know the person and really believe after time and test of time that this person is not out to get you... and then you both have to KEEP remembering that even when the little voices in your head scream that the other person is against you. Love is for warriors. IP: Logged
GrlyGirl20 Knowflake Posts: 319 From: USA Registered: Apr 2009	posted February 13, 2007 11:49 PM Thanks for the kind words, I feel like I'm crazy...especially since Valentine's Day is tomorrow...and I just feel like I am so intense that I'm not going to ever meet anyone who truly loves me for me IP: Logged
Rev. Alice unregistered	posted February 14, 2007 08:39 AM If you are really serious, e mail me with your chart data and I will do a short mini-reading for you. Time of birth: Date of birth: Place of birth: Are you left or right handed? What is your real first name? ------------------ You are a blessing and you are blessed. Rev. Alice astrominister@hotmail.com www.lifeprintastrology.com IP: Logged

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