posted February 28, 2007 01:22 PM            

Just to ask again, what would the descriptions be for this transit and can anyone who has been through it tell me how it was for them? From what I've read so far, it sounds horrific and that's certainly how I've been feeling recently.

Some of the feelings I have been struggling with massively are:
-isolation
-loneliness
-restlessness
-fear
-paranoia
-pessimism (odd for me, I'm usually very optimistic)
-general dissatisfaction with life
-occasional feelings of rage
-helplessness
-lack of any opportunities
-lack of freedom
-feeling restricted
-feeling unable to connect to my loved ones
-feeling unable to commit to anything
-a urge to make a drastic life change in order to make things better

and lastly

-I've lost 2 stones in weight since the new year started.

I realize I probably sound like I'm suffering from depression, but I can promise you that I know it's not quite that! Something is happening to me, and I really feel like it might be this transit. If anyone wants to check out my transits chart I'd be truly grateful, as I'm wondering what I might have in store. Here it is and thank you.