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Topic: Feeling awful on your birthday?
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Urania* unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 09:41 AM
Today is my birthday and I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world. I don't know what to make of it either. There's no reason I should feel like this. I know that most people at some point start hating their birthdays because it means they're getting old, but I don't feel bad about that. I'm only 28 and I look much younger anyway. I made plans to celebrate my birthday too(which I haven't done since I was 12 :S). Plus I'm not going through anything difficult right now. On the contrary my life is getting better. I achieved things and feel like my life is so improved compared to where it was last year. For the last couple of days though I'm so depressed and all I want to do is crawl in my bed and stay there for about a week.What I'm worried about is weither or not that means that I'm going to feel like this all year? This is the chart of the transits for the day on my natal chart: http://aycu20.webshots.com/image/32939/2000617686382611470_rs.jpg and this here is my natal return chart. http://aycu18.webshots.com/image/30577/2000677121509105652_rs.jpg IP: Logged |
fayte.m unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 09:45 AM
I hope you get to feeling more optimistic and happy. {{{HUGS}}}And... PS.My 53rd. is coming up! ------------------ "Heaven doesn't want me and Hell is afraid I'll take over and start a rehab for the damned!" ~Judgement Must Be Balanced With Compassion~ ~Do Not Seek Wealth From The Suffering, Or The Dire Needs Of Others~ ~Assumption Is The Bane Of Understanding~ ~ if you keep doing what you did, you'll keep getting what you got.~ Everything changes. Fear not the changes. "My body is physically disabled, but I am not my body nor am I its disabilities!" "I would rather," Truth said; "to walk naked than wear the raiments of Falsehood!" }><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}<}}(*> <3 ~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ IP: Logged |
fayte.m unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 09:47 AM
Zala can help you with your Astrological info as can several others here! A Halloween birthday! Too cool! ------------------ "Heaven doesn't want me and Hell is afraid I'll take over and start a rehab for the damned!" ~Judgement Must Be Balanced With Compassion~ ~Do Not Seek Wealth From The Suffering, Or The Dire Needs Of Others~ ~Assumption Is The Bane Of Understanding~ ~ if you keep doing what you did, you'll keep getting what you got.~ Everything changes. Fear not the changes. "My body is physically disabled, but I am not my body nor am I its disabilities!" "I would rather," Truth said; "to walk naked than wear the raiments of Falsehood!" }><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}<}}(*> <3 ~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~IP: Logged |
Urania* unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 09:47 AM
Aww..thanks! I hope I do too! I hate me when I get like this!IP: Logged |
fayte.m unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 09:57 AM
Being a November 3rd. Scorpio, I get bummed out at times too. I am totally disabled. I give myself little optimism talks and and look for things to be happy and thankful for. I then see that I am actually very blessed and not cursed as I sometimes feel when I am feeling physically awful, or terrified as with a recent stroke which affected my eyesight. Take time to sit down and write a list of all you have to be happy for. And by all means...do go out and celebrate! I think Some of us can get into a rut and forget to be really really nice to ourselves. You deserve happiness! Especially on your birthday! ------------------ "Heaven doesn't want me and Hell is afraid I'll take over and start a rehab for the damned!" ~Judgement Must Be Balanced With Compassion~ ~Do Not Seek Wealth From The Suffering, Or The Dire Needs Of Others~ ~Assumption Is The Bane Of Understanding~ ~ if you keep doing what you did, you'll keep getting what you got.~ Everything changes. Fear not the changes. "My body is physically disabled, but I am not my body nor am I its disabilities!" "I would rather," Truth said; "to walk naked than wear the raiments of Falsehood!" }><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}<}}(*> <3 ~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ IP: Logged |
fayte.m unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 10:01 AM
Oh I also see you are a newbie! So on that note! ------------------ "Heaven doesn't want me and Hell is afraid I'll take over and start a rehab for the damned!" ~Judgement Must Be Balanced With Compassion~ ~Do Not Seek Wealth From The Suffering, Or The Dire Needs Of Others~ ~Assumption Is The Bane Of Understanding~ ~ if you keep doing what you did, you'll keep getting what you got.~ Everything changes. Fear not the changes. "My body is physically disabled, but I am not my body nor am I its disabilities!" "I would rather," Truth said; "to walk naked than wear the raiments of Falsehood!" }><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}<}}(*> <3 ~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ IP: Logged |
twentytwenty Newflake Posts: 0 From: wa Registered: Mar 2010
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posted October 31, 2007 10:25 AM
happy birthday!
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Happy Dragon unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 11:29 AM
too hard to veiw that on a 17 inch screen .. what is quite noticable is the tChiron squaring natal Chiron sun looks fairly square to the ascendant .. t.saturn close to natal jupitert.venus is only a few degrees off natal saturn t.merc midway between IC and natal pluto transiting venus opposite natal moon that last one is at fairly close orb .. might account for ** For the last couple of days though I'm so depressed ** IP: Logged |
Urania* unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 11:30 AM
Thnx everybody!Yeah Halloween sounds pretty cool. If only we celebrated in my country as well. IP: Logged |
Happy Dragon unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 11:42 AM
~ Urania ~ under those conditions .. e.g. t.chiron square to natal chiron ( a potentially difficult one from the point of ' how one feels' .. ) if you feel down .. just note the faster transits .. e.g. from t.venus etc transiting moon for example is good at effecting one's feelings over a day .. t.venus is like mars .. peaks over a two day period .. felt for maybe a couple of days before it reaches 'exact' ..and .. Happy Birthday IP: Logged |
fayte.m unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 05:26 PM
Go to Free For All Urania! Keep looking! Happy Birthdays coming your way! http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum7/HTML/009145.html ------------------ "Heaven doesn't want me and Hell is afraid I'll take over and start a rehab for the damned!" ~Judgement Must Be Balanced With Compassion~ ~Do Not Seek Wealth From The Suffering, Or The Dire Needs Of Others~ ~Assumption Is The Bane Of Understanding~ ~ if you keep doing what you did, you'll keep getting what you got.~ Everything changes. Fear not the changes. "My body is physically disabled, but I am not my body nor am I its disabilities!" "I would rather," Truth said; "to walk naked than wear the raiments of Falsehood!" }><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}><}}}(*> <*){{{><{}<}}(*> <3 ~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ ~~~~~ ~~~ ~~~~ ~~~~~~ ~~ ~~~~ ~~~ ~~ IP: Logged |
Sarai unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 05:28 PM
Happy Birthday!! IP: Logged |
lalalinda Moderator Posts: 1120 From: nevada Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 31, 2007 05:31 PM
Happy Birthday Urania* Have a terrific day IP: Logged |
aqua inferno unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 05:42 PM
I'm afraid I can't help but
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26taurus unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 06:19 PM
"The soul would have no rainbow had the eyes no tears.""Be thou the rainbow in the storms of life. The evening beam that smiles the clouds away, and tints tomorrow with prophetic ray." Happy Birthday! IP: Logged |
GeminiLover75 unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 06:23 PM
I felt like that when I turned 30. Not because of my age, but I was suddenly very down in the dumps... sometimes there's no explanation but simply an unconscious reaction to reaching a milestone. I hope you're feeling better now! And happy birthday!!! IP: Logged |
Happy Dragon unregistered
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posted October 31, 2007 07:06 PM
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Azalaksh Knowflake Posts: 982 From: New Brighton, MN, USA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 31, 2007 09:24 PM
Hi Urania*Sad to hear you got the Blues on your Birthday Astrologically, I think the culprit may be tSaturn sitting on your Nodal axis in the 2nd/8th, and I see that the transiting NN has just passed your natal South Node, so you're halfway to your 2nd Nodal Return (every 19 years or so). The Nodes seem to be very sensitive points on a chart, and your axis is focused in the houses of "values" -- the 2nd house being your personal resources (Inner and Outer). tSaturn may be "forcing" you to contemplate what you have (and what you have not). Saturn is not a *malefic* planet -- Saturn just wants you to get on the right life-path (NN) and gives you a not-so-gentle shove back onto the road if you've driven into the ditch. Do you remember being very depressed or lacking self-esteem approx. 7 years ago?? With tJupiter right on your Vertex in the 5th house, I'd say a Giant Doorway will open for you, or perhaps has opened already and you haven't noticed it due to your current mood..... Take care, and go say 'hello' in your Birthday thread http://www.linda-goodman.com/ubb/Forum7/HTML/009145.html Zala (a fellow Leo Rising & Pisces Moon ) IP: Logged |
Geocosmic Valentine Newflake Posts: 0 From: New York, NY Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 31, 2007 09:31 PM
Happy Birthday Urania!!Even though you are blue today, it's not a complete bust. I have come to realize that our birthdays can be celebrated for a week, so when I celebrate I do it for an entire week. That way, no one can really be late with a gift, card or present and you can party all week long. 28 is your Saturn Return and I'm one of those people who doesn't think it's doom and gloom. Saturn is tool for you to use. It's your personal hammer to build and stabilize your life with. It's structure, it's the ice in your birthday drink. It's a beautiful snowy day. So I hope it gets better for you over the next few days. Have a great week my fun forbidden research partner in crime. Geocosmic Valentine ------------------ "Everybody is a star!" Sly & The Family Stone IP: Logged |
Azalaksh Knowflake Posts: 982 From: New Brighton, MN, USA Registered: Apr 2009
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posted October 31, 2007 09:38 PM
"fun forbidden research partner in crime"???? Mercury in Scorpio is ever-so-curious IP: Logged |
GeminiLover75 unregistered
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posted November 01, 2007 12:42 AM
My Scorpio moon antennae just got alerted as well. IP: Logged |
Urania* unregistered
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posted November 01, 2007 08:51 AM
Thank you all for your wishes. It must be Venus conjuncting my Saturn. That is a very sensitive point for me. My Saturn always makes me feel inadequate and unworthy. I intend to go out and celebrate my birthday on Saturday night (Sunday morning more likely ) so hopefully I'll have a good time then. Azalaksh 7 years ago was pretty rough time for me. I was in college and hating it and I didn't know weither or not to drop out or continue..Anyway, I was going through another phase where all I wanted was to stay home and do nothing. I get like that every time I feel depressed (S.N in Pisces in my 8th house). quote: 28 is your Saturn Return and I'm one of those people who doesn't think it's doom and gloom. Saturn is tool for you to use. It's your personal hammer to build and stabilize your life with. It's structure, it's the ice in your birthday drink. It's a beautiful snowy day. So I hope it gets better for you over the next few days.Have a great week my fun forbidden research partner in crime.
LOL Geocosmic Valentine! I 'll do my best. And I'll try to love that Saturn mean old guy!
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Geocosmic Valentine Newflake Posts: 0 From: New York, NY Registered: Apr 2009
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posted November 01, 2007 04:12 PM
Azalaksh and GeminiLover75,Tee hee hee hee hee hee hee hee llLLooOOoLLL!! You two are making me laugh so hard!!! I wish I could tell the secret, but I can't. It's funny because I only have the generational Scorpio influence of Neptune as the only Scorpio in my chart, so people with Scorpio in their charts intrigue me to no end, my mother has a Scorpio Moon. She's great. Geocosmic Valentine IP: Logged |