posted February 05, 2008 08:29 PM              

there is a 6 degree orb on a sextile to libra.. and some wide wide quincunxs... the only minor aspect i could find was

that is was exactly on my Pluto-Neptune midpoint (ie midpt is at 4'25" Sag and Saturn is at 4' 40" Sag).. but these two planets couldn't be more impersonal...

could anyone help me decipher what this might be expressed as? i will gladly post my whole chart if youre interested. i also want to mention that Cap is a pretty important sign in my chart I think as my Mars is dignified there and I have Neptune there too.. Saturn is the only thing in my 10th.

posted February 05, 2008 08:37 PM              

i did work pretty hard, and success came as a result of it.. i never felt like the burdens were unsurmountable.. but at the end of it, i have this irking feeling that this success and achievement is not "who i am" but rather what i learned to focus on..

im not blaming anything on my parents or anything here. i really love them and know their intentions were the best, but i do feel like they made a big impression on me and i probably would not have made the choices in my life that i did if it weren't for their viewpoints on things.

at the end of the day, i feel like im at a place where im surrounded by hardworkers and im destined to be a geek and burn hours of the day working myself... but this isnt where my true heart lies.

career itself has always been pretty stressful to me. growing up, there was so much importance placed on it, that i cant really seem to shirk from it.. though perhaps i would like to see myself in other contexts... also my North Node is in a really strong square from Aries in the 3H to my Mars and Asc in the 12th and 1st...

posted February 06, 2008 10:37 AM              

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posted February 07, 2008 05:13 AM              

>Perhaps you can gather the skills, connections, and resources you've already gained at your current job and put them toward something a little more fulfilling?

i think you're right

about the description of unaspected Saturn..

"the sense of responsibility is often so strongly developed that it becomes distorted."

hrm, haha i can't really relate. i have a hard time disciplining myself like everybody else and i am never conscious of my sense of responsibility. i'm not really that insanely of a hard worker- rather working comes relatively natural to me.

"The individual with an unaspected Saturn may seem very cold, hard and unapproachable."

I hope not! i do have a Cappy Asc, and I can be a bit unapproachable at times, but often I'm pretty warm, laughing, and friendly.

posted February 07, 2008 12:26 PM            

I just edited everything in here because after re-reading everything, I realized that you explained everything clearly, sorry.

Geocosmic Valentine

posted February 07, 2008 11:39 PM            

And thanks for digging the Star Wars references, it was true, my father (Saturn) did bark (Mercury) like Darth Vader (Saturn again).

Here's another thing. At the ripe old age of 37, I bought my father and myself those Darth Vader masks with the voice duplicator. You put the helmet on your head and you speak and it makes you sound like Darth Vader. When my father speaks through it he really sounds like James Earl Jones because my father's voice is very deep and stern (as evidenced by my Mercury-Saturn conjunction again. ). In the late 50's and early 60's my father sang bass in a doo-wop group. Saturn (heavy, bottom) Mercury (voice).

Geocosmic Valentine

posted February 08, 2008 10:11 AM              

haha Ok Geo, i didnt get a chance to see what you said