posted February 12, 2008 09:23 AM            

Dunno what is happening lately, even my power to control myself and make a peace in me doesnt help this last 2 days. Feeling totally pressured, nervous, angry....cannot see good from this and put my self above that.
Informations and pictures of past mistakes I made or others, constant battles and situation where I don't see the road.
I don't like to sound pathetic, but everything I tried to start seems to perish. I know that we all make mistakes, but it seems that I don't have a right to make any. I must be perfect to succeed or I am doomed.
It sounds foolish but with circumstances in life there has to be some answer.
Few ppl said here that Chiron coming to my Venus + NN will make me feel what is Love and stability.

I usually connect things in life with something that occures before but even with Solar Eclipse and some events I couldn't make things right.

I admit that I expect too much from some things, but If you don't try you cannot expect something to happen. Atleast I see it like that.

I would like opinion regarding what is behind all this transits? Is there possibility for somebody, ex, no ex, friendship or I am condemend to dig in my consciouness again and again watching dots on the wall or driving at night like a lone wolf....

My Date: 26th December, 1976, 6:15 AM

I even getting boring with this even in my eyes, so excuse me for asking for some answers, because I don't have any anymore.

K.