posted April 03, 2008 12:54 PM         

i just don't have the confidence i had in him before.

posted April 04, 2008 10:30 AM         

now he realize all he has done, but my gut tells me different.

posted April 04, 2008 10:42 AM         

In a case like this, I can imagine thinking: talk is cheap. O.K, so you let me down. Why aren't you going to do it next time? What are you doing that shows me you really mean it, you aren't just telling me what I want to hear?

Your charts. I've assumed you are female, sorry if this incorrect. If I don't know, I always put female, probably because I am one.

Lyn's chart

The Pisces man's chart

I'm just doing the first things that leap out at me, and the first thing I spot is Saturn transiting Pluto in your 4th house (the house of the home and family). This isn't a nice transit, but it's a transit not a natal aspect. It won't last forever.

http://www.bobmarksastrologer.com/transitsSaturn18.4.htm

Saturn Transits in Aspect to Natal Pluto: Pluto rules deep and hidden things. Like a volcano, they can build up pressure, unseen and unsuspected until an explosive burst. Saturn is restriction, but it also tends to bring problems to the surface. When Saturn transits natal Pluto with a stressful aspect (conjunction, square, or opposition) the people you meet are not likely to be of the highest caliber, especially those governed by the house that Pluto is in, or the house that it rules (the house with the sign of Scorpio on the cusp). For instance, if you are born with Pluto in your 3rd House (siblings and neighbors) any long simmering disputes you may have with a sibling or neighbor will tend to come to a head. Make an extra effort to solve the problems without letting things get out of hand. Saturn can be bitter and Pluto explosive. There doesn’t even have to be an old dispute. It could also be that either you or they are just “venting” an internal problem. In any event, the people you attract now may not be underworld characters, but they might as well be. Make an extra effort to avoid power struggles. This transit makes it more likely for them to occur. The harmonious transits (sextile and trine) can be very helpful. Pluto is great power and Saturn is focus and discipline. Schedule extra work. You will be able to accomplish more when this one hits. Actually, if you can keep the stressful aspects from exploding, you can accomplish a lot with them as well. After all, stressful aspects do increase power, especially the square.

Next off I see Pluto is Conjunct Jupiter in your 7th house. If anything expresses your current sufferings, that is it ~ 7th is the house of close relationships, Jupiter is the expansive planet symbolising ideals, and Pluto is the hidden deep-seated change coming along to shake everything up in a slow but explosive way. Think nuclear bomb, if I amy borrow an image off Lindaland poster Geocosmic Valentine.

More about Pluto transits on here:

http://www.cafeastrology.com/plutotransits.html

Further expressing the theme, the transiting North Node is conjunct your MC, the South Node is at the IC. In case you don't know, that is the angular point of the 4th house ~ the house of home and family again.

http://www.astrologycom.com/nodes.html

http://www.moonvalleyastrologer.com/moon_nodes.htm

But because they move backwards, that means they are moving out of the Career (10th)/Home (4th) axis, and moving into the area of Beliefs (9th) and Knowledge/Communication (3rd).

posted April 04, 2008 05:09 PM         

At least that was me on the two or three times I ever saw my Taurus father with steam out of his nostrils. It doesn't happen often but when it does he is absolutely right and justified. It's never been directed at me but I tend to keep out of the way anyway.

He also has Aquarius Moon, like you, I don't know but maybe you also get the same thing as him that your feelings get forgotten because you keep them in check. Aquarius Moon is a placement with detached emotional responses.

On your chart the Moon Squares Neptune, which suggests you are kind and sensitive, but I'd guess sometimes that can spill out into undeserving places. I'm not thinking Mr Pisces here, but well, it might be!

More about this aspect here if you want to read up on it:

http://www.astrologyweekly.com/astrological-aspects/moon-square-neptune.php

You mentioned temper well your Mars sign is in Aries. This is well-placed, it's the ruler of this sign. Aries is straight down the line, no messing. On your chart, Mars is Square Jupiter. The planet of excess, so together that says lots of energy, lots of plans, lots of potential to kick butt.

That transit I mentioned, Pluto Conjunct Jupiter, well Pluto is going to Square Mars as well. So this big energy aspect - Jupiter Square Mars - is about to be triggered. If you look on the chart you'll see that Pluto is currently at 1* and going backwards. It will go further back then go forwards again and will hit your natal Jupiter exactly early next year (February 09). It goes very near the Square with Mars, but because it goes retrograde again won't be exact until the year after (January 2010).

I don't think I am going to get a prize for saying that that Krakatoa is rumbling ~ if I was in the Chicago area right now I think I would keep a low profile.

What else, well another close aspect is Venus Trine Saturn. That is a good one if you are an artist, as it makes for a good blend of aesthetics and structure. It is also good for being responsible and commited in relationships. If you look on Skyscript (link below) it will describe you as being able to keep your emotions in check and being romantically cautious.