posted April 05, 2008 06:49 AM
This is my warped attempt. I dunno what I am talking about. For a while now, I think I use my feelings than astrology itself because some things, like this below, are just odd.Aquarius – Uranus – natural Ruler of the 11th House
8th House – Pluto – natural house of Scorpio
How do these two get along, and what parts of deep space do these Hitch-hikers visit in the Galaxy? What hidden secrets do they unveil, and what unknown frontiers do they discover? It must be exciting and electric for sure. Too much planet hopping could make someone very dizzy, though. Too much of a good thing may leave you without stability. You like this but the jet lag is NOT fun.
And, wait!
What if they get lost, lose the map to their destination, and find themselves in unknown territory? I think they would just make friends and do as the Martians do; go forth, push forward, up, up and away!!
Well, there is a price to pay for these psychedelic, journeys because you can’t stay in one place. You don't want to stay in one place because a party is a party if you leave it while it's jumping, this means you have to keep moving, keep searching, looking for the next thrill.
You have to always leave and arrive, die and get reborn, move from consciousness to sub-consciousness. What a ride! What pain also. it's emotionally draining to always be leaving, to always being a stranger and to always be leaving people behind. It is constant mourning to create a life, friendships and bonds, to have them become obsolete; to arrive with a mission to only realize that the job is done, and that your "business trip" was not as long as you had planned. And now... you must wonder aimlessly between planets before you find another civilization, because there are long periods of solitude between each trip.
The only way to survive is to JUST NOT BE POSSESSIVE. You must love, but not possess.
Fear, but not panic because you have to move on. Grieve but don't get depressed because loss is part of life. Envy but don’t get jealous, because to be jealous is to destroy, and you can not leave destruction wherever you go, can you? Is it not better to leave beauty and guidance instead? Is it not better to empower your environment, even though you can never enjoy the benefits, rather than leaving tears behind you?
These are questions that this native has to periodically ask during stressful transits. This is a highly spiritual person who comes with high burdens. He has intense emotions that are scattered like a dangerous laser beam gone wild. What’s a powerful raw energy going to do so as not to hurt others (and not hurt their selves) with these hot beams flying everywhere?
Focus on the inner self, explore your internal galaxy - not the one up there! Get an outlet for the cup that runneth over with restlessness (ART? SCIENCE? RELIGION, THE MIND? hmmm, now that sounds like your cuppa tea)
Balance, and forgiveness of oneself is necessary because there can be many casualties, including the self, towards their path to mastering the self.
This native can be their own enemy in many ways. This native has to tame the dragon within, or else the fiery breaths of this dragon will implode within, leaving the native hollow... dead! The self-saboteur, the self-arsonist, the self-regenerator, and the self-rehabilitator too... so don't fret.
Because...
Wait... what is that... ??
Within the ashes, something quivers gradually radiating a light which soon becomes unbearable to see with the naked eye. Then, like legend, the native gathers energy from 'God-knows-where'. The vibrations of this energy oscillate to form matter, and, then... yes... HE IS REBORN!! Pluto can not let Uranus die for long.
Pluto wants Aquarius to be disciplined and to let go of that which hurts him, like being erratic and flitting about forgetting to do his Mantras, and at the same time, Pluto does not want to be the party-pooper. But Aquarius is restless. He has to move, he has places to go, people to see and brilliant things to innovate, ok?
So, these two make a deal... Let’s play hard because you can’t keep still, BUT let’s work hard, also. Or else you are going to die again, and get reborn, and you do know how traumatizing labor pains are, so why subject yourself to that again?
So, NO complacency, and NO purposeless use of your powers to astral travel, ok? Zero Tolerance of imbalance.
Always remember that you’re erratic but brilliant. It goes together. Waste that brilliance and your inner light will fade and this native will have to start from ground zero once again... and level one sucks...
That’s the building of more foundations because a broken foundation can not be really fixed.
And well... you can just forget lounging, entertaining, partying, or disappearing for a while because you have to put the walls up first because although a restless soul, you desire a place to go home to...
But, since you trashed the place the last time you had your fun; we have to begin from square one.
So, work hard if you’re going to play hard, so that you’re not so knee deep in dirt that you have to demolish the place – since the cost will be the same as cleaning up the mess!!.
Instead, clean up as you go. Detox before you get sick. Do the right thing when you are not under pressure. Do the right thing now! Or... tone down with the instability. I know Pluto intensifies your fun, but... it comes with a price.
Fin.
That's me and sleep deprivation. This is a load of cr@p. I'll edit it when I am sharper than this. I hope you understand it heart cakes.
Must. Sleep. Now. crosses fingers hoping to fall asleep elready!!!