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posted April 08, 2008 11:06 AM         

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for nearly two years i've been exetremely ill. ive been sick alot through my 37 years, but this is different. went to the doctor last august and found out have thyroid condition...cancer. i go in for ultrasound this month and find out if the growth is grown or shrunk, if former than need to go in for biopsy. i've been going through treatments, tests, and heartache since...lost favorite, close enough to be my brother, uncle to cancer, my aunt commited suicide, a very close friend of mine was murdered, another friend drowned and my gramps died of cancer all in this year and now me (lost my job in feb). i just need to know if you can tell in my chart if i'm going to be ok...that's all i just want to know is if i'm going to be ok...i have two great kids and an aqua husband who still need me.

september 17, 1970...2:42 am...minneapolis minnesota
full birth name (if will help)
sheila ann uhde

thanks for help

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posted April 08, 2008 11:13 AM         

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Sheila ~ having problems putting up your chart, I'll try later if I get chance.

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posted April 08, 2008 11:16 AM         

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I'm sorry-That is really terrible and so much to deal with at one time. Please post chart-in the meantime please visualize yourself as having a positive outcome to this situation. See yourself as healthy and well. I hope this helps a little.

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posted April 08, 2008 11:26 AM         

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posted April 08, 2008 11:45 AM         

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Is this already diagnosed as cancer or are they not sure? From what you wrote about what they will do (see if it shrunk and then biopsy it) it sounds like it *may* be cancer but they aren't sure.

Sorry to split hairs, but it matters for the chart.

I've had a similiar problem, so I empathize.

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posted April 08, 2008 12:01 PM         

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no no quite alright...not sure...this will be the ultrasound that will basically make or break it. i may be counting chickens before hatch, but i feel in my gut i have it. i'm not one of those virgos that goes to the doctor everytime i get a sniffle or a sneeze...i've let myself health wise go...didn't have time for physicals or such, but my intuition tells me something serious wrong, maybe blowing out of proporition since all this death around me as of late, god i pray so. i tnink this 6 months was the longest 6 months of my life, the waiting the hoping medications are what was needed...i don't think there is a person in this world who would pray that their lump in their throat will be a goiter but me, but thats what iv'e been doing praying for a goiter. i laugh at that it so makes me giggle, and than i can smile. i'm not depressed, i'm actually just numb. i don't think it's the disease i think it's the people i've lost to cancer because iv'e never been touched by cancer in my life until this past year and now on cancer over load.

i do know this i feel better the meds help...still lethargic, but manage, i still have a hoarse voice, but pray will get better, i've lost 20 pounds...that's always nice, so life is slowing getting better, it's just this ultrasound that's got me buggin'

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posted April 08, 2008 04:58 PM         

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You have natal Saturn at 22 degrees of Taurus.

Transiting Neptune hit a perfect square to your natal Saturn last month. You had been feeling its approaching effects for the past 2 years. It will be squaring your Saturn on and off for the rest of the year. Saturn represents our stability, what keeps us grounded. When Saturn is squared by nebulous and dissolving Neptune, the foundation of our lives seems to disintegrate and we can't understand why. It is not unusual to be plagued by hard-to-diagnosed illnesses.

Also, Uranus in Pisces is coming to an opposition with your sun sometimes later this year, so you will be dealing with some unpredictable situations.

Since Jupiter is in Capricorn, it will lend your Virgo sun and Virgo Pluto some much needed support, and Saturn in Virgo will also help in regaining some ground.

Make up your mind that you WANT to live. Make sure that in addition to using the tools of western medicine to preserve your health, you also make use of things like meditation and visualization to enhance your healing. There are specific visualizations for people dealing with life threatening illnesses, and I would strongly encourage you to learn about them. You can beat this. <<<< HUGS >>>>

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posted April 08, 2008 05:35 PM         

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thnx for the advice the irony of all this is that i start school this fall for integrative health and healing...learning energy healing and holistic med...after lost my very stable job i have decided my calling to learn alternative medicine...so u see what you said is very poignoit..so judging from chart is this the right career choice for me because i do plan on living (at least another 25 yRS)

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posted April 08, 2008 08:50 PM         

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I would say that working with energy healing and holistic med is a very good career choice for you and will help you in healing yourself. It is an opportunity for you to utilize the influence of Neptune in your life and to turn it to your advantage. So, in every cloud, there is indeed a silver lining.

Be mindful to not get too "far out" or too "spacey" though, as Neptune can be the planet of deception. Always keep your eyes open for practical ways to make use of your learning, and bring things down to earth so to speak. Your Saturn will bounce back after this transit is over.

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