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Topic: Loner
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Seeing Stars 7.21 Knowflake Posts: 1301 From: New York Registered: Dec 2006
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posted June 28, 2008 01:51 AM
what in a chart would make someone a loner or make it hard for them to keep a stable relationship with someone? or the type of person you come into contact with and end up getting hurt. I feel like a loner sometimes. I looked at the past and I noticed that all of my very good friends disappeared. I always got along very well with girls.. I had a best friend in elementary as well as a little gf . I moved never saw them again.. I would visit my moms on weekends and I had a very good friend in the house next to us and we would always play together. have my mom take us to the movies and so on. she ended up moving away. both my best friends in highschool (guys) were removed from my life. one went to prison the other moved away. I still keep in touch with both. but im just looking at the era of highschool years.. at times Im just left with noone and it sucks. both of my relationships were turbulent and both people hurt. it seems i can only keep aquaintenances nothing serious. a reason for this? it seems its not just me.. but something else that has stripped anything close to me away. any thoughts? or anyone else who feels like this?IP: Logged |
writesomething Knowflake Posts: 2376 From: meet me in montauk Registered: May 2006
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posted June 28, 2008 02:04 AM
Ive always been a loner. Virgo sun/Aquarius rising. Most loner signs in the zodiac. I have a few friends im really close to but most of the time i keep to myself and have a hard time meeting new people i like.IP: Logged |
BlueRoamer Knowflake Posts: 4712 From: Calm Blue Ocean, Calm Blue Ocean Registered: Jun 2003
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posted June 28, 2008 02:05 AM
I'm good at keeping friends but poor at making new ones, I'm highly selective.IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 6677 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted June 28, 2008 02:09 AM
i have a lot of aries (sun, venus, mercury, ascendant, chiron) and moon in aquarius and i'm a real loner. but i'm also an only child so that probably has a lot to do with it too.IP: Logged |
heart cakes Knowflake Posts: 1561 From: canada Registered: Sep 2007
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posted June 28, 2008 02:15 AM
hey seeing stars..well, ALL of my best friends moved away. as well as the (few) people in my family i thought were cool and was close to. this has been a pattern my whole life. i'm also an only child and was basically ignored (or raged at) most of my childhood. so i'm sure that's a huge part of it. learned to prefer my own company. i've always chalked it up to moon opposite uranus and NN conjunct saturn. the former bringing the instability and 'moving away' aspect, the latter being more about lonerness. at least, that's what noel tyl once told me on his forum. there was some rulership stuff going on too, but i don't remember as it was long ago and i hardly had my toes wet, astrologically speaking. i'm also an aquarius, so i'm fond of being alone most of the time, and i guess it's hard for me to get super intimate, even as friends, because i'm scared of people having expectations of me that i can't meet (for fear of losing my independence). maybe your being cancer just means you're a bit shy and self protective. could that be it? IP: Logged |
Dragoon Knowflake Posts: 148 From: Saturn Registered: Dec 2007
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posted June 28, 2008 03:09 AM
how do you define a loner? someone in a unstable relationship? or more like nobody ever bothers to contact you?also, what in a chart would make someone NOT a loner? Leo? Gemini? Sagittarius? Cancer? Could someone be popular but a real loner on the inside? Everybody would go through a time when he/she has been lonely but at other times in life he/she has been really popular too. i take it more as a combination of just a time phrase and a personal preference. IP: Logged |
PeaceAngel Knowflake Posts: 6677 From: Australia Registered: May 2008
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posted June 28, 2008 03:10 AM
heart cakesthat's really interesting. it must have a lot to do with uranus - and aquarian influences. i have sun opposite uranus but my sun is in 1st house aries. plus aquarius moon. i have moon sqare both saturn and mars. so i got the rage/ignore thing from both parents when i was little too. so, i'm sure that that has a lot do with preferring my own company. as well as being an only child i wasn't allowed to have friends either. so really i've just grown up by myself and used to my own company. i need a lot of space and time to myself. IP: Logged |
Unmoved Knowflake Posts: 2160 From: Born in S.Africa Registered: Jun 2007
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posted June 28, 2008 06:36 AM
Firstly, after high school, it is natural to lose touch with your mates because all of you are exploring new places and lifestyles. So, it is very common. Also, there could be a guarded place of your being that makes people unable to come close. You are also a perfectionist somehow and could distance yourself away from something that doesn't meet your standard, you have a Libra moon and an elevated venus. These conflict you Uranian influences which makes you a person who longs for partnership who has a rebellious streak that doesn't want to be held down and smothered. i believe that once you trust those around you to let them see you for all of you, good and bad, without fear of rejection, people will feel safe enough to be around you too. But before you trust people, learn to trust those who care about you, so maybe this time of solitude is so that you learn how to tell between those who care and those that just want to abuse you. as for hurting other people, do you hurt them intentionally? How do you hurt people? Maybe you blame yourself for things that aren't your fault a little or... You carry too much on your shoulders than other people. See, sometimes what makes us loners is the fact that we assume that people won't get us, so we stop bothering making the effort of letting people see us. {{{{hugs}}}} IP: Logged |
CrimsonChyld Knowflake Posts: 329 From: Murray, UT Registered: May 2008
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posted June 28, 2008 07:10 AM
This is so interesting. I am exactly the same... always have been. I've always been a bit of a nerd, so I just had one or two friends. Good friends, but not many of them. Then after high school I moved to another state and hate to say it but I still have only one friend that I can think of. Interesting that you say you're a Virgo, since I am too. I wonder if other aspects could make us loners. Like my moon is Cancer and ASC is Saggi. And I never have understood why I don't have many friends. I took some test from a program called The Mind Prober back when I was a kid and it said that I appear to be "stuck up" which is not the case. If anything I doubt my self worth. I asked a couple friends if that's how I appear and they smiled and said yes... so now I'm paranoid too LOL (kidding). ------------------ Make new friends But keep the old One is silver and the other's gold IP: Logged |
Unmoved Knowflake Posts: 2160 From: Born in S.Africa Registered: Jun 2007
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posted June 28, 2008 08:34 AM
As for my experiences with being a loner, I need long periods of being physically alone but how I happen not to isolate myself is because I have taught my friends that I will handle them over short periods during regular intervals. So, I almost always have people around me but not for too long for it to suffocate me. I try to maintain some familiar pattern by seeing certain people at certain times because I also require some stability within my restless life. i have many friends. One thing we always comment on is that whenever we see each other it is as if we never left each other. I suppose this is because although we don't see each other all the time, we call each other daily, to just clock in with one another. our phone bills are ridiculous- my friends and I because we consciously cultivate our relationship. When I can't sleep, i call them in the middle of the night without fear of rejection and they do the same. When my phone is off, they know that I'm not in the mood to talk and leave messages. We are in that part of our lives when we are busy with our self growth. But we visit each other when we miss each other or when one of us is in crisis but we are not on each other's throats. so, SS7.21- how about you open yourself up and just call someone and just say you called them because you thought of them. That's my main reason for talking to people- it is just because I thought of them, even if I haven't seen nor spoken to them in years. sorry for rambling for so long. IP: Logged |
Kat Knowflake Posts: 1052 From: Cleveland, Ohio Registered: Jan 2003
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posted June 28, 2008 09:47 AM
I'm a definite loner!!! I take vacations alone, spend nearly all my free time alone. People even get ticked at me for being a lone wolf.July 11, 1963 7:53AM EST Cleveland, OHio Check it out if you like IP: Logged |
stillatlarge Knowflake Posts: 609 From: TX. USA Registered: Apr 2007
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posted June 28, 2008 10:04 AM
It's not your fault, s.s. The same thing happened to me too. It defies the odds the way something always happened right after I would get close to someone. Every time. They would move away or something. My father died when I was 9. I don't think there's any lesson in it or some energy on your part. There's nothing you're doing to cause it. Guess it's just your "lucky" stars.IP: Logged |
Azalaksh Moderator Posts: 7410 From: New Brighton, MN, USA Registered: Nov 2004
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posted June 28, 2008 10:12 AM
quote: sometimes what makes us loners is the fact that we assume that people won't get us, so we stop bothering making the effort of letting people see us.
That was quite a perceptive speculation, Unmoved IP: Logged |
Glaucus Knowflake Posts: 2761 From: Sacramento,California,USA Registered: Jul 2006
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posted June 28, 2008 11:22 AM
people can be loner for all kinds of reasons.I have been a loner because of shyness,insecurity,low self esteem because I didn't feel smart enough nor attractive enough to be with anybody. I am oversensitive person and so I do have fear of being hurt. I have a very strong Saturn influence......especially my t-square of Moon in Pisces in 6th square the opposition of retrograde Saturn in Gemini and Jupiter-Neptune in Sagittarius in 3rd. My Sun in Scorpio in 2nd quincunx Saturn in 2nd is also an indicator of being a loner due to issues with self esteem. I have Saturn contraparallel Mercury-Venus-Neptune that adds to the emphasis on insecurity. I have a diagnosis of Avoidant Personality Disorder too. Avoidant personality disorder (APD) ís considered to be an active- detached personality pattern, meaning that avoidants purposefully avoid people due to fears of humiliation & rejection. It ís thought to be a pathological syndromal extension of the "normal inhibited" personality, which ís characterized by a watchful behavioral appearance, shy interpersonal conduct, a preoccupied cognitive style, uneasy affective expression & a lonely self-perception ( Millon & Everly ). According to this view, the avoidant pattern seems to range ín varying degrees along a symptomological continuum from mild to extreme. In mild cases, a person may be said to be normally shy, whereas extreme cases indicate personality disorder. http://www.avoidantpersonality.com/yahoogroupfiles/ExtensiveExplanation2AvPD.htm I have always wanted to be married and have children some day even though I have never been unmarried and childless at the age of 36
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Seeing Stars 7.21 Knowflake Posts: 1301 From: New York Registered: Dec 2006
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posted June 28, 2008 12:32 PM
Im just saying that it was kind of like beyond my control. fated if you want to say. and was asking what would indicate this. but I suppose that mentioning of Uranus does make sense. Sun in the 11th Quincunx Uranus in the 4th both in the others respective house.IP: Logged |
Inner depths Knowflake Posts: 545 From: The Greatest Outdoor Show on Earth City! Registered: May 2006
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posted June 28, 2008 12:52 PM
How about Saturn in the 12th. That is what I have an I seem to live a solitary existence - the classic hermit who is also selective in who I hang around with.I am an Aries - I also have an 11th house Sun. My Sun opposes Uranus in the 5th. Both square to mars in the 8th. My numerology birth path is 25/7 - 7s are known loners who desire the simple life - away in nature... http://ezinearticles.com/?Numerologys-Life-Path-(7);-the-Path-of-the-Loner&id=341268 www.hermitary.com is another interesting sites....about a solitary/loner life.... ID IP: Logged |
Tigerlily Knowflake Posts: 387 From: somewhere far, far away Registered: Nov 2004
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posted June 28, 2008 12:59 PM
I've always been a loner too. Being a Cancer and having a Virgo Moon in the 7th makes me extremely cautious and distrustful of people, and I'm a little ashamed to say, the 7th House Virgo Moon makes me very critical toward people (which is something I'm really trying to work on). My Aqua ASC gives me an intense, almost extreme need for personal freedom, especially since my Uranus (my chart ruler) is in Libra in the 8th House. I also have a badly aspected 7th House Leo Venus (part of a T-square with my 3rd House Taurus Saturn and 10th House Scorpio Neptune/MC conjunction).I have always been a person of extremes (having an 8th House stellium, particularly Pluto in the 8th and a very tight Scorpio MC/Neptune conjunction - the tightest aspect in my chart, probably contributes to that - or maybe more correctly put, reflects that potentiality). I swing from periods of being a total extrovert to periods of being a total introvert. My mom says when I was a little kid I would play with others then suddenly say "I've had enough of people" then go off to be by myself. I'm still like that. There have been times in my life when I was very social and surrounded by people but more frequently, there have been times when I was a total hermit, only leaving the house to get groceries, go shopping, run errands, etc. Now I'm married, to a fellow loner (my husband is a very introverted Capricorn with an Aqua Moon and Libra ASC) and one of the reasons our relationship works so well is because we both give each other loads of space. Anyone else I would have been sick of within a few weeks...but we've been married for 5 years now and in that time we've been together 24 hours a day/7 days a week (we both work from home) except for when I was in the hospital and when he drove across the country with our cats when we moved to Colorado. If I spend too much time with anyone I get sick of them. I can't help it - I've always been that way. But with my husband it's different. I never thought I'd find someone I could be with who I didn't get tired of being around, after a certain point. I will say though, we have a pretty big house with a lot of rooms. We each have our own office and in addition I have two more rooms for just me - my music studio and my sanctuary/meditation room. IP: Logged |
augentier Knowflake Posts: 893 From: KS Registered: Nov 2007
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posted June 28, 2008 01:58 PM
Im a loner, definitely...sometimes I avoid friends' calls for weeks because I would rather be in my own company most of the time. I blame it partly on being comfortable being alone, and partly on mental illness lol------------------ Capricorn sun / Scorpio rising / Sagittarius moon Mercury:: Sagittarius Venus::Scorpio Mars::Pisces IP: Logged |
Neptune's Muse Knowflake Posts: 361 From: Wonderland Registered: Jun 2005
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posted June 28, 2008 02:56 PM
Well, beside what everybody mentioned above, I agree with the Saturn influence. Saturn in the first, Saturn rising and Squares to Moon, Venus or Sun from Saturn. Saturn in the 11th too! Another interesting thing which might not be a direct cause but a by-product is the house ruler. The house ruler of the 12th in the 11th is jealousy from your friends or secret enemies among your friends, so even with the presence of friends, this aspect makes it difficult on the long run, it probably won't last -- I have seen this in some charts. I don't know if I agree with Uranus, because Uranus is individualistic but not a loner per se, you can be individualistic and have heaps of friends and enjoy it, you are still detached but we are talking about the epitome of the wolf here, right? IP: Logged |
23 Knowflake Posts: 4497 From: Outside, to watch the nightfall in the rain Registered: Aug 2006
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posted June 28, 2008 04:59 PM
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plutomaki Knowflake Posts: 73 From: Puruuto Registered: Apr 2008
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BLKFox Knowflake Posts: 473 From: Registered: Nov 2007
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posted July 10, 2008 03:18 PM
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mblover Knowflake Posts: 508 From: Registered: Nov 2007
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posted July 10, 2008 04:54 PM
In addition to general signs of Loners - I agree with Saturn making person a loner.I have seen some amazing charts of Sags and Leos with awesome Sun Moon all good aspects but then the Saturn is sitting right on the first house. And, the whole person seems so loner and introvert. "I have had Sag women coming to me and asking why do people tell me that I am very Outgoing and Funny person? I am generally very lonely and I am very Introvert" (There you go Saturnine reality) IP: Logged |
Diandra23 Knowflake Posts: 2240 From: portugal Registered: Mar 2007
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posted July 10, 2008 05:22 PM
i tend to be a loner toobut ive been improving quite slowly - saturn and pluto in the 1st here. Also,now that saturn passes through my 11th house,im seeing that most of my friends are apart from me,and im kind of keeping distance myself IP: Logged |
leosun Knowflake Posts: 38 From: Netherlands Registered: Jun 2008
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posted July 11, 2008 04:28 AM
I have saturn in the 11th (pisces) and I'm sure that this placement is not easy for developing friendships.Yes,It can make you a bit of a loner ,I agree on that.IP: Logged |