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Topic: have my obsessions finally paid off?!!?
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heart cakes
Knowflake Posts: 1561
From: canada
Registered: Sep 2007
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posted July 11, 2008 01:46 PM
 
hello! so i have had two giant obsessions in the last several months (and one last fall). i know it's because pluto has been transiting conjunct my natal venus for about a year now. well, right now it is exact and and old flame has found me! the obsessions i had were unrequited but INTENSE for me, holy doodle! i feel like it made me find out what i want in a man, to the nth degree, and how i want to be treated, and now this guy's just come back on the scene and after only talking about a week he's telling me he wants to try a relationship with me, thinks we might be soulmates, and LOTS about his feelings for me! and i feel the same way. we were together only two days, 6 years ago, and for reasons basically out of our control, lost eachother. the weird thing is both of us thought the other was not interested, and for 6 years we've thought this, and now that we've opened it up again, it's all these memories of our time together (which was very beautiful, intense, fun, and sweet!) have come back and he keeps saying it's "full circle" and karmic. i had totally put him out of my mind for all this time because i thought he was not interested in me, but now that he's back in there, i'm feeling obsessed again (haha!) but this time it's reciprocal! he lives kinda far away but wants to visit me soon, and he was thinking of moving to where i live anyway to go to school.. so, we might end up in close proximity!anyway, i'm trying to keep myself grounded in reality, realizing i've been obsessed and fallen for inappropriate guys before. the thing is i know him pretty well and really trust him. he has amazing, fun, sweet, giving, kind, wacky, warm energy.. and i see no red flags whatsoever. but i still would like some astrological perspective, things to be careful of, maybe, or whether this could be as amazing as i think it might be? or just what the general vibe is between us! oh and i think it's worth mentioning, asteroidally speaking, that we have our isises conjunct by 1.5 deg and they conjunct our composite moon, NN and MC as well! and our osirises have a similar patterning. mine is conjunct my mars and merc in aqua (exactly) and his is conjunct his uranus exactly! and his venus conjuncts mine by 4 deg.. okay so here are the charts! i haven't felt this excited and like potential for real love in sooooooo long. it feels very real and pure, but i can't help be nervous that it might be too good to be true! IP: Logged |
heart cakes
Knowflake Posts: 1561
From: canada
Registered: Sep 2007
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posted July 11, 2008 02:37 PM
okay finally got the charts!
composite! 
synastry!
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DainBramaged
Knowflake Posts: 338
From: miami
Registered: Apr 2006
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posted July 11, 2008 02:59 PM
Hey, heart cakes.I suggest you ask this question at the wisdom forum over at http://www.astrologyhoroscopes.com Cheers =) IP: Logged |
GeminiLover75
Knowflake Posts: 2528
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Registered: Apr 2006
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posted July 13, 2008 06:24 AM
I heard that Sun-Venus connections are really good LOVE aspects.  IP: Logged |
Belage
Knowflake Posts: 699
From: Bay Area, California, USA
Registered: Jan 2006
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posted July 13, 2008 01:03 PM
That's pretty exciting Heartcakes. Other than the fact that Pluto squares the sun, the composite chart looks pretty good with lots of nice aspects.
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heart cakes
Knowflake Posts: 1561
From: canada
Registered: Sep 2007
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posted July 13, 2008 01:16 PM
thanks guys! i also find it interesting that there are a lot of conjunctions between our composite and natal charts. like composite jupiter is conjunct:
my NN and part of fortune
his AC and psyche composite vertex is conjunct:
my moon
his chiron comp psyche is conjunc this moon
comp DC is conjunct my chiron
belage, what does pluto square sun signify? power struggles? what is the deeper soul lesson with this one?
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Belage
Knowflake Posts: 699
From: Bay Area, California, USA
Registered: Jan 2006
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posted July 13, 2008 01:52 PM
Yeah, Pluto square sun means power struggles, but, there are lots of other positive aspects that may balance this. It will be quite a transformative relationship. IP: Logged |
heart cakes
Knowflake Posts: 1561
From: canada
Registered: Sep 2007
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posted July 13, 2008 02:15 PM
ahh! groovy! it feels very transformative.. can i ask which aspects specifically seem to be so? i'd like to really hone in and focus on those.. he's into astrology so i'd like to tell him also. thanks so much!! IP: Logged |
Arnicka
Knowflake Posts: 1146
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Registered: Jun 2004
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posted July 13, 2008 06:02 PM
oh be glad it's not sun opposed pluto. i've been the sun in that one and it is power struggles all over the place. pluto just has the sun right where they want them.. have to have good love aspects with that one to smooth things over.
pluto sq sun hasn't been so bad in my experience, tho i've never been the sun in that one, only pluto.
and for transformative there are quite a few strong conjunctions and squares. can't -not- notice that energy. but his merc seems somewhat unaspected? how does that play out? IP: Logged |
heart cakes
Knowflake Posts: 1561
From: canada
Registered: Sep 2007
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posted July 14, 2008 05:56 PM
hmm... his mercury has a couple aspects (natally) and also conjuncts my eros  .. i'm not really sure. he's a smart guy.i wonder how pluto square sun works in a composite, vs synastry. interestingly, our composite sun is exactly conjunct his SN. so i guess that is considered a t square. hmm. his amor is 21 aries (mine is 11), so maybe looove will help balance things out (as geminilover suggested, recently, activating the opposite side of the apex of a t square). seems like this might be a big issue, considering his nodes are involved. just not really sure how to interpret that. all in all, our energy feels very powerful AND gentle, so maybe it won't be such a difficult aspect.. thank you!! IP: Logged |
EighthMoon
Knowflake Posts: 1400
From:
Registered: May 2007
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posted July 14, 2008 08:05 PM
Awww  Cakes!I'm so happy for ya hunny! Keep us posted! Big Mwah! 8th IP: Logged |
heart cakes
Knowflake Posts: 1561
From: canada
Registered: Sep 2007
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posted July 14, 2008 09:53 PM
hey 8th, aren't you a darling?thank you!! it feels really good but i'm starting to get nervous.. almost too good to be true; that feeling. you know? pesky aquarian brain. IP: Logged |
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