posted August 02, 2008 11:57 PM         

I've been having ongoing nightmares about Physical/Emotional Blackmail. Each time I try to interact with someone (or anyone in that matter), I get either ignored, or get taken advantage of. Each day, in my dream, I tried to be as nice as possible to other people and try to be positive towards others. But unfortunately, I get the same result. I wanted to cry. I wanted to scream. But I realized it was a dream.

I currently have Transiting Pluto square Natal Moon.

I want to search for friends (internet or otherwise), but my deepest fear is that years from now, they will turn my back and stab me. I know that people need friends in order to interact and I know that love is not as difficult. But sadly, Pluto has given me a super double-whammy. It has given me bad luck across the board.

Before you begin to give me negative feedback, because I'm being honest, can you at least tell me in your own experience about this Pluto-Moon transit? It would be helpful if you can give me something to think about. Thank You.

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Hank Campbell
Far Rockaway, Queens, NY
*Sun: 8th House/Leo, Moon: 3rd House/Pisces, Venus: 8th House/Leo, Mars: 6th House/Cancer, Jupiter: 8th House/Leo, Saturn: 8th House/Virgo, ASC: Capricorn