posted August 26, 2008 09:20 PM         

In the synastry chart with the man I was involved with (the relationship I just ended), we had:

My North Node at 26 Libra, 11th house
conjunct His Neptune and Vesta at 27 Libra, 4th house

I guess I am trying to understand my life path, or the soul's intention for this life, for whatever this relationship was supposed to teach me. Or what the lesson was?

I mean, Neptune sort of confuses me, you know? (All that blurring and dissolving.) I know that it's the higher octave of Venus, so it could also mean love. And I guess Vesta could mean committed love or devotion.

So when I started to ponder this, just trying to work it all out in my mind, I decided to go back to the synastry chart with my ex husband. And guess what? Same exact thing. My North Node conjunct his Neptune and Vesta.

I guess I just wanted to throw it out there, and ask for other interpretations. Of what you think it means? Because I don't know if I just didn't learn the lesson the last time around, and I am being given the opportunity to do it again with this man. Maybe I failed at it the last time, and this is a "do over".