posted October 16, 2008 02:30 PM
and it's driving me insane 
i'm already in a relationship, but there's this one guy at college that i'm so so attracted to, and not physically, although he is my type in that way. it's like i'm already in love with his soul, like we're fated to be together.
for example, he's in 2 of my classes
he sits on the same table as me in both classes
when i go to the compiuter lab, he's always there.
when i go to the library, he's always there.
i go to the cafeteria, i always see him at a table eating.
i'm walking up the stairs, he's either coming up or down them.
i'm exiting college, and he's leaving too.
and it's not like i'm even doing this intentionally, or that he is either, or like we're unconciously stalking each other. we have barely even spoke to each other, but my God, do i stare at him alot, or just quick glances towards him, even though i try hard to resist, and i see him looking at me too, then similing a little and looking away.
but, although i don't have his birth date, i kinda have a feeling he's a Pisces, since i've only felt this way once before, and that was with my current Pisces boyfriend... what a generalisation huh?
i just really wish i knew what i could do to STOP. i'm already in a relationship, and my Venus in Scorpio wholeheartdely dissaproves of such obsession on another. and i feel so guilty of feeling this strongly about someone else other than my boyfriend, it's like i'm cheating on him lol.
sorry, but i just had to let this out. i couldn't tell any of my friends 'cause they'd be like WHO IS IT?? OMG IS HE HOT?? and those kind of conversations repulse me.
Lindaland
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posted October 16, 2008 02:30 PM
but at least if you guys happen to break up or something you would have an easier chance with the new bloke.