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Inner depths
Knowflake

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posted November 12, 2008 08:37 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Inner depths     Edit/Delete Message
For years I have REALLY wanted to move away from my birth city and to experience life elsewhere.

Astrocartography wise, I live right on my Pluto line and it feel like living in hades.

I go away on a trip and I NEVER want to come back and sadly I do come back. I just wonder how long I will torture myself by living here. It tears me up inside and the reason why I stay in this city is cause of my 6 year old daughter.

I could move to BC and live on my jupiter line and I would be fine.

I sit and wonder tonight when am I gonna make the move away from here and not sure if any transit or progression will show this.......

The city I live in is now a 1.3 million people and when I was born there was only 400,000 people.....I strongly desire to live in a much smaller laid back community because I really think it would do my soul good.

Any thoughts?

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MyVirgoMask
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posted November 12, 2008 08:43 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MyVirgoMask     Edit/Delete Message
I just tried to live in my birth city the past 9 months after 23 years of being gone, and it's been cathartic, but unbearable. Lots of Mars and Chiron stuff...healing, painful, etc...
Of course, it is a 3rd world country too
I decided only 3 months ago that I want to return to the Bay Area. A friend of mine was looking at my progressions, said something about looking at the 4th house, and since it was retrograde, I would be moving 'back' somewhere...which is exactly what's happening!
So, maybe look at your 4th house progressions as well?
I have no idea about exact astrocartography. Did you try the astro.com map? I feel for you, about you staying for your daughter. But where would you want to live, if there were no other objections? Is it your daughter's schooling that's a problem, or something else?

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VirgOh
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posted November 12, 2008 08:46 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for VirgOh     Edit/Delete Message
Hahahah mask!! I would kill myself if I was living in Cairo, too much !!!

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MyVirgoMask
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posted November 12, 2008 08:48 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MyVirgoMask     Edit/Delete Message
VirgOh...yeah, no kidding. I'm so freakin' done. I leave on the 16th...I miss clean air, and sidewalks which are intact!!!

And my Taurus fellow has finally come around...wouldn't you know it. Just my luck

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Lara
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posted November 12, 2008 08:57 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
oh Inner Depths i feel for you. I am in the same boat right now... as soon as my house rents i'm so out of London!!!


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posted November 12, 2008 09:21 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for VirgOh     Edit/Delete Message
Dont even talk to me about freaking Taurus anymore

We are not even talking, departmental politics at work and the skank just follows orders.

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posted November 13, 2008 02:00 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Inner depths     Edit/Delete Message
Chart wise I'm not sure what to look for....I find with being an Aries it's finding the right relationship with the self and right now I can't live with myself. I love my daughter lots but sometimes I feel held back against my own will by staying here. If I leave here, she has to stay behind cause in no way will her father let her move out of the city......there would be MAJOR lawyer bills.

At present, I have T Uranus and Saturn both squaring my natal ascendant - progressions and such I'm not sure about it.....though I know soon my progressed moon will be in Saggy and then will conjunct my Neptune/Jupiter conj in sag at 2 and 6 degrees......

Thank you so much for listening to me ponder out and write down this issue that I am having because it means a lot to me and I greatly appreciate it...

ID

PS. I'm gonna try and put my progressed chart up but I'm not sure how it will work....cause I never have posted a pic up here before..
http://www.astro.com/cgi/showgif.cgi?lang=e&gif=astro_52gw_01_anonymous_20081113.25590.703.gif&res=63&va=&cid=ewkfileS1rv0B-u1043640241

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posted November 13, 2008 03:13 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Seeing Stars 7.21     Edit/Delete Message
I plan on moving to a place with Pluto on my IC.


im not sure how bad it could be. but natally I have Saturn within 10 degrees of the IC along with uranus and Neptune in the 4th. this stellium I dont think is good. but idk about pluto being there.

here is astros take

Along this line, you will encounter great unrest in your personal life. The private and intimate areas of your life are subjected to massive changes. Feelings of security, protection and a belief in traditional values are jeopardised.

Here, you are challenged to break away from old habits and leave family and home. Resistance is useless as outside pressure demands that you leave. In the final analysis, these dramatic events only reflect the urgency of your inner transformation.

Here, you should devote your whole attention to discovering your most hidden psychological aspects. Psychoanalysis, reincarnation therapy, rebirthing but also participating in a death and grief seminar, offers the possible entry into the labyrinth of your mind and soul. This is also a good place for you to get in touch with your family history and your origins.

and Parkers Astro.

The individual may very well feel there is something rather strange or slightly spooky about living in this location. an inner darkness could build up and cause unusual moodiness akin to depression. an element of soul searching will probably occur, which will have to be worked through before he or she can feel reborn, or at least ready t o face life from a new and more positive perspective.

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Lara
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posted November 13, 2008 04:15 AM     Click Here to See the Profile for Lara     Edit/Delete Message
If l move l leave my older kids behind too
and i have lots of aries too...

would you be ok leaving her with her dad and visiting regularly Inner Depths?

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Inner depths
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posted November 13, 2008 12:40 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Inner depths     Edit/Delete Message
My child is special needs with a global developmental delay - she will catch up with her peers cause she is just a little bit behind. I have placed her in a the Montesorri program that best fits her where she is at in life. The program has been very good for her. All of what she needs - specialist wise etc is here in this city and taking her away could mean that it will be a lot harder to get help for her. She is spending most of her time at her father's place and sometimes I think that is where she needs to be. He offers her more structure and since the change over, her school work has improved, sine the spring.

Her father would never allow her to move away and is very dead set against that.

It has been for years and years that I have wanted to move away from here. Before and after having my daughter.

The idea of moving and aspects related to that has been going through my mind for a very long time. Analyzing the move and consequences and asking myself if I could live with myself if I did. I would be willing to accept the consequences and would feel fine with moving away. I would miss my child but she will be able to come visit me during the holidays and vacation. (I have a Taurus mercury - so we sit on ideas and really think things through and thoroughly).

Hmmmmm my prog chart did show.....I have read the instruction on how to put a graphic post up and it still doesn't work for me....ugh....c'est la vie they say

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MyVirgoMask
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posted November 13, 2008 01:01 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for MyVirgoMask     Edit/Delete Message
ID, it sounds to me like you've already made the decision to move and are going over the details...good for you !! It sounds like you're more than ready for a change, having weighed a lot of the pros and cons.

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Inner depths
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posted November 13, 2008 09:42 PM     Click Here to See the Profile for Inner depths     Edit/Delete Message
So now the question to myself is WHEN should I move.....so much for my Aries instant action......maybe it's the Cappy mars holding things up....LMAO

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