posted December 13, 2008 09:11 AM         

I have been having some problems lately which i cant figure it out a fast positive outcome for now...so i was looking at my P.Chart.

But im afraid not to see the real perspective ( imparcial way) as im looking at my own chart.

So i ask if someone want to help me decifrate it.Wether good or bad events or situations that i might atract in the next couple of months.

Im gonna post the progressed chart and the P.aligned with the natal.

in the P.Chart i see a Grand Trine of Nep/Venus/Moon - seems good as it combines love,emotion and spirit but at the same time would increase my excessive idealism?

Should i look into my P.Chart only or combined with the natal?What to search for?

posted December 13, 2008 11:43 AM         

I dont really know about progressions but tr. Saturn is squaring your Nodes now, which certainly not an easy time.

It rules your 4th house, so can be problems with the family, or in general, you might feel a bit burdened, or depressed, or feeling limited and stressed by unknonwn reasons.

posted December 15, 2008 07:10 AM         

i´ll post also the SOLAR RETURN if that helps?

posted December 16, 2008 07:13 AM         

well one of my biggest issues included someone from my family ( better say two ) that are attached to other issue that is tied into me.includes financial problems,big ones that are tided onto Debts...

other one is only myself,starting to lose hope in my own path and life.probably this whole issue is making me see i was too attached to my childwood and ties.then,reality came and made me see i was and am being used for selfish means.

EDITED:I looked upon some asteroids in transits:

- Tr Moon is conj my Nessus/Valentine conj.
- Tr Karma is right on my asc
- Tr Pholus is conj my uranus/jup conj.
- Tr Uranus and Kiron conj my Lilith in 5H
- Tr Uranus is conj my Amor in 6H
- i have the asteroid of break-ups conj my moon in the natal..means loss of my emotions?

posted December 16, 2008 11:03 PM         

The New Moon in your Solar Return chart suggests that you will instinctively begin a new phase of your life this year. A decisively new direction has come about in your life. This can be an emotionally stimulating time in which you feel the urge to initiate and project, even if you are not quite clear about what you are projecting. Much of the energy in your life can have a magical quality to it as things are just automatically going in a certain direction. It is important to be intuitive at this time and allow the natural course to show you the way to the next step. Surprises (mostly very pleasant) pepper your year. New beginnings are in order, and you are bound to feel some level of excitement as the year unfolds.

In your Solar Return chart this year, Mercury is conjunct Venus, and both are in hard aspect to Pluto. This combination suggests a powerful creative urge this year. You are especially interested in art, music, and literature that is deep and moving. You have a lot of creative talent that can be expressed through many different media. You have the ability to make things that are both functional and beautiful.

In your social life, you are attempting to transcend the ordinary, which can be intense, but the extreme passions this combination arouses can also express themselves in jealousies and possessiveness. Something tiny can trigger all sorts of buried emotions, and this can be very revealing! If you find yourself dredging up old hurts, examine the emotional "slush" you've been carrying around with you. Avoid taking it out on your partner or on yourself. You might also make a large purchase or payment that necessitates changes in your spending habits.

While the past year may have been confusing or transitional in nature, a new sense of purpose is likely to become clear this year. It may be that you have been over-thinking and over-analyzing your life, and moving out of that habit can be quite freeing. Saturn has passed its conjunction to your Sun now, and the tendency to be hard on yourself is lifting.

Jupiter harmonizes with Saturn at the time of your birthday this year, suggesting a period of constructive accomplishment ahead. In general, you are practical, realistic, and your judgment is especially sound--and you derive much satisfaction from practical accomplishment. The key to harnessing this wonderful energy is to identify and find pleasure in the simple things that make you happy. A nice balance between optimism and practicality is with you this year.

posted December 16, 2008 11:24 PM         

t.Saturn trine Moon 1°
t.Chiron conjunct Black Moon Lilith 1°
t.Neptune conjunct Black Moon Lilith 3°
t.Black Moon Lilith conjunct Neptune 1°
t.Pluto conjunct Neptune 3°
t.Pluto square Venus 2°
t.Uranus square North Node 3°
t.Saturn square North Node 0°
t.Mars opposite North Node 0°

I can see there are some extremely potent feelings here. I can't see the debt you speak of, but this looks like a chart of someone who is going through major emotions involving another person. The chart looks like someone who incredibly attracted to someone but could be under an illusion of a relationship because that person is unattainable.

I know that's not your situation! But that is how I read your current transits involving the slower moving deeply influential planets and senstive lunar points.

I'm thinking if this situation is too difficult for you, can you move away from the people who are causing so much emotional turmoil? It could be emotionally draining for you. I'm concerned that Chiron is conjunct BML. Chiron seems to be around in painful situaions. Linking up with BML could create a dysfunctional cataclysm.

Luckily, t.Jupiter is there to support your Moon - an emotional protection, while you sort out where to go to from here.

Good luck!

posted December 17, 2008 07:23 AM         

your analisis has lifted me up in a way.

seems the solar return isnt all that bad afterall.

it is indeed right:been feeling the urge to become more independent and find the way out of this mess my life turned into.
i have been trying to publish a bok i wrote.i have a dear teatcher helping me with htat.everytime sth happens i feel the urge to write ( maybe that is where it lyes my creativity).

"you might make a large payment..." - YUP THE DEBT.
You know the debt isnt really mine,but it is in my name.i didnt do anything to have it,but still...that is why maybe doenst appear in the charts.

yes..Lilith and Kiron are way to powerful to be feeling both at the same time isnt it?

in a way..~yes im incredibly atracted to somenone ( my bf) who in a way..is unatainable ( we live a long distance relationship) but still only 3 hours away.

all the hard to the nodes are making me sort out what to do in terms of my own Path.

i have been feeling very emotional,and drained off in my familiés issues.that is considered my cataclism right now.

Pluto will only hit my IC somewhere over the nezt year - i must see when s that i am aware of what might come ahead :P

i really apreciate your help Koiflower.

Thank you

posted December 18, 2008 01:16 AM         

Work on that debt! Ask the Universe to not only fill the debt, but replace it with it's opposite value!!!

Love to you!!

posted December 18, 2008 08:20 AM         

Thank You Koiflower!