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batgirl Knowflake Posts: 164 From: usa Registered: Nov 2001
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posted November 20, 2001 01:54 AM
Please help. I'm just sick of this pain in my gut that I trace to being without my soulmate. Has he woken up to this fact yet or will he ever? I just want to know if there's any chance we'll ever be or not. I can wait until I'm forty if need be. (I'm 27). But if he loves me why would he want me to endure such pain?There's really no evidence to go on except the love I saw in his eyes, the way I feel, and synchonicities reflected back to me about he and I; plus I have felt for a long time that we have a psychic connection. I know it makes no sense since I haven't seen him in five years, and he claimed to not feel the same way about me. I realize that he could have been telling the truth about that, but two or three times he would write little letters to me and then read them to me out loud because I couldn't read his handwriting, and one of the things he said was that he "learned to lie at a young age." I think even if he were telling the truth, I can't change my feelings and don't really know what to do about that. It's not that I haven't tried dating other people . . . My birthday is March 5, 1974. Aries rising. Sagitarrius north node. Gemini descending. Leo moon. His birthday is April 4, 1975. My guesses for the rest are Pisces rising. Taurus descending. Libra moon. Not sure about his north node, possibly Gemini, maybe Virgo. Could there be a soul union in the process here? Or do I just have a great imagination? IP: Logged |
Morning Storm Knowflake Posts: 1778 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: May 2001
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posted November 20, 2001 09:01 AM
Hi batgirl, I need your full birth data to lOOk at your chart--day, time and place of birth. You have had other lives with a lot of people. We have many Soul Mates on the Earth. It sounds like you connected with one when you needed to, but have to search your heart and figure out why the timing wasn't right. It would take full, birth data for both of you and I'd have to strip both charts down and compare them to the transits to determine if you'll ever meet up again. That's, hours and hours and hours of work! I will be able to tell you if you have karma and how the transits are affecting your Love life. BTW, he has Moon in Cappy and NN in Sag. And if he has Pisces rising, he'd have Virgo descending. ------------------ somehow, never again needing to speak the eyes-into-eyes, like burning embers, were enough we did not again need words ......Linda Goodman in Gooberz IP: Logged |
batgirl Knowflake Posts: 164 From: usa Registered: Nov 2001
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posted November 20, 2001 04:02 PM
I don't know what time he was born. He was probably born in Cedar Falls, Iowa, but I guess that doesn't help without the time, right?Why do you think he has moon in Capricorn and north node in Sagitarius--I'm still thinking about it but it seems intuitively wrong to me right now--I might discover that I am wrong. Why would he have to have Virgo descending if he has Pisces rising? I was born at 8 something in the morning in Finksburg, Maryland. I'm getting that he was born sometime around midnight maybe. If not at midnight then closer to 1am than 11pm. IP: Logged |
Morning Storm Knowflake Posts: 1778 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: May 2001
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posted November 23, 2001 12:44 PM
I looked up his birthday to find out where the Moon and NN that day.Descend is the opposite of ascend. Virgo is the opposite of Pisces. If his Asc is Pisces, his Desc would have to be Virgo. ------------------ somehow, never again needing to speak the eyes-into-eyes, like burning embers, were enough we did not again need words ......Linda Goodman in Gooberz IP: Logged |
batgirl Knowflake Posts: 164 From: usa Registered: Nov 2001
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posted November 23, 2001 05:56 PM
oops. I meant to say south node, not descendant . . .I'm still pretty new at this.IP: Logged |
Morning Storm Knowflake Posts: 1778 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: May 2001
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posted November 27, 2001 09:07 AM
batgirl,There is karma between the two of you from other lives, including your last one. ------------------ somehow, never again needing to speak the eyes-into-eyes, like burning embers, were enough we did not again need words ......Linda Goodman in Gooberz IP: Logged |
batgirl Knowflake Posts: 164 From: usa Registered: Nov 2001
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posted December 11, 2001 11:42 PM
Is there anything else that you're allowed to tell me?IP: Logged |
batgirl Knowflake Posts: 164 From: usa Registered: Nov 2001
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posted December 11, 2001 11:47 PM
Not that what you did say wasn't a help . . .I have thought that this must be true, about us having karma regarding each other; but I have wondered if the emotional pain I experience in not being with him on the physical plane, not ever seeing him except on a more etheric level, might be all I get; maybe I caused him this type of pain before?IP: Logged |
Morning Storm Knowflake Posts: 1778 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: May 2001
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posted December 17, 2001 08:21 PM
I don't really get that at all when I open your charts together. More along the lines that most of your aspects are soft and you don't really have anything to work out between you. ------------------ somehow, never again needing to speak the eyes-into-eyes, like burning embers, were enough we did not again need words ......Linda Goodman in Gooberz IP: Logged |
batgirl Knowflake Posts: 164 From: usa Registered: Nov 2001
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posted December 18, 2001 12:16 AM
what does it mean to have soft aspects?also, do you see anything about our life prior to this one? i've thought for a long time that i died of a heroin overdose. I was just looking at some pictures of jim morrison and pam and it was like i was remembering them . . .i figured out how to do our charts and it emphasizes how stormy our relationship is. just like pam and jim. i was given the time 11:27 pm as his time of birth. i'm almost sure it's right. i did the chart on yahoo and i only did the free part, so i only got part of it. what i got was that he has moon in aquarius, venus in taurus, and mars in aquarius. sun aries. i'm pretty satisfied with what it said as far as truth goes. it says that he may prefer "a more unconventional relationship in which the two partners live their lives separately." aaaargh. IP: Logged |
batgirl Knowflake Posts: 164 From: usa Registered: Nov 2001
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posted December 18, 2001 12:18 AM
my birth time is 8:25 am near Baltimore, Maryland. I think he was born in Cedar Falls, Iowa.IP: Logged |
elizawhitworth Knowflake Posts: 87 From: western australia Registered: Jun 2001
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posted December 18, 2001 01:05 AM
Batgirl read Goooberz for your answer Linda 'got' it but she couldn't quite let it 'be' she couldn't stop her ego over riding it.You are karmicly obliged to 'seize the day' if you keep attempting to predict the 'future' you will miss out on truely living in the 'present' and end up with a 'past' full of opportunities you didn't even see. Que sera IP: Logged |
raj_105_2001 Knowflake Posts: 1219 From: Chennai Registered: Apr 2001
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posted December 18, 2001 03:33 AM
Love is Magic. Love can manifest Miracles. - What Linda said.IP: Logged |
Morning Storm Knowflake Posts: 1778 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: May 2001
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posted December 18, 2001 09:23 AM
Soft aspects are easy aspects. I can only look at charts when EXACT birth data is given. You have given me several times and it's too much work to look at unless you know positively. It takes a good half hour to look at two charts and compare them--and that's just hitting a few highlights. My program shows he has a Cappy Moon unless he was born close to midnight. You told me he was born closer to 1 am. If he has a lantern jaw then he probably has a Cappy Moon. If he has a unique feature that really stands out and has broad, square shoulders, he probably has an Aquarian Moon. ------------------ somehow, never again needing to speak the eyes-into-eyes, like burning embers, were enough we did not again need words ......Linda Goodman in Gooberz IP: Logged |
Morning Storm Knowflake Posts: 1778 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: May 2001
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posted December 18, 2001 09:24 AM
BTW, a heroin overdose may have been possible in your last life, given your chart, now. ------------------ somehow, never again needing to speak the eyes-into-eyes, like burning embers, were enough we did not again need words ......Linda Goodman in Gooberz IP: Logged |
chronicprincess Knowflake Posts: 3080 From: Earth Registered: May 2001
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posted December 18, 2001 03:48 PM
Eliza... great words ~Princess ------------------ ~We can try many ways to get rid of the darkness, but none is as effective as simply increasing the light.~ UnkNown IP: Logged |
batgirl Knowflake Posts: 164 From: usa Registered: Nov 2001
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posted December 18, 2001 04:54 PM
Raj, thank you. Morning Storm. His eyes. Oh his eyes. And that describes his shoulders exactly. Sorry about changing stuff; I'm not working with much solid information either. Thanks for spending your time on my stuff. IP: Logged |
batgirl Knowflake Posts: 164 From: usa Registered: Nov 2001
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posted December 18, 2001 07:24 PM
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Morning Storm Knowflake Posts: 1778 From: Columbus, GA USA Registered: May 2001
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posted December 19, 2001 08:18 AM
Aquarian strong people are known for their clear eyes that have a bit of a spacey look as if they're somewhere else--and they probably are! ------------------ somehow, never again needing to speak the eyes-into-eyes, like burning embers, were enough we did not again need words ......Linda Goodman in Gooberz IP: Logged |
chronicprincess Knowflake Posts: 3080 From: Earth Registered: May 2001
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posted December 19, 2001 12:19 PM
Auriel~ you've described my sisters Aquarian eyes exactly... Also, thru my life with her, more times than I can count, when she would look at me I would get this *weird feeling* - not exactly *evilness* but something like that. It just *went all over me* ... I would always say to her, "Stop it! Don't look at me like that!" and...Isn't *soft*(aspects) a much prettier word that *easy* ? ~Princess ------------------ ~We can try many ways to get rid of the darkness, but none is as effective as simply increasing the light.~ UnkNown IP: Logged |