posted July 31, 2002 04:42 PM
I want to thank you in advance for helping me out because I know how busy you are. I posted something a while back about the Leo and I, but I had the wrong birth times listed.
Leo: 7/28/1969 11:59 PM Moscow, Idaho
Sag: 12/16/1969 11:45pm Artesia, CA
For some reason we seem to have such a strong bond, but it always seems to be tested with power struggle games. It really feels as if he wants to test my loyalty over and over again with the getting close and pulling away thing. It also seems as though his main goal is to change meor subdue my outgoing nature, which drives me nuts.
We work together and most of the time we travel well together. Our job enables us to travel all over the US (which I love) and meet people from the ag industry. There is a fair amount of socializing and the industry is male dominated, which causes him to become a bit jealous (not that he wants to admit it) and possessive. He ends up making stupid comments and then the fight is on. He'll blow up, say that he never really cared for me or loved me, I pull away and cry, then we make up. Except, this time I feel a bit confined and can't deal with it, yet there is this strong pull that tells me that no matter what, we are meant to learn something from each other.
Sorry this is so long. I know that there is a lesson to be learned, but trying to find it out is driving me nuts. I really want to just walk away and I am trying to evaluate if it's what I should really do.
Any advice? Are we really tied by some former life and made to learn a lesson in this one.
Again, thank you for your help.
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"Loyalty to petrified opinion never yet broke a chain or freed a human soul in this world--and never will."
Mark Twain