posted August 22, 2002 10:47 AM         

PS. After it passes you'll be much more stronger then you've ever thought you could be. I promise!

posted August 22, 2002 11:08 AM         

my life has just been a rollercoaster, as most lives, but today for some reason, i just feel like i am in the pit of darkness...the sadness i feel today is almost overwhelming, and this feeling is not just a mental thing, it's affecting my entire body, i could hardly get up this morning and i have been dragging butt ever since..if i didn't have to be working, i'd rather be home in bed..after having a good cry first though...

posted August 22, 2002 01:12 PM         

you are very welcome. i'm glad it was helpful. i'll look at your chart tonight to see what sort of transits you're experiencing, and if there are energies you can take advantage of.

hi starlover

posted August 22, 2002 09:54 PM         

you have several major transits occurring in your life at this moment in time.

transiting neptune is sitting in direct opposition on your moon, squaring your mars and venus. this creates a lot of stress in your emotional expressions in caring, love, and outward expression. you will be most vulnerable at this time to suggestions to "get away" from dealing with problems. such temptations could be drugs or alcohol, fantasy, laziness, over-indulgence (such as eating) and the like. however, with your interest in spiritual studies, you are using neptune's more spiritual influence to work on some personal things in you. instead of giving into the negative vibrations of neptune's challenging aspects, use this opportunity to engage in things that will help you open up your feelings and work on yourself. although these neptune aspects can make one vulnerable to hurt, and escape, when turned positive, you will be able to *feel* things that you didn't allow yourself to come to terms with before. neptune works in dreams, visions, and deja vu.

transiting saturn is in direct opposition to your natal sun. the most direct aspect happened not too long ago, when it was in your 2nd house of money, possessions, and values. there may have been issues raised in regards to your own personal values, versus those that are shared with other people. during the time saturn transited your 2nd house, money may have been harder to come by, and the creeds that you had been living with may have gone under a lot revisions. saturn's job was to help you *build* you from the ground up, to teach you basic lessons of what it means to be "Bernadette." looking up the sign taurus may help you to better understand what this transit has meant for you.

on the same token, this transit is known to isolate people from others. in other words, it can feel like a draft had blown out the flame in the lamp, so to speak. things can feel dark, like you had said, but you alone are there in the dark, there is no one there to hurt you---only your fears. use this transit to help you understand them to move on. auriel (Morning Storm) once said to me, "Embrace your fears, and then let them go."

transiting pluto is making a beautiful trine to your moon in the 4th. this flow of energy, if you use it---which i think you have been, will give you more emotional resilience and confidence to *keep going*, and will help you be strong enough to work with the above transits. it is very interesting to note again, how you are undergoing very stressful things in life, but how you also have within yourself the strength to withstand and work through them. this transit is definitely one of them.

the most interesting transit i think though, is uranus on your north node. randall is an expert on north nodes, so you may wish to ask him further information about this. in any case, uranus will be helping you (through unexpected surprises) on your soul path at this time in your life. since it is happening in your 11th house of friends, hopes, and wishes . . . do you have any aspirations for something? a vision? uranus could be helping you with it somehow, if you let him. also, something unexpected could happen with a friendship that will help lead you in the right direction.

hope this helps.

posted August 23, 2002 07:05 AM         

if you ever get the chance to look at us again, here is our information...and btw...where do i send your check?? i promise not to always be a pest...i promise..

MINE
December 16,1970 at 1:58 pm in Roanoke, Virginia

HIS
February 12,1959 at 7:00am in Louisville, Kentucky

posted August 23, 2002 08:23 AM         

thank goodness i did not go too in depth with his chart at the time. lucky stars!

i'll get to the proper synastry next week.

happy friday! the weekend is almost here, just a matter of time before it will be .

posted August 23, 2002 10:13 AM         

if i can ever be of assistance to you please let me know..don't know what i could do, but i might have some ability that you would need! i have found that i can sometimes read people's aura's in photographs..sometimes it is eerie..not always 100% right, but i'd say at least 99.5% of the time i've been found to be correct...but, if anything to spread cheer...despite my situation of unhappiness, i do try to be cheerful for others...but i think you probably saw that too...

posted August 23, 2002 03:43 PM         

I coudn't help it and I decided to use my Tarot Cards to help you. The First card which indicates the "Situation" is The 5 of Swords. This card indicates that you are suffering from a loss and you feel defeated and depressed. The second card which indicates the "Past" is The Wheel of Fortune. This card indicates that what happened to you was the result of Fate and Destiny. It was out of your hands! But even though this card promises that what happened in the past will eventually turn for the better. The "Future" card is the 7 of Cups. This card indicates new doorways and oppurtunities, a descision will have to be made by you. Use your intuition to know which doorway you should choose. Avoid emotional fantasies or use them to guide you it's your choice.

posted August 23, 2002 03:59 PM         

and Star, you hit it..i'm just an open book here aren't i? either i give off some strong vibes or the universe is just trying to help me in some serious ways...or both! at any rate..that decision..is going to be the hardest decision of my life and i dread it because one way or another it's going to cause some heartbreak..i just know it.

*sigh*

posted November 04, 2002 09:23 PM         

very, very interesting isn't it Amy?

*hugs*

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When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall, always.

- Mahatma Gandhi

posted November 04, 2002 09:34 PM         

almost faints.

posted November 04, 2002 10:07 PM         

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When I despair, I remember that all through history the way of truth and love has always won. There have been tyrants, and murderers, and for a time they can seem invincible, but in the end they always fall, always.

- Mahatma Gandhi

posted November 05, 2002 09:46 AM         

gosh where is he these days? he is a cutie.

posted November 18, 2002 11:05 AM         

here's a rose to help you feel better today.