posted November 04, 2002 05:04 PM         

Being the CAPRICORN that I am, its always been difficult for me to share my feelings since I am afraid of rejection.

He and I have a long distant relationship. We met in New York and have been seeing eachother every 6 months. He lives now in Italy and I live in California. We have been making plans to marry and start a family together. One day I remember him asking me, "where would you like to grow old Grace?" I said, "I would like to grow old wherever wherever you are." He says, "I would like to grow old by the sea." And I replied..., "Okay, that would be great but there are some seas that do not have a mountain nearby. I would like to live near the sea with a mountain close by." He says, "Then it is set! We will grow old by the sea near a mountain."

Years of love and harmony, the plan was for him to move to SAN FRANCISCO. Suddenly after 5 years of planning he says he needs to be by himself to think. Months later he tells me he cannot move to San Francisco and he is unable to tell me the reasons why.

I have been still trying to get it out of him because I CANNOT WALK away from a 5 year relationship without a good answer. I gave up and decided that its something that he is too afraid to let me know. Lots of thinking and probing, it boils down to his work. I saw that he couldnt sacrafice his work to come to me.

Suddenly a week ago he tells me that he is moving from Milano to Pescara. Months later of crying and trying to understand what has made us fall apart, I decided to give in and talk to people in ITALY online about PESCARA.

My question was, "What does PESCARA look like?" IN chat every one told me, "There are beautiful mountains overlooking the coast of the sea. ITs beautiful." MY mouth dropped as I saw the words on my screen SEA and MOUNTAIN side BY side.

We have always planned on growing old next to the sea near mountains.

I want to run on a plane and just tell him that we belong together. Should I trust my intuition? Should I run to him? Fly to him? Im afraid to jump.

posted November 04, 2002 11:50 PM         

welcome to the website.

you know it wouldn't be wise for anybody for post suggestions without birthdata seems you know yours already, perhaps you too already know the answer to your questions as well.

best of love and luck to you.

posted November 05, 2002 02:02 PM         

Our DATE OF BIRTHS are

Grace 01/08/72 Honolulu, Hawaii, TIME: 10:33am

Massimo 03/17/64 Venizia, Italy, TIME: 7:30pm

posted November 07, 2002 10:04 AM         

i've put you on my list. i'll get to your request soon.

thank you for your patience. hope you are enjoying the site.

posted November 11, 2002 02:11 AM         

i will get back to you tomorrow.

posted November 19, 2002 09:50 AM         

i looked at your natal chart and noticed that you may have a tendency to jump to conclusions and make very drastic decisions based solely on your emotions---which probably fluctuate despite your capricorn sun. this is due to your moon-uranus conjunction on the cusp of the 8th house making a very tight square to your sun. you also have a wide-orb mars-pluto opposition in your first and seventh house---indicating that relationships will have a tendency to be frought with power struggles between self-motivated desires, and the deep-seated, intense needs of the partner. with your venus in the 12th house in aquarius, you may keep very progressive feelings about love and romance that run between known unconscious needs and the ability to transform them into reality due to the trines venus makes with your moon and uranus. you probably have a bright sparkle to your love personality when you are in a romance. you have pisces rising, so that can sometimes make you feel like your thoughts and decisions are cloudy and uncertain. an, "hmm . . . i'm not sure" sort of approach a lot of times. but with mars in there in the 1st house, i suspect you can suprise people with bursts of anger and irrationality against the fluid outlook of pisces rising.

hope this helps.