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Topic: Hello again...
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rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted January 04, 2003 05:28 AM
 
Hi Auriel,
I haven't been here in a while but, at this moment, I think I need reassurance that things in my life will be OK. Going CuCkooo
this past year!!!My b-day is 4/3/1981 9:25 pm Los Angeles, CA My bf's b-day is 8/10/1977 Los Angeles,CA
He doesn't know what time he was born but he says it was sometime in the morning... like 7 am.
Here is a description of him just in case it helps:
Sharp eyes, the color of Amber, dark, thick wavy hair, and an everlasting tan. About 5'7", skinny, no fat, wiry, and always stands VERY straight, sometimes looks stiff. A comedian and a harsh critic as well. Stubborn as hell! What do you think of us Auriel?
and could tell at all if our financial matters will improve?? I have been supporting him for a year, he's been unable to find a job. I've sacrificed a lot, and its taken a toll on me... I don't want us to fall apart over this... its so hard. Thank you so much for your time... anything at all would be nice. Much LOve,
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rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted January 04, 2003 05:42 AM
OH yes, Happy -belated- NEW YEAR everyone!IP: Logged |
theFajita
Knowflake Posts: 2007
From: Boca Raton, FL USA
Registered: Sep 2002
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posted January 04, 2003 05:45 AM
you too------------------
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rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted January 04, 2003 05:49 AM
hi fajita... i guess you can't go to sleep either.. hehehehe *:P* IP: Logged |
theFajita
Knowflake Posts: 2007
From: Boca Raton, FL USA
Registered: Sep 2002
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posted January 04, 2003 02:14 PM
Hee hee yea I was up late  ------------------
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Aphrodite
Moderator Posts: 3280
From: San Francisco, CA, United States
Registered: Feb 2002
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posted January 17, 2003 12:21 PM
Hello RockSonic,Auriel will be out for a while. Just an FYI.  Aphrodite IP: Logged |
rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted February 10, 2003 04:11 AM
Well, GUess things weren't really going okay... just broke up with the my bf, I don't really know what to think.. seems surreal..he was my first BF, my first everything, I didn't think it would end this way.. i think I am in shock or something, because I don't feel like an 18 wheeler has hit me...yet. kind of lost... sorry I am babbling... IP: Logged |
Aphrodite
Moderator Posts: 3280
From: San Francisco, CA, United States
Registered: Feb 2002
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posted February 10, 2003 10:42 AM
Hi RS,Just let yourself feel those feelings and eventually let them go. Time heals all wounds. You did your best. No need to self-judge yourself and look back on the past anymore. Please feel free to write here, I am listening. Aphrodite IP: Logged |
rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted February 11, 2003 04:24 AM
Thanks Aphrodite, it helps... I thought about it a lot today, And really I don't feel its over betweem me and him. It was such a stupid reason for him to make me say the words.. "I'll leave you then." And he hasn't moved out yet... that punk. *sigh* But we haven't talked about how to work things out either... we are soo grossly linked financially, MAN, what a mess! I put a lot of effort into everything, and made sacrifice after sacrifice to make him happy... but I just couldn't do this one thing, which was to lie to my friends for his peace of mind... I am totally Aries, totally honest, even if it annoys people, so what would make him think I would do that??? PUH-LEEZE... so I said, no I can't do that.. so I guess that means I am supposed to say I'll Leave you~. Man, that sounds soo stupid. argh~!!!!!
I love my BF, or ex-BF, I gave him every penny I had, I fed him, pampered him, gave him a place to stay, you name it, anything he needed... and he had the gall to say "well, I thought you loved me, but I guess I was wrong.." I just don't understand why he can't see what I see...
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theFajita3
Moderator Posts: 1404
From: Sunny South Florida, USA
Registered: Feb 2003
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posted February 12, 2003 01:08 AM
I am sorry to hear of what's going on rock sonic..please I hope you know we are here for you. I just moved out of my boyfriends place- it is difficult this breaking up stuff!Keep your head up OK (((HUG))) ------------------
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rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted February 12, 2003 01:14 AM
Thanks Fajita...
This breaking up stuff sure does bite... Especially during this commercialized, overrated LOVE week. *sigh*
But it ain't over 'til its over MAN! My moon is in Scorpio, doesn't that mean that I will always have to have the last word?? hahahaha..
sorry didn't mean to sound evil... guess I feel a little better since school started, better things to keep my mind occupied!  IP: Logged |
theFajita3
Moderator Posts: 1404
From: Sunny South Florida, USA
Registered: Feb 2003
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posted February 12, 2003 09:01 PM
Heehee my asc is scorp and I sure like the last word too How is it in Cali? that is where I was born & raised! Don't worry we'll get by, and I can't help but remember Valentine's past were not all so great. So in the future we'll have great ones, but for now we'll go hang with friends or whatever! What are you taking in school? I am going for my regular AA right now at the community college here and then I would like to transfer to the university and take a bunch of creative writing courses so I can eventually be a writer. Hopefully I can be a fraction as touching as Linda Goodman. 
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rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted February 13, 2003 02:19 AM
Hey Fajita,I messed up, I meant my asc. is scorpio... not my moon.. my moon is in Aries, my sun is in Aries, my venus is in Aries... hijole... Anyways, so you are originally from Cali huh? Cool man, I love it here. Lived in upstate NY for school for a year, got homesick so bad, I had to start over at a community college here. It was worth it to be back home. Whereabouts did you live here?? I live in like Metro L.A.
As for school, I am transferring after this semester to Cal state L.A. and get my BA in philosophy, the go back somewhere else to get a B.A. in fine art... then a masters in fine art.. etc. etc. etc... who knows!! I am sure you'll be a great writer... what would you like to write about, what sort of writer? IP: Logged |
rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted February 13, 2003 02:20 AM
p.s. this week, it is very very very very rainy here... and pretty cold for cali.. IP: Logged |
theFajita3
Moderator Posts: 1404
From: Sunny South Florida, USA
Registered: Feb 2003
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posted February 13, 2003 02:25 AM
Hey-
I am sorry to hear it's so rainy! I was born in Torrance, Santa Ana I lived in ORange County, I moved to England then, and then Buffalo NY, but then moved back to Hacienda Heights, and then I moved to San Diego for a few years before Florida.Wow you are doing amazing with college! I would like to write about nutrition, health, astrology, life, all that kind of stuff, but put recipes in each book What would you like to do? I would love to return to cali one day
now I am going to bed- gotta wake up for work tomorrow, d ((hug)) ------------------
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Randall
Webmaster Posts: 16464
From: Columbus, GA USA
Registered: Nov 2000
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posted February 14, 2003 01:14 PM
Welcome back!  ------------------
"Never mentally imagine for another that which you would not want to experience for yourself, since the mental image you send out inevitably comes back to you." Rebecca Clark IP: Logged |
rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted February 17, 2003 07:36 PM
thanks randall IP: Logged |
rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted February 17, 2003 07:39 PM
that's crazy fajita~ seems like you've all over the place! cool. I'm sure you'll do great with your writings. Adding recipes sounds very cool. I am going to go create another post now.. regarding numerology..
talk to you later... RS IP: Logged |
rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted February 17, 2003 08:12 PM
Oh yes, I forgot to say that eventually,I want to have a studio and make art that provokes... art that is social commentary etc.
And in the meantime I want to open a cafe in my neighborhood, and have poetry recitals, and live music there. I also want to be in a band... HEy I can dream! hahahaha, I am always in over my head fajita.. forgive me. Come back to cali~! its my most fav place in the world, for some reason. Hey have you heard the things some psychics say?? that the entire west coast will sink into the ocean.. do you think that's true?? eep! IP: Logged |
theFajita3
Moderator Posts: 1404
From: Sunny South Florida, USA
Registered: Feb 2003
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posted February 18, 2003 02:04 AM
Oh gosh I hope that isn't true about Cali!!! I don't know if it is true or not. But I know Lousiana is sinking or something- they have to pump alot of water out or it would be under!!
I do love Cali and hope to come back to live one day, but am definetely coming to visit soon Oh that is wonderful that you dream- just trust it will happen and it will, cafe and all. If you need help with a menu let me know I can help you brainstorm up some delish eats Look at me going back to food It is great to meet you and know you love d ------------------
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rOcK sONic
Knowflake Posts: 37
From: Los Angeles, CA, USA
Registered: Jul 2002
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posted February 18, 2003 02:16 AM
Alright! coo, thanks for the menu thing... when I get things rollin... after I somehow gather necessary funds, I'll need help there!! I want to make it vegan/veggie friendly.. and easy to whip up in a (hopefully) busy cafe. heehee..Think RadicaL! IP: Logged |
theFajita3
Moderator Posts: 1404
From: Sunny South Florida, USA
Registered: Feb 2003
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posted February 21, 2003 12:13 AM
I always think radical rock sonic!! Yea cool organic eats for vegans too sounds great! You go girl!  ------------------
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