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Topic: weird dream of my twin...
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alchemiest
Knowflake Posts: 119
From: baltimore, MD USA
Registered: Sep 2003
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posted September 30, 2003 06:52 PM
 
I just had a very, very strange dream last night, so I thought I'd post it on here. It is kind of weird, because it features an entity I encountered in dream state shortly after my 13th birthday (which is when I received my first reiki attunement). In the first dream (5 yrs ago), I dreamt that there was a new person at my school. His name was Wintiki(?). He had blue eyes, and the girls all called him Mickey blue eyes. He was around my age (13) but he was the new music teacher at school, and he lived in the teacher's lodging place. So we (me and some friends) went over to his place with our homeroom teacher to talk about piano lessons or something. There were two men there. They looked aborigonal. They were covered with strange symbols or tattoos. There was a very special air about all three of them (the two men and this wintiki guy). His walls were also covered with paintings and murals, and for some reason, childish drawings on brown paper as well. He forbade any of us to look at or touch anything, but my friend Pat touched some of the paintings. She kind of exits the dream after that. I myself looked at the paintings. there were some drawings that featured someone named Moni or Monee, who looked east indian in feature, and Wintiki kept saying, she is too concerned with money and financial wealth. It will be her downfall. I didn't know what he meant. All thorough the dream, I felt this connection with this Wintiki character. It wasn't like I was attracted to him or anything in the dream. It was like, looking at him, I felt like I had found my missing half, and I just wanted to cry because I was so happy to see him. After that, we suddenly found ourselves on the football field in front of the school, and there was a football game going on with like, the entire school playing. And they weren't playing fair. They kept hitting each other, and people were bleeding and hurt, but they wouldn't stop. They kept trying to hurt Wintiki and I, but somehow, we could slow down time or something, and so we stayed safe. He said that we were the only people who understood that this was not the way the game was supposed to be played. That we couldn't enjoy ourselves this way. Then I woke up.
I completely forgot about this dream until a few nights ago, when I had another dream that featured the same Wintiki. He was crying. That was the entire dream. he was crying, and I was crying with him, but I couldn't reach him.
I'm not sure what these dreams signify, because shortly after the first dream, we had a substitute teacher join the school, and her name was Monica, Moni (pronounced 'Monee') for short. She was having financial troubles at the time, and she was east indian. She was going to get married to a man she didn't love, for financial reasons. I found this out later through another teacher who I have always been close to, even now, more than 2 years after graduating. Moni ended up marrying that man, and I do not know if the dream was somehow in reference to this Moni.
Later, I found out that Wintiki means 'sacred bird of the night' in an aborigonal dialect. I have a feeling that the football (by football, I mean soccer) game was more than that. I've toyed with the idea that it could represent the eternal game of life, and how people are hurting one another right now. I don't know. I feel that subconsciously, I have been looking for Wintiki for a long, long time. I am not sure I understand what exactly he signifys. The impression I got from him was not of him being my twin soul in the romantic sense, but my twin soul in a deeper sense, like he was a part of me in a way much more than any lover could ever be.
I'm still trying to figure all this out. I'd be interested to hear your guyses' input on this... 
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pixelpixie
Knowflake Posts: 1606
From: ontario, canada
Registered: Aug 2003
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posted October 01, 2003 12:31 AM
My input into this is simply, WOW! Hold onto that dream. I cannot begin to fathom the deepness of thought this wants to take me to, only I am happy you can tap into this. Hold onto the lessons and feelings this has taught you, and soon it will all become clear, just as the teacher, Moni reference became clear to you after the fact. Maybe ask God/ess/Higher Power/White light, what have you, to let your mind open up to this just before you turn in for the night. Ask to be guided, to find deep spiritual meaning to this. Invite this experience, or at least be open to it. Remember to surround yourself with white light before you sleep...meditate deeply, and maybe you will meet with him again, to savour the connection. Enjoy!!!IP: Logged |
alchemiest
Knowflake Posts: 119
From: baltimore, MD USA
Registered: Sep 2003
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posted October 01, 2003 08:08 PM
*sigh* yeh, if only I knew what lesson I was meant to learn.
It's not like I was able to tell Moni anything to help her, and it's highly unlikely that she would have listened to me even if I had. Anyway, she was hardly a central figure in my life at that point, and I don't know a thing about her today. I have no clue what that entire dream was about!!! 
Blech, this is so disgustingly confusing!!! And these dreams always come at a stressful point in my life... AND MAKE THINGS MORE STRESSFUL!!! I wish I could understand what they mean!!!
The one time I meditated and asked for guidance about the wintiki thing, I had this dream where I was a very , VERY masculine energy (ball of light, more like) and I was with a very feminine ball of energy and we were... playing tag in a field of even stronger energy or something. It's kind of hazy, though. I'm like, hmm... I like masculine energy, but I AM masculine energy??? Weird!!!
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SignsInTheHeart
Knowflake Posts: 26
From: Greenwich,CT,USA
Registered: Nov 2003
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posted November 19, 2003 02:13 PM
alche,Dreams are sometimes looked at in a very different way. Everything in your dream is connected to your own person life. Sometimes the way that they are shown to you are so similiar to the near future that the dreams may represent to totally different meanings. In my opinion these dreams sound like a hard childhood, or bad memory. In your first dream the art on the wall may stand for windows that you are not supposed to see. Such as "the near future." The soccer game could very well mean good luck. There are a lot of people who look up to you for some reason, because you seem to be the only one who has been able to succeed or move on in life after experiencing something very bad. The guy in you dream is probably you, who knows what you have seen, but the other half doesn't want to see it. In your more recent dream you may have over come obstacles that you have been struggling to overcome. Crying in a dream is good luck and means success. If you see someone crying it could also mean that if you don't change the current situation something bad may happen. But it is a good thing you couldn't reach him. happy dreaming!  buy yourself a dream book IP: Logged | |
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