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From: big 'ol Tejas
Registered: Sep 2003

posted January 02, 2004 12:42 PM         

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ok, i am curious about many things, but this situation in particular baffles me. i feel unable to be objective about myself right now for various reasons, in regards to love and lust and differentiating between them, that is.
what does it mean when, upon someone entering the room, or nearby physical space near you, you instantly ignite, or flash or flame or spark, i can't seem to find the perfect word to describe...but basically, last night the moment this being (male or guy seems trite) entered my friend's house my eyes flashed with inner white light, my heart beat harder and my breath caught then quickened and i felt keenly aware of him. i quickly regained control of my senses (one, i didn't want to be obvious and two, i have major trust issues with guys right now) yet i wanted to just stare....didn't hurt that he was a joaquin-phoenix look alike either. but that made me second guess my initial reaction....pretty boys always make me second guess. upon further inspection (ha!) he was quite rugged and earthly looking with something angelic about him. i caught him looking at me and my daughter (together and separately) with a very curious look i think, quite a few times as well. my daughter giggled exuberantly at him when she first laid eyes on him (ok, so one of her aunties had just spun her around, still, she chose to zone in on him out of all things in her lines of vision and giggled). ok, so i am a new single mom and the LAST thing i need to be doing is checking out guys, i have plenty on my plate to work on and keep me busy. i guess i have just had bad judgement in the past and idealized parasitic psychic vampires. i am trying very hard to break this cycle of picking people that drain me. truly, i am happy being single, i love it. i love focusing on my daughter, family, friends and goals.....nonetheless, last night threw me for a whirly twirl and i am sure more than one of you has had an instant reaction to someone like this so any insight would be GREATLY appreciated! love to all and thanks!!

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posted January 02, 2004 12:50 PM         

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Pheromones may be?

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From: big 'ol Tejas
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posted January 02, 2004 01:01 PM         

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thank you aphrodite! i get so caught up in details i forget simple, straightforward answers sometimes!
arrrrgh! i am a sniffer! i love to smell things....but could i have smelled him from say, 40 feet away and instantly? because that was what it was like...he opened the door and WHAM!....i was across the house in the kitchen and looked up through the open doorway. well, ever since i got pregnant i think i do smell like a dog now....wait, i mean, my sniffer works like a dog's sometimes....I smell ok most of the time....

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posted January 02, 2004 01:10 PM         

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You are probably good at sensing things that are not overtly obvious. Excellent

Probably a trite adage, but you don't always have to act on things sensed. This experience serves as a good example on learning how to filter what you should do in your best interests. Take it as your first psychic lesson

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posted January 02, 2004 02:36 PM         

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I agree, it doesn't mean you have to act on it. Take it as a sign for you to begin thinking about compaionship again, but not in a whirly kind of way.

The spark in you was just letting you know "you still have IT"...

with love & support,

.gloria

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From: big 'ol Tejas
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posted January 03, 2004 12:30 AM         

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thanks ladies. well, this definitely is not the first time something like this has happened to me. ever since i can remember i have reactions like these to certain people/situations. its my old emotional piscean soul. ah, but the aries twists and turns in me (my moon, mercury...) make me impulsive and child like in my outward reactions! so yes, i do need to filter what is in my best interests better. especially now that i am a mama.
Aphrodite, i dunno about this being my first psychic lesson....i feel i have had kajillions....but perhaps you meant the first i have passed in awhile?? heh. thank you for your insights.
love and support to you too gloria!!

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