posted April 22, 2004 02:27 PM
Hi Knowflakes!(beautiful term, im sure linda wld agree)Iam a newbie here and i must say, i feel as though ive found a treasure. Its wonderful to know that linda is still alive, in these beautiful knowflakes. I have missed her but ive found solace coming here. Cheers to you all!
Well heres my story. It is a story because its ended now and i can finally put it down. When it was going on i was much too involved to think anything else but rest assured i was very much 'on earth'. I want your opinions. They would be very much appreciated and since this was a beautiful chapter in my life, ide like to know how it effects everyone. Its a true story.
It all started one day when i was at office. It was the usual boring morning and my colleague turned to me and said 'Guess what?'....'What?'i said. 'Theres someone new joining our organization next month. It seems in quite a senior post'. 'I was dissapointed and said these words which ill remember till today 'Oh it dosent matter to me unless hes young and handsome!'. I was joking. I didnt know what fate had in store. Soon forgot the incident and waited for our new CEO to join.
It was the first day of the month of May and 2 people were seen walking to the new cabin. One of them was the new CEO. We all stared, i did too and he ws slightly embarrassed. He was very nice looking. And it was but natural that we stared. After our greetings he resumed work.
I was entering his data one day in the bank when i came across his birthday. It was the 27th of september. I ws curious. I was a 27 too but february. Interesting.A libran. I never got along with them!Oh no!Gone were my career plans but maybe the number nine wld help.
Anyways we got down to business. 2 months passed. He wasnt in charge of our department. So no meeting. Then one day i saw him coming down the corridor and bang!I was suddenly seeing someone in a roman toga with a crown of leaves on his head. I was shocked! Nodded a greeting and ran!
The second incident took place a week after. I ran into him precisely 5 times that day.....everywhere!And my friends started to tease. I brushed it aside, he was 26 years my senior and married mind u.
The third incident was when we were all collected at the cabin and wishing him. He had a strange expression when i wished him. Almost glazed. Very odd but it happened.
And suddenly the next month he was unexpectedly in charge of our department. It was at that time that my dad got admitted in the hospital with a slight heart problem and i was terrified. It took abt a week of care and he ws fine, thank God. That day i decided to dress my best and go to office. I felt good and i deserved it.
I was bored and went for a walk to the finance deptt that day with a friend. When i got back the unthinkable had happened. The new CEO (Lets call him J) had called for me! I still remember going in trembling (i was quite junior in the firm as opposed to him) and then woah!As soon as i sat down in front of him all my nervousness simply....dissapeared!I was shocked at myself. I was so confident, so comfortable sitting beside this leader of the company who was known to fire people so easily and was talking non stop!
The meeting lasted abt 45 minutes and i wasnt sure what had happened to make me so garrulous. The man was extremely attractive and extremely intelligent and extremely senior as well.But had i made a fool of myself? I never reacted that way?
It was afternoon of the next day and i was passing by the corridor when suddenly i had bumped into someone. When i drew away with an apology i was shocked to see it was J!I muttered an apology, i smiled and we went our ways. One of my colleagues behind me was secretly sniggering.
The day after we had a deptt meeting with him and i was blown away!Maybe cos i was the youngest, maybe cos i was a lady or whatever, he was so absolutely nice to me! i had never been treated like that before by any man!He was supporting my every statement, he would ask me most of the questions when my seniors was there, hede laugh at my jokes, brush away my mistakes....i mean i was blown away!!And the others were too.
That night i had one of my strongest intuitions. My life wouldnt be the same anymore after i met J. I couldnt shake the feeling that we were meant to meet and that ths had happened before. I didnt want to jump to conclusions so i put it aside but i knew that my intuitions were never false. That same night i had a dream. The main thing i remember abt it was that it was filled with a golden flowing light. It was about him and me and others as well. He was giving me every opportunity to come out of the woodwork at office and that was bcos he liked me. Everytime i looked at him in the dream there was a golden energy that flowed from him to me. He was at my house too and praising me in front of my parents. It was such a beautiful dream and so vivid that i cld hardly beleive it.
What followed my friends was exactly one year of the most beautiful time in my life. To put a long story short, my intuition was right on dot. Never have i smiled at someone so openly, talked my heart to anyone before. When we talked it was like i was listening to him from 'higher up'. How do i explain it. It was like something deep within me was tuning in to him and vice versa. I knew what he wld do when and just how to behave with him and vice versa. And he seemed to do exactly the things that i wanted him to. In short, i was treated exactly the way i wanted. In the course of time, i became the most trusted employee fr him and we wld have numerous heart to hearts abt the office, life, people and our views matched perfectly.I was finally given a promotion for all the good work i had done and the boss who had sabotaged my career was thrown out. These were the material aspects.
Mentally i knew someone respected me and thought much of my opinions. There were instances when he would look at me and i couldnt look away and there used to be bright golden light flowing from his eyes. I tried to control it but i had that light too. It was a physical thing. I dont know how many have felt it but its tangible. He protected me in every way he could.Told me he was there when i needed him for anything professional.
He never passed that line of decency or privacy. Ever. We were 2 people who liked each other very much and it was for the world to see.He wld tease me in affection, talk a lot, confide etc. Meanwhile i had exactly 2 past life flashes during regression in which he played the similar role of the protector but thats another beautiful story.
An year passed and as fate wld have it things changed. It broke my heart but it was the truth. He hadnt gotten along with the other higher ups and thus was leaving the organization. Oh it hurt so much but inside was the happiness that this beautiful thing we shared wouldnt have an ugly end.
During the last few days our meetings were many and ppl started to talk but who cared. In fact there were times when ide think he hadnt called for me and he did. He told me during one of our conversations that i was exactly like his daughter. As in whenever he looked at me he couldnt look away due to the resemblance.What a beautiful thing to say!
I remember the day he left, i gave him a goodbye card. Very simple and noone else had done it. He was so touched he couldnt speak for a while. And then the next day he thanked me, told me where he wld go and to keep in touch etc.
I do keep in touch occassionally by sending a greeting and he always replies.
And then there were some things to notice :
We were both number 27's
We looked exactly like each other (he ws thinner and of course male)
We both had a peculiar crooked small finger in the right hand.
I have a sag ascendant and he a sag moon
Our middle names were similar
There were other similarities but i dont remember any more for its been over an year since then.
Friends what i wanted to tell u was that this was one of the most incredible relashionship ive experianced. It wasnt love as a woman has for a man because he was much older.It wasnt love a daughter has for father nor an employee has for employer/boss. Or even friendship. All i can say is that yes, it was a beautiful relashionship to which i cannot as yet give a name because it was so different. I have many times wondered the meaning of unconditional love and ive never been able to figure it out except for now, after this relashionship.Some wld even say that it wasnt anything except a mentor employee relashion. Its possible but only i know what passed between us whenever our eyes met, or whenever we talked to each other. Pure understanding and pure love.
I really think, i met someone Significant.
I would like you to comment. I know its odd that iam a newbie and ive posted so long but i just had to. If soulmates are like this (and i dont mean twin souls) then i can understand why theyre so talked about.
It doesnt even compare to the kind of karmic relashionships we have generally which gives us so much of pain. This was ethereal.
I want to know your views. They are very important to me because being a piscean iam prone to dreaminess often. But i havent minced words here. Ive put it down exactly the way it was.
Love all!
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Lindaland
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posted April 22, 2004 02:27 PM
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posted April 22, 2004 04:09 PM
Oh oops its officially Astrojunkie tht holds the title now? Seems like 2 playful lionesses!What r ur zodiacs?
