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From: hell
Registered: Apr 2004

posted May 24, 2004 10:03 AM         

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I am feeling a kind of bad.
two years ago we 've met,we are kind of friends,not knowing each other very well,but I always have attraction from him,he has a girlfriend.few times that we hang out together.I always feel good to stay alone with him.we never make it to s*ex.because I rather keep on be friends than screw up then we can't even be friend.also I want a boyfriend not somebody eles boyfriend.
then I fell in depression,staying with one person that I don't even
like ,anyway ,everything went sucks.
now I am out of **** ,and we met again,I can feel that I have feeling for him like before ,now he had also became vegetarian,but he is still with his girlfriend.
well,I just want to tell him how I feel.only that.I know it is bad to like someone eles boyfriend.I actully don't like this.but two years ago I had control myself and made a big mistake ,now I just don't want to be wrong.but what is more bad.it seems like I am being such a bitXch to like somebody's boyfriend.

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From: New England US
Registered: May 2003

posted May 24, 2004 10:50 AM         

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Babylon, we all feel bad sometimes, and there is nothing wrong with that, but how can we help?

What is your birth date, time and place? Let's find solutions, little ones, life is about choices okay?

Take Care,
Natasha
Taurus

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From: orlando, fl
Registered: Nov 2003

posted May 24, 2004 10:51 PM         

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... why is she here from Hell?

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posted May 25, 2004 09:57 AM         

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astro junkies>
good question,I think we are all born in the universe,and live in heaven,but we are happened to turn heaven into hell.this is how I feel now about this world that we living.

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posted May 25, 2004 10:43 AM         

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hi sthenri,
thank you very much for your concern.I miss my ex/boyfriend and friends in boston.
I was loved my ex/boyfriend maddly for four years pretty much,then its end.that's ok,because we end up going to different direction.
now I am looking for a reunion,if it really exsit.
I just get out of my depression.I am still weak at the moment,seems like I lost everything I have .anyway ,I can now see clear then before what kind of problems that I am dealing with,like I have a girl friend she has more problem then me,or in diffence way we all facing our soul challenge.not only me,and never easy,it take a lot of strengh.
please forgive me that I am not posting my birthday here,because I am quite a aquarius that make enigma. :

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From: orlando, fl
Registered: Nov 2003

posted May 25, 2004 12:56 PM         

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Do you know who Sylvia Browne is? She believes that this is Hell, we keep coming back until our soul reaches perfection.

She also says to think of life as a really big university campus.

She has a FANTASTIC Web site::
www.sylvia.org/home/index.cfm

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it's better to light a candle than curse the darkness...

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From: Ontario, Canada
Registered: Aug 2003

posted May 25, 2004 02:47 PM         

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I noticed that the Sylvia Browne site has the same palette of colours that this one does.
YAY LINDALAND for embracing the soothing hues.

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posted May 25, 2004 05:26 PM         

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... don't get me started ...

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