posted July 21, 2004 04:16 AM         

Please answer from your gut, from a quiet place. Does Mr. L. love me. Yes or No.

a) Yes
b) No

I'm getting the mixed signals now. Nothing specific in any way - just a feeling. I didn't speak to him at all for a "long time", and he's trying to make me feel guilty about it. Not in a strict way, but like challenging me in a good way.

He's challenging me somehow. I'm being challenged, but not sure how.

Thanks!

.gloria

posted July 21, 2004 11:09 AM         

I want to add more. But I don't know the tone, nor the reason I want to add more. Possibly because of my Cappy moon..... My nature to be cautious or reserved in some ways... or maybe it is my Saturn in the first? But then my Libra Mercury (talking right now, can you tell?) and possibly my Neptune/Venus conjunction in ther fifth.... make me want to say "screw the cautioun, full speed ahead!!!

posted July 21, 2004 12:38 PM         

If he tells you that he loves you, then he loves you. But you shouldn't force it out of him

"The simplest answer is usually the correct one." -- Occam's Razor

posted July 21, 2004 05:54 PM         

I have to admit it brings my heart joy to see the "Yes"... I'm such a juvenile.

OK - I guess part of the reason I'm asking is I'd like to bring up a "partial" live-in idea. Last night he seemed open to hearing more. I should have more time to speak with him in person tonight. I'll let you know how it goes!

Thanks

posted July 21, 2004 08:03 PM         

My first reaction was Yes...But. I don't know what the 'but' is. Something that needs to be worked out, I suppose.

Good Luck!

posted July 21, 2004 08:41 PM         

Today, on this very day, he will have to make a decision. He's a Libra with a foolish distracted Jupiter, so how long can he procrastinate? Every time I've hung in there for him, he's given back to me tenfold. He's getting better at showing appreciation...

posted July 21, 2004 09:30 PM         

Does the Libra/Cappy influence make you the type who likes to get caught? Or the type who has to always do the majority of the catching?

Thank you.

.gloria

posted July 22, 2004 03:25 AM         

And guess what he's doing tonight? He's actually trying to get me to imagine that he's with someone else. It may be true, it may not. But he doesn't talk about what he doesn't want you to know.

A little confusing.

And I'm like leaving messages on his phone like, "I really hope you're having fun." So as usual, the guy who has the tiniest semblance of romance in his blood cannot relate to that. Really bazzar behavior. He's all over the f'ing place right now.

And first, I had spoken to him on the phone before I saw him and he's still angry that I didn't speak to him for a "long time". And it's as if he's saying, Aha! You never know what could happen if you're gone that long, I'm with someone else now.

I say - Have fun!

posted July 22, 2004 03:55 AM         

I just realized another reason why I'm awefully musky this evening/morning. The Moon is in the position it was in, back in March. Remember, I started a thread in Astrology about "The Flush", and to look at where the Moon was when they first got "the flush" for a love.

And I noticed a pattern of when the Moon is getting ready to go from Virgo to Libra, for myself. And that's exactly where the Moon is now, within last 5 degrees of Virgo. He's with the wrong girl tonight, and he knows it. I want to bonk him over the head.