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venus_rising
Knowflake Posts: 32
From: Eugene, Or.
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted November 27, 2004 12:39 AM
 
I am missing my ex tonite. I have just gotten home from a trip "home" which is where my ex lives. We are friends, but we normally do not talk inbetween my visits "home", and he always wants to see me when I am home. We go out, have a good time, and then I usually end up back in his bed...just like it used to be...the morning comes...we cuddle, drink coffee and say good-bye. I drive 3 hours back to my cold, dark apartment in the city. We have been broken up for 2 years now...I have known him for 10 years. He and I have been having sex together for 10 years. Sometimes it's just hard to say good-bye especially when you really truly love someone, you know? But there is fear...and I don't know if he and I will ever be together in a relationship again, I do know that we will always be friends. I don't really believe that there is one perfect person for anyone...but it is hard when you do meet someone and you cannot deny when unconditional love is present...I guess the hardest part is that it doesn't always meet your expectations...
but anyway, I just needed to vent and let out my sadness a little bit...so, thankyou!
I do not know alot about astrology, but I think that my planets and his are interesting together...Just that planets and signs are very similar...I thought.sun taurus Sun Pisces
Moon Leo Moon Taurus
Mercury Gemini Mercury Aries
Venus Cancer Venus Taurus
Mars Pisces Mars Taurus
Jupiter Aries Jupiter Capricorn
Saturn Cancer Saturn Gemini
Uranus Libra Uranus Libra
Neptune Sagittarius Neptune Sagittarius
Pluto Libra Pluto Libra
True Node Sagittarius True Node Aquarius
Composite Horoscope midpoint method
PLANETARY POSITIONS
planet sign degree house
Sun Aries 26°34'40 09
Moon Gemini 21°02'23 11
Mercury Taurus 16°04'36 10
Venus Gemini 10°09'08 11
Mars Aries 25°23'37 09
Jupiter Aquarius 24°56'19 07
Saturn Gemini 23°27'28 11
Uranus Libra 23°14'19 03
Neptune Sagittarius 08°02'01 05
Pluto Libra 03°45'51 03
True Node Capricorn 02°18'46 05
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astro junkie
Moderator Posts: 5813
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Registered: Nov 2003
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posted November 27, 2004 10:55 AM
venus-rising -Do you ever get the feeling you're just two ships passing in the night? IP: Logged |
venus_rising
Knowflake Posts: 32
From: Eugene, Or.
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted November 27, 2004 02:21 PM
Astro,no, I have never gotten that feeling...but ya never know. IP: Logged |
astro junkie
Moderator Posts: 5813
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Registered: Nov 2003
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posted November 27, 2004 02:38 PM
Have you asked him the same thing?IP: Logged |
venus_rising
Knowflake Posts: 32
From: Eugene, Or.
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted November 27, 2004 03:08 PM
have I asked him, if he feels like we are merely ships passing in the night? What do you mean by that? Do you feel like that with your closest friends? I guess I am not quite sure what you are asking?IP: Logged |
astro junkie
Moderator Posts: 5813
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posted November 27, 2004 03:24 PM
No - no -Not quite so complicated.... Simply, if you have not asked him, would you be curious to know what he would say? I'm not saying I know anymore than you. IP: Logged |
venus_rising
Knowflake Posts: 32
From: Eugene, Or.
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted November 27, 2004 03:39 PM
right...well, someday I will ask him. You just make it sound like my feelings and relationship with him are insignificant and not important.
I have known him for a third of my life...longer than I have known or kept intouch with anyone, except family members.
And you know...I think that our feelings go a little bit deeper than, "ships passing in the night"...whether he is my friend or lover does not matter our bond is very strong, and if it was not how or why would two people keep in touch.thanks for the input. IP: Logged |
lalalinda
Moderator Posts: 1017
From: nevada
Registered: Feb 2004
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posted November 27, 2004 04:19 PM
A lot of Taures inneraspects. Yes I see this relationship as significant and a love match.
With anything Taures there is the reluctance to completely let go.(hence you've kept in touch)
You're feeling the transits of Saturn aspecting Venus. This can be a bit depressing (because with Saturn comes lessons) This could also reawaken Karmic love bonds.(for lack of a better word)
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astro junkie
Moderator Posts: 5813
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posted November 27, 2004 04:57 PM
Yes - thank you for reminding me.IP: Logged |
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