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Topic: how shall i speak to thee?
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firelights Knowflake Posts: 91 From: india Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 11, 2005 07:47 AM
I’ve written this poem for a very special person.Someone who loved me when I did’nt...because I didn’t realize the simplicity the honesty and the intensity of his love. A failed relationship later when I have come to realize the value of such a love...I’ve discovered it within myself too...and i never recognized it before. He is now committed to someone else(its been almost two yrs since he went away)......someone who he says he’s not totally sure about when he thinks about it(he’s a Libran)...but nevertheless is so attached and fond of ,that he’s crossed the point of no return I appreciate that and I want him to be happy with her. If it does in any way break up due to any reasons of incompatibility I know I’ll be happy to have him back but I don’t in any which way want to be a cause or a reason, however small, of their breakup, if at all it happens.... I do,however,believe him to be a soul mate...I feel I can call out to him and it stirs something within him...I write a poem for him...and I sign in only to find him online...when he has’nt been online for seven months.... When I ask my guardian angel to play me a song with a message from my playlist(i have close to 250 songs and it’s set on shuffle/random selection mode),he plays me “someday” or something hopeful like that.(I sort of believe in this *blushes*) Now my stupid question.... I’ve written this for him...and I do so badly want to share it with him...especially because he’s going abroad soon and i dont know when and if at all I’ll meet him again....he loves my poetry....in fact that was what attracted him to me first... But I don’t know if I should.On one hand, it should be ok to express myself....but I really don’t know.I’ve been the cause of a breakup before and I still feel guilty about it.....I’m not saying a poem will breakup a relationship but a confession of how i feel for him might.....or no? I don’t know.Please help.IP: Logged |
firelights Knowflake Posts: 91 From: india Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 12, 2005 06:59 AM
while i was checking this thread to see if there were any replies, i noticed something funny n beautiful. Now tht ive added a reply this will move to the top but before that,this thread topic made a sequence with the two others that followed it,it was like this... how shall i speak to thee? libra sag are we meant to be? if you love something set it free...and the funny thing is...the predominant sign in the chart of the person this thread is about is libra and mine is sag. so tho i didnt have answers on this thread...i found answers.
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Irish Eyes Knowflake Posts: 444 From: PA,USA Registered: Apr 2004
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posted April 12, 2005 02:09 PM
firelights-I feel for ya...I thought that your poem was truely from the heart. I know the pain in knowing what you should have said several years too late! Love to you and don't worry...if you love something, set it free! -Irish IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted April 12, 2005 02:51 PM
Timing....When I miss my love by lightyears, it was meant to be. But when I miss my love by moments, oh god it hurts!....... I guess is what I'm saying is that if it's meant to be it will happen But if not, then move on and treasure the feeling of love so that you will recognize it next time. I wish you well.IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 6916 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted April 12, 2005 06:55 PM
Firelights, you asked should you send the poem to him. Well, it is such a beautiful, moving, profound piece of work (it certainly stirred something in me) and I hope this doesnt hurt, but I wouldnt send it..........he is with another at the moment. I would do what someone suggested to me recently, read it out aloud and then burn it, on some level he will receive it, but I feel to send it to him in black and white would, at the moment, be difficult for him. When you meet him again, and the time feels right (and you will now) you could honour him with your wonderful piece of work. Love to you and I hope Mr. Libra shall always appreciate what a loyal and sincere person you are xxIP: Logged |
firelights Knowflake Posts: 91 From: india Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 14, 2005 11:09 AM
when i miss my love by lightyears,it was’nt meant to be but when i miss my love by moments,it hurts.... thats so beautiful fayte...it’s a poem in itself.when i miss my love by lightyears it wasn’t meant to be but when i miss my love by moments the pain is all i see... when i get up in the morning you’re a half forgotten memory when i escape into the night i find you walking by me.... moments hold the pain time holds the mystery my love holds them both together in unwavering intensity.... thats a poem for you fayte....yours to do whatever you want to with it.... because i was deeply touched by your lines. thanks for your replies irish and sue g . I wont send the poem to him....but i say it to him in my heart quite often...and thankyou so much for seeing the “loyal and sincere person in me sue....lots of love to u.
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fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted April 17, 2005 05:33 PM
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fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted April 18, 2005 01:17 AM
Actually I heard someone say something like what I posted, but I don't know if it came from a song or poem or where they got it. I know I quoted them all wrong, but that's all I could remember of it. IP: Logged |
firelights Knowflake Posts: 91 From: india Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 18, 2005 03:36 AM
hi fayte... im so happy you liked it. and it doesnt matter if its from somewhere or if you quoted it not like it was....its beautiful by itself. lindaland is always such a replenishment of faith n beauty...suddenly you dont feel alone in the world.... and you know there are ppl like you out there and our darlin planet is going to be fine...IP: Logged |
firelights Knowflake Posts: 91 From: india Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 18, 2005 03:40 AM
what i mean is that when sitting here i can reach out to someone who i will never meet in real life...it's magical... i mean i should be used to the communication n internet scenario coz its my generation....but sometimes its magic touches me....like now.
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fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted April 18, 2005 01:39 PM
Firelights...actually my beloved told me it, but he can't remember where he heard it. We were doing some work together on past lives, reincarnation and how it appears that we found each other many times again and again throughout time, but by the actions of others were separated by murder or other things. Thanks again! Yes I feel the same, the being able to share feelings of love and joy with others virtually anywhere on the planet is very magical to me too! It is a wonderful thing that I believe in time, could bring peace to the human race. I look forward to that time! IP: Logged |
sue g Knowflake Posts: 6916 From: former land of the leprechaun Registered: Sep 2004
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posted April 18, 2005 02:25 PM
OMG Fayte, that moved me to tears - thankyou IP: Logged |
fayte.m Knowflake Posts: 5816 From: ~out looking for Schrodinger's cat~ Registered: Mar 2005
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posted April 18, 2005 04:09 PM
Love Communication Tolerance respect understanding these are only a few of the keys to Utopia, Paradise on Earth. All is here on this planet to make it so. Within each of us and all about us, it waits for discovery of it. It is so sad that few know this truth. IP: Logged |