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posted April 18, 2005 01:48 PM         

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I have been invited to a soul recall lecture tomorrow evening and it is something I am very keen to attend, but am feeling scared and will attend with a certain amount of trepidation. The woman who will facilitate it, Carol Lamb, from England is looking to enroll people on a course in Dublin, where you study aspects of the soul, reincarnation, soul memory etc and although I am very tempted at some point to study this I am nervous of the feelings it will bring up. Az, Purple, Pix, Fayte, and anyone else who has read my story, I would love to read your words of wisdom. I am almost shaking inside thinking about this, am I mad to get involved..........or is it the best course of action...........H E L P xxx

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posted April 18, 2005 01:59 PM         

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Oh, thank you for seeking my counsel as well...
The only thing I want to say though, is if you want to do it.. *sincerely ask yourself* then do it. if it is something you are not ready *nor will you be* for, then it isn't necessary quest in your development, after all. been there, done that.. if you feel you need that knowledge for understanding in this life, or closure, *even though your soul already knows* then your intuition will lead you there.

Have fun!

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posted April 18, 2005 02:05 PM         

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That was quick!!!! Thanks peteen, will think carefully, one of my blessings/curses, it the need to live on the edge (emotionally) - just posted a message to your "wandering, wondering" thread, I hope it doesnt depress you, I just feel the need to be very honest these days - its very healing not to "pretend" anymore - love to you Sue xx.

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posted April 18, 2005 11:21 PM         

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sooz ~
Of course you're mad to get involved -- madly bright and clever!! If it were me I would not allow an opportunity like this to pass me by. But you are not in the same place as I, and perhaps you are feeling more sensitive than usual after the recent ordeal of Libra-Fella. Do you fear that you will find him in the recall process? From my reading, I don't believe that emotion will be a part of the recall since you will be recalling a past that no longer can yank your chain consciously. I have read about many past life regressions, and am excited to have my own done, perhaps this summer when Sylvia is in town -- and although these are done through hypnosis (and you don't mention if this will be used to induce the recall in your case), the subject is helped to understand by the leader that this is a life that is past and cannot harm the spirit and body of the present, and the subject can examine the past dispassionately. If you go, please tape your experience if possible, so you'll have it to play over again.
But sue, if you still feel trepidation and "fear" (a Scorp?!?) then don't expose your still-vulnerable self to this experience. Wait until the next time you are "called". Although something in me is screaming right now, "don't let life experiences you are offered pass you by, thinking you'll catch in on the next go-around! There may not BE a next time!" I'm seeing that proverbial Door of Opportunity...
Maybe this was meant to be a hard decision. Maybe you are over-extended right now and need to store up more energy before tackling an event like this. Otherwise you would have just gone without even considering writing to us about it here....
Perhaps you should read Sylvia Browne before you submit to a psychic encounter like this -- I bet it would make you feel more at ease about the whole thing. I know only what you have given as the bare facts: this is about reincarnation and soul memory, which to me reads "past lives". Your healer/medium friend who told you about some of yours and Libra-Fellas shared existences told you -- you didn't experience reliving any parts of those lives, did you? I would think that you, my brave and courageous LoveLady, would be more than curious about this!
I hope I'm not writing this too late for your consideration either way....
Love & Light,
'zala

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posted April 19, 2005 08:54 AM         

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Thanks Az, I found out that tonight is just an intro to the work (phew), then one has the option to go forward with treatment or training. So basically there is a lecture where the audience get the chance to take part, tell their story (eeek) and ask questions etc, so of course me being very curious as you said will HAVE to go along. I feel so in need of facing my "demons" (sorry Mr Libra) that if I did miss this chance, I would be running away........now do I run or stay (oooeeer just as I said this a huge crash of thunder sounded outside, how timely - thankyou "oh great one"), of course I STAY and face the music - thanks again and love to you xxxx

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posted April 19, 2005 09:59 PM         

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I'll be looking for your review of the lecture tonite sue!

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posted April 20, 2005 09:06 AM         

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Hi Az, it was a great night, the facilitator was superb, so down to earth, genuine and real! I listened to her for over two hours and realised that there are so many of us who encouter these types of experiences. The biggest thing that came out of it for me was ACCEPTANCE and RELEASE. I think it no coincidence that I have connected with my music teacher, it shows how unhealthy the Mr Libra thing was and I am now prepared to let him go. I am doing a family constellation workshop at the weeked, it will be dealing with my father and his side of the family - healing the family tree and I feel that this will in turn help my relationships with males in general - it is about time I faced my over depenedence with them in the past, I am now ready to move forward and it feels GREAT!!!! Love and light to all xxxxx

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posted April 23, 2005 05:54 PM         

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Hi sooz ~
I'm curious about your 'family constellation workshop' that you're at this weekend, looking forward to reading about it.
Haven't seen you at the forum for a few days, are you doing OK?
'zala

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