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Topic: Anyone Else Have Scorp Full Moon Problems?
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Gooberzlostlovefound Knowflake Posts: 538 From: and the embers never fade in your city by the lake Registered: Jan 2002
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posted April 25, 2005 02:31 PM
Ahhhh, crap.A few days ago, before the full moon in scorpio, I kept telling myself, "don't get involved in any kind of relationship drama, don't get sucked in, just take it easy for a few days and everything will pass....." Well, I'm guessing you can see where I'm heading with this. Up until late last night, everything was fine. But then I managed to get myself into a "rousing discussion" with a male friend online that eventually spiraled into a bitter, emotionally charged argument. I feel so stupid, not to mention hurt and reeeeelly embarrassed...I have been kicking myself all day. So....Did anyone else have relationship "issues" during this scorpio full moon? Anyone else feel like they are losing their marbles? Anyone, Anyone? IP: Logged |
pixelpixie Moderator Posts: 7993 From: Ontario, Canada Registered: Aug 2003
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posted April 25, 2005 02:39 PM
Ye-up! I , like you, took Astrology as fore knowledge. My drama happened today, not yesterday. Though yesterday I took advantage of the energy (conjunct my Sun and Uranus and Mars) and got busy once before work, and then after. Today, the drama unfolds. Not relationship so much as instability. Good Luck. If there was nothing to argue about, you wouldn't argue. it's good to voice things.. don't feel embarrasssed.IP: Logged |
maya-v Knowflake Posts: 1066 From: New York Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 25, 2005 02:39 PM
Actually it did affect me ... I could feel my powers manifesting themselves and I coudl feel a surge of vibrant energy. I felt darkly powerful, in control and yet out of my body around the time of the eclipse. It was awesomely mind blowing ...I am still recuperating! IP: Logged |
maya-v Knowflake Posts: 1066 From: New York Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 25, 2005 02:40 PM
Hey pix! I have been chasing you all around, trying to get to talk to you!!!How are you doing?
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Secret Garden Knowflake Posts: 588 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 25, 2005 02:44 PM
OMG YES! Ive been sobbing like a baby every couple of hours for the past three days. For no obvious reason but you could say lots of less obvious ones. And then yesterday I got so difficult with the Aqua Ive been talking to almost literally drove him nuts. I told him though that I was going through a hard time emotionally, he was trying to be supportive but it just wasn't working. Now I so do feel like kicking myself, why can't my Scorp moon just shut up when I want it to, it has to manifest itself in the worst way possible and Im freaking sick of it, FREAKING SICK! SG IP: Logged |
Gooberzlostlovefound Knowflake Posts: 538 From: and the embers never fade in your city by the lake Registered: Jan 2002
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posted April 25, 2005 03:18 PM
Whoa, I see I'm not alone...!!Pix~ What you said about "if there was nothing to argue about..." Yeah, it's true. There has been tension building between he and I for the past few weeks, and I guess it was just a matter of time before the sh*t hit the fan, lol. I just wish I could have kept my cool a little more. It's not like I said anything so awful, it's just...I wish I hadn't gotten so damn emotional, you know? He can stay in this sort of intellectual/detatched realm it seems. And I, well...can't. I hate feeling like I'm the "unstable, hysterical female." (but I guess it's true ) Anyhow, I wish you good luck today with any problems you may be having with this damn eclipse. Maya~ Wow, sounds intense. That's pretty cool...do you know what area of your chart was being affected? SG~ Yikes!! Yeah, your situation sounds similar to mine. I felt like I was driving my friend crazy and while he was (supposedly) trying to relate to me, I sure didn't feel like he was at all. Aiy aiy aiy aiy aiy. I am sorry that it's been rough for you, too, and I hope things start looking up. Urrrrrrrr IP: Logged |
Secret Garden Knowflake Posts: 588 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 25, 2005 04:30 PM
gooberz I relate to EVERY word of yours, esp the hysterical female part. lol. I always tell this Aqua that women can be catty and insane, esp when he has bad days at work due to this one bitchy woman he works with. We joke about how women and men specialize in different evils; I think the next time I talk to him I will try to be his shoulder instead of being the overemotional crazy woman. lol. I will have to think of something very cute to say to him, the good thing about him is that he is very lighthearted (Well its the good and the bad thing since he never gets emotional/passionate enough as I would like him too lol), but I think it will help him put behind him my bad days, I hope to make it up to him by being a better friend next time, I sometimes feel like its all the bearing of the burdens of other people that makes me burst out this way. Even though I have an air sun, and that Gem too, I can handle a lot of sh*t before I get overwhelmed. But when I get overwhelmed, oh boy do I get overwhelmed....lol. Everyone dumps their problems on me, all my friends will write up all the cr@p in their lives to me, and none will bother to ask how im doing for days and days until their problems are over, and sometimes it feels like Im everyones pillar, but no one even notices when the pillars beginning to crumble. Same goes for my mom...and now I find this Aqua who is so sweet and sensitive to my worries so I get to actually talk to him about them, so I think it got out of hand when I was venting a bit. Like you, gooberz, I didnt say anything I Would regret, but just the way I was so emotional is something that I feel silly and ashamed about. I hope he suffers temporary memory loss....and completely forgets last night. lol. SG IP: Logged |
future_uncertain Knowflake Posts: 775 From: ohio Registered: Aug 2004
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posted April 26, 2005 10:36 PM
Count me in, too. I have been crying like a fool since Friday, although I finally feel better today. Sunday was the worst. It took every bit of energy in me just to motivate myself to get out of my chair and stop crying. I couldn't get any big cleaning jobs done (laundry, dishes) but felt compelled to organize if I was going to do anything at all. I also cleaned out a closet and rearranged my living room. I felt like I had to! It was kind of strange because I don't normally tackle things like this unless the big stuff is taken care of. And my relationship? Forget it! I was a raging psychopath all weekend. Crying, depressed... I couldn't even tell ya what I wanted. All I know is that he wasn't doing it! Poor guy... I think he's still recuperating. Yeah. It sucked. Really sucked. At least I wasn't alone. IP: Logged |
Secret Garden Knowflake Posts: 588 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 26, 2005 10:40 PM
omg future _ uncertain thats totally me. Sunday was the worst, thats when I proved myself the village idioti was constantly crying, and organized my room lol , didnt get any studying done for a midterm at all. i wonder if the poor aqua i was so cold with will get over it, he will get over it definitely he has too much of a life but what i mean is will he like me the same, etc. well i hope so, im not a big fan of taking things slow, love happens or sh*t does, and u can tell immediately how much u like someone...but thats just me....hes making me wait so long i want to pull out my hair one by one that would be less painful honestly eep SG IP: Logged |
Secret Garden Knowflake Posts: 588 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 27, 2005 02:10 AM
why is this still going onnnn? Its tues night and im just a big emotional blob crying my eyes out again, becoz he wont pick up his damm ph. and u know whats funny all my friends come to me with their relationship probs and ihave the best most logical advice for them ever, they always leave feeling better, and i can make everyone but myself feel good right now. are any of u guys experiencing this right now? i feel resentful towards my best friend nowadays too, for shoving her boyfriends generosity in my face all the time and then proceeding to point out that no ones ever gotten me anything that expensive (ex. "ooh can u believe that he wants to buy me a 135 dollar pair of sunglasses???" *giggles* "i kept telling him, no, dont do it....but he wont listen....hey junz never bought u something that expensive right...so he shudnt buy me anything that expensive...") i want to SLAP her seriously. am i being jealous? is this just oversensitivity? over-emotionalness? gahhhh i dont know but somebody rescue me QUICK ranting raving going bonkers crazy crying b!tter b!tchy B!TCH SG IP: Logged |
future_uncertain Knowflake Posts: 775 From: ohio Registered: Aug 2004
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posted April 27, 2005 10:09 AM
SG, Is you aqua my virgo in disguise? I agree with what you said about you know or you don't... totally agree. I'm doing better now, but still feel kinda gray around the edges. Nothing has really gotten better, it's just not as intense for me right now. Hang in there! Hopefully this will all clear up soon! IP: Logged |
BlueTopaz124 Knowflake Posts: 224 From: Portland, OR Registered: Jan 2004
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posted April 27, 2005 10:57 AM
SG...((hugs)) first of all. You will be okay. Second...just hang in there and your will get through. Stay with the emotions, they're just emotions, after all. Don't do anything right now about this guy. There is a reason for all of this. Let yourself cry, sob, kick the sofa, do what you have to do to let it out. Just try not to connect with him right now, as hard as it is, I know. Just take care of yourself right now and it will all fall into place. We'll all be here if you need feedback, someone to listen or a shoulder.IP: Logged |
future_uncertain Knowflake Posts: 775 From: ohio Registered: Aug 2004
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posted April 27, 2005 03:03 PM
BlueTopaz... I know your advice wasn't intended for me, but I think it's useful and I'm going to take advantage of it. So thank you! IP: Logged |
BlueTopaz124 Knowflake Posts: 224 From: Portland, OR Registered: Jan 2004
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posted April 27, 2005 04:37 PM
future...of course it's for you, too (((hugs))), I'm here if you need a hug - these relationships are so hard and I know they're for our growth and lessons, but in the meantime are so confusing while we're trying to get through it.Only advice - is when you feel the most confused about something and you're asking the question of what you should/should not do, is do nothing. As hard as it is (ask me how I know), do absolutely nothing. Of course if you feel strongly one way, or your intuition is telling you - listen to that. It's when you don't know or don't have an answer that the best course is to wait it out. IP: Logged |
seveneieghtorange Knowflake Posts: 52 From: scottsdale, az Registered: Jan 2005
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posted April 28, 2005 07:01 PM
Nah Im not havin any problems really...it's same old same old. But my cousin is really buggin about this one girl though, who he says is "out of he's league". He can't seem to just ask her out because he's so scared about what she will say. He is a sag sun/scorp moon and weirdly that girl he is interested in is a virgo sun/scorp moon as well.IP: Logged |
Secret Garden Knowflake Posts: 588 From: Registered: Dec 2004
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posted April 28, 2005 07:12 PM
thank u bluetopaz, i am a little better now (emotionally) though still a little sad. still resentful of that friend of mine...ive been avoiding her lately and shes been calling me all the more...(grr). i got this horrible infection from one of my coworkers and its bugging the hell out of me. maybe thats why i am so short on patience with my friend and this new guy too. i wanted to call him yday so badly and ask him if we cud be back together but stopped myself. i cant go about it this way...its too embarrassing. i thot id pay him a surprise visit (he shud be up for surprises seeing hes an aqua) and dress up and flirt with him...if he can still resist all that without making a move then i think its off officially plus...ill get to get away from my mom whos also driving me nuts. now if only i could figure out a way to go there.... thank u for ur sympathy...yes when im emotional it seems like nothing will ever help but (alas) its just an exaggerated phase of mood swings sort of and a feeling of helplessness although one is never really helpless, you can still always at least help urself through bad times by being patient and perseverent....but its oh so difficult, and ive had too many bad relationships to take relationships lightly anymore. i used to be able to like a person for a while and just not be attached emotionally if they didnt want it but now its not so, i dont know if ive evolved or devolved in terms of emotional attachment from that perspective. kicked the sofa too many times...its not the days that are bad , coz im around ppl who are happy and i have to be happy coz im at work and school. but the nights are really bad, when hes supposed to be online and i dont see him there, and feel lonely and abandoned. yeah... but thanks for ur support, ur words were so nice and lovely--they gave me an immediate calm for a while, and i hope it lasts im sleepy, thats random, but i cant write more or ill fall over on the keyboard snoring...maybe im boring myself to death, ha SG IP: Logged | |