posted May 21, 2005 10:33 PM         

Yay!!! indeed ... I knew it would happen!!!

posted May 21, 2005 11:55 PM         

sometimes we are tired or resentful and try to run away from things that are actually good for us,

I dont konw if u feel the same way,

but with my scorp moon i can try to run away and im not sure if im running towards whats best for me, or away from it. because i want whats good...i want it to last, but i dont know if it will, and uncertainty kills me, and im convinced that if i just go the distance, i will get what is meant for me!

for the first time in my life i asked a guy if he would come for my birthday dinner with me,

he said ok but ill have to check,

i like him a bit pix, and hes a Scorpio sun(sag moon),

wish me love, and luck

posted May 22, 2005 03:54 AM         

then we met, and he was suddenly quiet,

in my opinion, turned off!

by what? thats what im trying to figure out! was it my appearance? was it my demeanor ? my personality?

he said, i dont think our personalities really jive, but i know better than that, because to me they did quite nicely,

i know im not all that physically, but i am okay, and dont consider myself bad looking. also i have libra rising and get that im a good dresser and give good first impressions, so i dont know what the problem is here,

his sun is conjunct my moon and saturn,

his moon is oppose my sun mars and merc,

we have a venus/venus trine and mars/mars square. also a venus/mars opposition (!). ah. lol

a lot of hard aspects i know, but there is a connection and i get it. i wonder if he gets it or not,

the composite chart is better, with Venus having no negative aspects at all, and Mars having quite a few squares (!). There is a Pluto/Saturn conjunct, and moon/uranus/jup conjunct,

i donno i am just a bit confused!

how to seduce a scorp man? besides being sexy (lol) and the other stereotypical answers. it should be easy, he tells me openly what he likes and dislikes. but hes never told me what he likes in the physical sense in a woman

i get a feeling it will be a no, but it is worth a try,

posted May 22, 2005 07:58 AM         

Love,

posted May 22, 2005 10:24 AM         

I dont know what it is with these Scorpio guys; first appearances seem to matter a lot and as I told Nepthys in the other thread, the setting, the mood, the environs ... everything ahs to be perfect to steal their heart. But I think there's more in store for you two than what seems to be on the surface right now.

posted May 23, 2005 01:52 AM         

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Yay love.

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hehe that's cute.

posted May 26, 2005 03:19 PM         

An evaluation of goals ***
Valid during many months: This is a challenging time in your life. You will have to make many choices about what areas of your life to emphasize. Will you work to build up a new career or continue to build upon a current one? Will you work to make your personal life as satisfying as possible? Will you work collectively with many other people or by yourself?
Often there is an "alienation crisis" with this influence, a sudden feeling of being cut off from everyone else, as if you have spent too much energy pursuing purely personal goals. This in turn generates loneliness and a feeling of being distant from others, even loved ones. Or you may suddenly feel that you no longer have the strength to go on in the direction you have chosen. Fears of your own inadequacies may distort your perspective. All of this is most likely to happen if you have neglected personal relationships in your life. You cannot go on forever without supportive emotional relationships, and you may have been trying to do so.

Sometimes this influence can have the opposite result, and you discover that various personal entanglements have been interfering with the pursuit of your valid goals. In this case you will break off relationships and gain the freedom to go your own way. The issue here is the balance between personal relationships and advancement in life.

On another tack, this period can test your choice of goals. You may encounter opposition from others that forces you to examine whether your goals are really valid for you. If they are, the conflict with other persons or against trying circumstances will be useful. But if you find that your heart is not really in the path you have chosen, you may have to make adjustments and change your course of action. It is far better to do this now than several years from now, when you may be overcommitted to an inappropriate course and discover that you are trapped. Now is the time to change. It may not be pleasant, but it is possible.

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posted June 01, 2005 01:38 AM         

I must have been a ******* in a prior life to contain this much constraint and self-loathing. I need to learn to keep my negative feelings in check. I need to learn to be a bit more open to people. I need to give everyone including myself a break from my critical, perfectionist self.

posted June 01, 2005 01:45 AM         

Sun Scorpio 04°52'44 04 direct
Moon Capricorn 13°08'22 06 direct
Mercury Libra 28°16'57 04 direct
Venus Sagittarius 09°04'47 05 direct
Mars Scorpio 13°14'31 04 direct
Jupiter Taurus 28°51'11 10/11 retrograde
Jupiter is technically near the end of house 10 and is interpreted in house 11.
Saturn Leo 16°01'00 01 direct
Uranus Scorpio 07°19'00 04 direct
Neptune Sagittarius 12°18'59 05 direct
Pluto Libra 12°29'41 03 direct
True Node Scorpio 03°32'39 04 retrograde