posted July 03, 2005 04:58 AM         

I cannot stress how LONG it took me to let unhealthy and destructive people out of my life. I was told by a white witch that the best years of my life would be between 50 and 60, and I am realising now why. As I approach my 47th birthday, I have finally copped on to myself (Irish expression for getting real). Not to go on about the Libra guy too much, but he was a very strong lesson for me, and I even argued with myself about the benefits of letting him into my life time after time, and this was only on a FRIENDSHIP basis. He never was a friend to me, it was me that was doing the pulling. I now realise the best thing he ever did back in February was to let me down and thank be to God I am now FREE of him. Can you imagine the implications of being sexually involved with a person like this.

I would encourage any of you guys no matter how painful, how heartbreaking, how difficult to try and wean yourselves off anyone you know is unhealthy for you. I took extreme measures and jumped into the past life thing - it worked for me, as I mentioned before I have recently discovered, this soul, in a former life cursed me, and I am now free of this - imagine guys living with this for 5 years, I am telling you, it nearly destroyed me and could have ruined my life!!!