posted August 26, 2005 06:49 PM         

Thanks,

posted August 28, 2005 05:40 PM         

Maya was emailing me for a while but she has stopped after seeing him.

posted September 02, 2005 04:06 PM         

I have not hidden her away, but she is temporarily without access to the internet. As for her relationship with me, it is more complicated now than when we made such an innocent spectacle of ourselves.

Maya stopped emailing you, pidaua, and a few others, after she repeatedly got no response. The only person who proved a faithful and true correspondent was ghani. Suffice it to say that she is presently a very lonely and eternally a very sensitive soul and has been somewhat disillusioned by her experiences here at LL.

posted September 02, 2005 10:23 PM         

IF what you say is true, then you need to ask Maya ONCE AGAIN about the e-mailing thing. I DO believe I e-mailed her back almost everytime - maybe not within minutes, but as soon as I could.

I explained TO HER that I have a new job that requires MANY hours of my day and I DO NOT HAVE access to my e-mail at work. So after working 12-15 hours I don't quite FEEL like jumping on a computer when I would rather get my house cleaned.

And maybe we could address another issue. In case you haven't been reading, my own PERSONAL life is in ruin. I am going through a break up with Mr. Taurus that makes your innocent complication look like sniveling. I have had to deal (like another one of my fire sisters) with an extremely angry situation / person at home while trying to work and find a new place to live.

SO FORGIVE ME IF I DIDN'T E-MAIL MAYA AS MUCH AS SHE WANTED.

posted September 03, 2005 05:26 AM         

Sorry to read what you wrote, am so sorry to hear when people break up, having had two horrible divorces, I can empathise....

I didnt get to talk to Maya much, but from what I can remember she came across as a very loving and sensitive woman.....I am so sorry for what she is going thro......tell her I was asking after her, will you?

I hope things work out for you in the future.....will you keep posting here.....you do have friends that will share and listen.

God bless

Love

posted September 03, 2005 03:01 PM         

I'm sorry to hear about the horrors of your personal life. I can understand how that might lead you to use such an ugly word as "snivelling". If Maya was less than literal with me, when she said she "repeatedly got no response", then, it is my fault, and I apologize, for repeating her words. She sounded very upset and jaded about the whole thing when I spoke to her, and my post reflects the protective instinct and strong emotions I was feeling when I wrote it. I did not intend to exhibit insolence, only a kind of dismay at what appeared to be the hippocracy of a thread publicly devoted to a girl whose email address is privately ignored. If you are truly concerned about her absence here, why not write to her and "bother to ask" her about it yourself?

peace,
HSC

posted September 03, 2005 03:02 PM         

I'm sorry to hear about the nasty break ups. Thank you for your concern, and I will be sure to pass it on to Maya. See you around.

,
HSC

posted September 03, 2005 08:31 PM         

I have been known to stop talking to someone, such as my sister, but I am very subtle as a person, even when I love someone more than my own life, all I will do is send a photo, or a song. I have learned to be dramatic about my feelings, but I still only speak to my sister once every few months. I spoke to Maya more than my own family, it's true. I am terrible at communicating to those I love, and it's not the lack of love.

Sag mars opposite gemini mercury makes my words harsh, or plain. I would rather do for someone. But I am a good listener and always open, online it's hard to show that.

In any case I have been through a lot as well, but Maya did inspire me to love again, after my horrible Gemini ordeal, I have learned to date again two Cancers and an Aqua. I am currently not speaking to the Aqua (big surprise) as I have feelings I have to deal with, and he is angry at me. Still I go forward, I feel I am walking with crutches, but I am still moving.

Thanks, to Maya too for her inspriation about dead relationships, when she broke it off with the Sag, I was inspired to do the same with another b/f with no future.

She inspires me,

and Yes Heart/Cross you are a bit protective and defensive regarding Maya, maybe it's better if you passed along love and kindness rather than fighting for her. What did happen with you two anyway? Are you emotionally involved in a good way? I hope so,

posted September 25, 2005 02:27 AM         

what cave have i been living in? i know nothing apparently.

well HSC i really dont know the details. but send a little love, and a lot of logic, which is all a gemini can send, to soothe the situation. and for maya as well

posted September 26, 2005 07:30 AM         

Kinda nice to see a thread dedicated to me ... makes me feel all warm in the heart area ... even when people bicker and b*tch in my name

Im good people, just temporarily cut off, but dontcha worry, I'll keep coming back in my various Gem-Pisces-Virgo mutable forms and throwing crazy stuff at all you people in LL whom I love and miss a lot ... even at your worst.

And Pid, Im sorry, I did feel kinda bad when NO ONE responded to my emails for a loooooooooong time, but Im over it now and hopefully moving on to bigger and better things now ...

posted September 27, 2005 07:19 AM         

And I agree with you ... I shouldnt always look for shoulders to lean on, its just sometimes I feel left out and alone, a legacy from a somewhat troubled childhood being a misfit. But I get over it pretty fast ... and bounce back to add my whacky craziness to the lives of those I love. But its all good now ...

I miss you guys and wish I had a more independant access to the web ... but for now, my quick notes will have to suffice.

love you guys

posted September 27, 2005 04:23 PM         

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Gemini sun, Cancer rising, mercury in Gemini, moon in Taurus *29, venus in Taurus, mars in Libra