posted September 12, 2005 03:42 PM              

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i just needed to vent.............safely.
thanks little white cyberbox, for listening.

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posted September 12, 2005 03:49 PM            

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Hmmmmmmm being a Pisces you know that I picked up on things...And I know what you may be feeling...

Don't go against the grain...

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posted September 12, 2005 03:52 PM            

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Maybe it's a water thing, cuz I get it too.

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posted September 12, 2005 03:58 PM              

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I understand this too

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posted September 12, 2005 04:03 PM            

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Yep must be a water thing not to mention that Devilfish her self is a Pisces..

Lots of huggssss to you DV....

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posted September 12, 2005 04:48 PM            

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<big hugs>

I hear your pain, Devilfish and I'm sending you all kinds of love and good wishes. Doing the right thing is often difficult, and letting go is practically impossible for most water signs. The only comfort I can think to offer you is a reassurance that you are not cursed. What often feels like the death card in tarot is actually rebirth. But dying is so very painful, we doubt will ever draw breath again. In the moment of dying our world seems completely crafted of pain, and our heart feels as desolate as a wasteland that will never flower again. But slowly rebirth happens, the rains come, the wash away the pain, and slowing our heart heals. We grow, we learn, and after a time our hearts open again, like flowers drinking in the light of the sun. Hang in there, and try to believe that all of this pain is nothing more than a birthing process, transforming you into something more than what you were.

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posted September 12, 2005 07:55 PM              

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"i should feel better knowing its for the best"
Who says you SHOULD? Go ahead and scream your pain out. And if tomorrow you still feel like screeming, why not? Just cry it all out.
Love to you

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We are the ones we've been waiting for.

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posted September 12, 2005 08:37 PM            

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Sending some hope with this post, DF. I already know you have an enormous well of personal courage (Grand Cross thread), so I will send hope on beams of light. I hope you don't really think you are "cursed" although it feels that way sometimes.....
Just a Pisces Moon here so I swim in shallower waters than thou, but I have found "letting go" is one of the hardest challenges I have ever faced in this life -- I wish I could answer your question of "how" to let go, but I think only you know the right answer for you.....
I hope there is a safe place where you can scream your throat raw and cry yourself dry.....
You are not alone.....
The pain WILL lessen.....
Sometimes the worst thing about "doing the right thing" is that you do it all by yourself.....

{{love & hugs}}
'Zala

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posted September 13, 2005 08:22 AM              

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WOW, i needed this post more than i thought.
you are ALL such wonderful people!
thank you for your kind understanding words.they have soothed me so.
love to you all, you have given me a smile in my heart and the comfort i needed has begun knowing there are stars like you sharin their light.
i WILL keep movin on, chin up.

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posted September 21, 2005 05:28 PM              

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.....and if ever you need to open up with this Devilfish, I would be delighted to try and support you.......you never know girl.....I may have been there before

xxx

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posted September 21, 2005 08:41 PM              

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Devilfish.....i'm right there with you...totally get it

it ebbs and it flows....just like the ocean

hugs
kiwi x

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posted September 21, 2005 09:57 PM              

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Thanks Kiwi!
i was just thinking about you earlier today.
i was telling my kids about all the different places people are from, who post here, and i said one lady is from new zealand.
you stick in my head because you seem like you'd be fun to hang out with, plus my hubby who has traveled all over the place says he wants to go to new zealand next because he has met so many nice people from there.
i just read your scorpio post and my hubby is a sag with scorpio rising and people think he is tooooooo intense, he is intense but oh so loveable too. i say be proud to be different, i mean who wants to be "normal"..........
im a pisces sun sag rising cap moon and every since i was small people have said im
weird but ive learned to take that as a great compliment.so dont worry,smile honey, and own it.

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posted September 22, 2005 11:45 PM              

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Thanks Devilfish...good advice

New Zealand is a pretty amazing place, where i come from for instance is world renowned www.whangamata.co.nz for its surf beach and generally for it amazingness.

You would love it here. let me know if you do visit and i will let you know the best places to go off the beaten tourist paths.

I am fun to hang out with apparently, although i do get into a bit of mischief from time to time but hey its all good clean mischief!!! well so says me anyway!!!

take care precious one
kiwi x

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