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Topic: I feel good... I feel good...
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Mama Mia
Knowflake Posts: 516
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 25, 2005 12:05 PM
 
Hey I would like to share something very pleasing to me. This is the first time in 7 years that I feel emotionally free. I mean I am not caught up in a man, not trying to figure him out or a situation out don't care about it one way or another. Don't get me wrong there is some dust still around from a couple past guys but it is nothing. It has been a long time since I had a nice peace of mind. As a Pisces female
feelings,emotions,love is soooooo intense for us. I am actually making plans today to go back to school something that I had been wanting to do,but could not bc of things heavily on mind. I so welcome this place that I am in right now and I feel good. Here is the kicker how long will it last.... hee,hee IP: Logged |
pidaua
Knowflake Posts: 3731
From: Bisbee, Arizona
Registered: May 2002
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posted October 25, 2005 01:25 PM
YAY!!!!!.. I am so happy for you.. Yes, having that baggage disappear (for the most part) is so freeing.I no longer have to worry about if my words will be taken the wrong way. I don't have to question his words / lies. I don't have to feel emotionally blackmailed because he is sitting in his dirty little computer room ignoring me for hours. LOL... No worries about his spending getting us both into the poor house... Ahhh....to be free is such a blessing.  IP: Logged |
Mama Mia
Knowflake Posts: 516
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 25, 2005 01:30 PM
Ah to be free is such a blessing!!!!!Piduau that is the best saying in the world right now. I just keep thinking how did I ever give this space up, why? Thankyou for being happy for me it has been such a long time coming and I feel great!!! Of course my moon and mars trine today that may have something else to do with my feeling good. HOWEVER the real blessing is being emotionally free right now. SOLITUDE ain't nothing like it...And I hope that you are on your way to Piduau... :-} IP: Logged |
Svetlana
Knowflake Posts: 204
From: USA
Registered: Jul 2005
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posted October 25, 2005 01:39 PM
Good for you!
(I suddenly have this image of a beautiful woman running barefoot in the woods with her long hair flowing in the wind, laughing. Gorgeous!)------------------
We are the ones we've been waiting for. IP: Logged |
Mama Mia
Knowflake Posts: 516
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 25, 2005 01:41 PM
Uh huhn thats me thats me...IP: Logged |
BlueTopaz124
Knowflake Posts: 446
From: Portland, OR
Registered: Jan 2004
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posted October 26, 2005 12:02 AM
I am SO happy for you MamaMia, very happy indeed. I KNOW and understand what you went through a year ago...the headtrips and whatnot. What blessing indeed to be where you are today. Very freeing to be able to smile and laugh just for the sake of being alive in itself and not for anything in particular. To take a deeeeeep breath and sigh and feel at peace in the moment. To just be and be happy. It's okay if tomorrow some memories come back for a short visit. Just know that TODAY you feel free. Oh yes! kisses for you
Laura IP: Logged |
Mama Mia
Knowflake Posts: 516
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 26, 2005 10:08 AM
Heya BT: Thankyou girly yes I know that you know what I went through seeing that you know his type. I am just flowing and nothing is bothering me. He is still playing his lil games of trying to get my attention and making me jealous BUT it is not going to work uh uhn. I knew this day would come and I so welcome it... IP: Logged |
pixelpixie
Moderator Posts: 2021
From: Ontario Canada
Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 26, 2005 11:07 PM
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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GemStar
Knowflake Posts: 718
From: USA
Registered: Jul 2004
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posted October 29, 2005 09:42 PM
Good for you MamaMia!! There are more than a few ladies here in LLand who could use a good dose of FREEDOM! I wish more ladies could let go of the baggage they drag along...weighing themselves down and not recognizing that it is THEIR choice to be so miserable! (Not because of the guys they hold onto..instead of moving on in life).BE FREE!!! Being HAPPY with yourself is the most attractive thing for Love! The strength derived from this inner beauty and being at peace within is wonderful! Glad you are enjoying this fabulous feeling!!! GemStar IP: Logged |
sthenri
Moderator Posts: 3670
From: Generic New England City
Registered: May 2003
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posted October 29, 2005 11:32 PM
Mama Mia, I think it's a great idea, being free. As soon as my house sells I am going to be free of this town for a while and take some time for myself. My life is moving on..my emotions are too much!Thanks,
Natasha
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Mama Mia
Knowflake Posts: 516
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted October 31, 2005 12:07 PM
Ain't no feeling like being freeeeeeee!!!Thanks ladies for the encouragement.
and would't oyu know that soon as I start feeling that way the volchers start to come out and try to side tract me. My ex starting to try and open those tightly closed pages. Nope this feels to goood to let it be disturbed...:-} IP: Logged |
SecretGardenAgain
Knowflake Posts: 629
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Registered: Jun 2005
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posted November 01, 2005 10:37 AM
yah MM i agree with u and i go thru these long periods of no sign. other not becoz there arent suitors but beocz my mind needs something else, not a man or relationship. and this might sound shallow to some, but part of the reason why so many Gem girls including myself back out of relationships by the 6-9 month mark, or even earlier than that, is that that is usually when the emotional baggage starts weighing on u. the guy stops caring and makes u feel negative about certain behaviors, emotional blackmailing, etc. so, why be in any position that makes u feel bad when its not ur fault? get rid of the sucker, i say  Love
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sue g
Knowflake Posts: 3989
From: ireland
Registered: Sep 2004
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posted November 01, 2005 11:05 AM
"get rid of the sucker I say"I think you must be meeting the wrong type of fellas SG.......  xxx IP: Logged |
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