posted February 23, 2006 10:32 AM         

we wanted to experience the physical..
yes especially mating..

due to out pleas..MOther and Father God, created 5 human couples, the races..
we were to create and multiply..

my thoughts again, the woman was left alone, perhaps the man went on a journey to talk with another couple..Mom stayed home with the kids..mind you you caoul call on God anytime and speak with them..just like we can today..

we had immortality at his point no laws were broken..
someone broke a law, wouldn't it be lust for another woman's man, or vice-versa..
to me this is only natural..how old were there 900..2000..wouldn't we have to inter breed???

twinsoul, not a good way to describe the actuality..we were born whole One..
this, twinsoul pull would be the first mate pull, then you would have subseguent soul mate pulls, all due to every incarnation we have experienced..things must be balance at some poit on the line, web..

now why is it when these individuals come in contact, it seems the alot family and friends will do their best to keep them apart..
this is happened with my X Bill, a geminin, I mest him when I was 12, he was 7 years older..anyway, when I was finally 18, he had gotten married..the thing is that elements and people will keep yuu apart..finally he divorced, and well married in 89 divorced in 98..

twinsoul soulmate, all the same..
it's about time spent together..healing the old wounds..forgiveness and love
unconditional goodness..

it's impossible to become perfect, on planet Earth, unless, we all want it..

and frankly how many are willing to give up so much fun and pleasure???

I've been alone for 8 years, I have fun everyday..but not at the expense of another's feelings, or to satify my needs, we can all satify ourSelves, if you think about it, I am learning..you can turn negative into
positive..with love and focus..magic happens..people smile back..

gosh I am rambling, hope you don't mind, then it won't matter, hehe

my sister admitted herSelf in to a Mental Center last night after the hospital..
I have been praying and praying for her, she was just here this past weekend, we cried together, she was so worried that someone is out to get her..
I never expected the help to come this way, acceptance..I told her she was strong enough to deal with this, we talked for hours, it's almost as if once she left, she gave up..

Acceptance is my key word of the day
it's something we all have to Learn. ...

posted February 23, 2006 10:43 AM         

So, for me it's like this, I have a purpose and I have a mission, this life at this point..has only one man in My Future, no I'm not with him, and maybe I won't be for a very Long time, but I do know, that I would rather be alone with purpose, becuase in my heart, there is only One..so peopple Listen to your Heart
always, pray to MOther and Father God, meditate, whatever way you see them..is fine