posted May 10, 2006 01:10 AM              

And right now I just feel like all I'm good for is cooking his dinner, making his coffee and feeding his ego and then he just walks around preening and thinking he is so great because women are looking at him!!! Well he sure as hell is not doing much for my ego... wtf. I'm seriously re-evaluating where this is all going. I'm so irritated! The only thing stopping me from dumping him today is that my daily horoscope said that I would feel like this and to hold off from dumping anyone - I assume then that this will be a temporary feeling.

In any case, grrrrrrrr!!!!

posted May 10, 2006 10:44 AM            

If this is something you can work through, you do need to communicate. Take some time for you.
From your last post, it seems like you are serious about this man, you want to spark desire and fun etc, and be understanding.
Is it just his personality, and libido, as you had indicated before?
Some people perform sexually small feats... some people aren't as driven as others.... if this is a factor, and you desire more.. talk to him. Maybe he needs healing, or maybe he needs the green light to explore his sexual self safely. Open an honest dialogue.
Perhaps tomorrow, when you don't want to dump him unceremoniously ...

posted May 10, 2006 08:32 PM              

He's admitted before that he gets lazy about sex and that he lets his work take over... last night we were going to have sex but he worked so late by the time he came to bed we were both tired! And this morning I said it would be nice if he stopped working early for a change and made some time for us... he usually listens when I give him a strong nudge... but he doesn't know how much I'm starting to resent how little we have sex. I was thinking the full moon in Scorpio might be a good time to let him know how I really, REALLY feel about it... and yes I am serious about him and he is about me, and most of the time we complement each other - but I do start to get moody and lose confidence when I don't feel physically loved... and I know this is 'just the way he is'; it's just sometimes hard to deal with because I'm a girl who luvs making love, and especially to him! (plus he's so damn sexy I want to get down and dirty with him every day, not just once every two or three weeks! So there's a big 'frustration' element going on! lol )

One good thing about us is that we're both equally open and honest, and we usually achieve a lot by talking without anger or anything else negative getting in the way... must be my Sag ascendent and his Aries, we're both direct communicators with each other!