Ingrid Knowflake Posts: 78 From: Spain Registered: Feb 2006
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posted July 21, 2006 06:01 AM
Hi! I heve already post this in astrology, but maybe, I should have done it here.... There is a while Iīve been visiting this site, I am not very colaborative, just keep asking, I am sorry If I didinīt help you enough, maybe I donīt deserve your help because of that, but I really need it now, please, help me, I donīt know what to do. I am getting mad, I am going through very bad relationship problems, my boyfriend is so dissapointed with me, he have been making sacrifices for me over the past two years, he even got sick because of his nerves, because all the problems I and the circumstances coused him, he left his jib, home, family, friends to be with me, He got a job very hard, he hates it, he is suffering a lot, I didnīt support him, I swear I wanted but when it comes to communication I just canīt express him my support I just kept getting mad at him for nothing, I loved him a lot but he doesnīt feel it, we moved together, we kept fighting because of communication and hard circumstances, yesterday was a nightmare, we fought worse than ever, I couldnīt sleep, he have immsomnia because of his unhappiness, he has been a week allmost without sleeping, he told me he didnīt beliebe we can fix it, he doesnīt believe my promises anymore,he left for the weekend alone, next week we would talk, I didnīt go to my office today, I canīt stop crying, He had a anxiety attack, me too. I donīt know If it is too late for me to do anything, I would do wahtever, but he said, time will say, I can do nothing right now. I told him I donīt want to split up, but neither see him suffering, I told him to think and do the right thing for him, even if that is dumping me. I am deseperate, my life doesnīt make any sense If he leaves, I love him, I want to help him, to make him belive in me again but I donīt know how, please, help, take a look to our charts, synastry, to give an opinion and a orientation, what can I do, Is there still something that I can do? give me some hope, please, tell me what can I do, I am getting mad, please help me, help me although maybe I donīt deserve it, I didnīt help him, neither the lindaland community, but I want to change, I swear, please,please, helpMe 30 may 1979 11.30 am orense, spain him 29 oct 1981 5,50 pm barcelona, spain my chartA http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?nhor=1&nho2=1&btyp=2&mth=gw&hsy=&zod=&sday=21&smon=7&syr=2006&rs=&orbp=&cid=jsifileW4qkZr-u1153466329&lang=e&gm=a1&ast= his chart O http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?rs=&zod=&lang=e&ast=&gm=a1&orbp=&btyp=2&sday=21&syr=2006&mth=gw&cid=jsifileW4qkZr-u1153466329&hsy=&smon=7&nhor=3&go.x=17&go.y=9 SYNASTRY http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?btyp=61;mth=gw;hsy=;zod=;sday=21;smon=7;syr=2006;rs=;orbp=;lang=;gm=a1;ast=;cid=jsifileW4qkZr-u1153466329&nhor=1&nho2=3 composiye http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?nhor=1&nho2=3&btyp=621&mth=gw&hsy=&zod=&sday=21&smon=7&syr=2006&rs=&orbp=&cid=tutfileVeaI21-u1145903242&lang=e&gm=a1&ast= progress composite http://www.astro.com/cgi/chart.cgi?nhor=1&nho2=3&btyp=6251&mth=gw&hsy=&zod=&sday=21&smon=7&syr=2006&rs=&orbp=&cid=tutfileVeaI21-u1145903242&lang=e&gm=a1&ast=
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